Chapter 252: Hold it out
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Say 'young people should go to bed early and get up early to take care of their bodies, and know that the early birds will have enough fat worms to eat';
'Reading requires hard work, such as planting vegetables, at first you have to sweat and hoe the ground, and then you have to work hard all the way to pull weeds and fertilize all the way, and finally there will be abundant fruits and vegetables waiting for people to pick. If you don't put enough effort into studying, you will definitely not have a good harvest, and in serious cases, you may not have a good harvest.
No matter what you do, as long as your brain is really broken and you don't make the expected results, it must be because you don't concentrate on doing it, you don't have enough sincerity and patience for the thing itself, and you don't practice it in place. There are very few people who are stupid and stupid like pigs, but many pigs are very smart and sensible. There is no reason why pigs know that they should work hard to be able to eat delicious things quickly, but people don't know. ’”
Speaking of this, she smiled, her eyes were confused for a moment, as if she had suddenly returned to her past college life, and saw the kind and lovely old man again.
"She often earnestly taught us to be a man who knows how to bow his head and bend down in a timely manner, be frugal and good, but when encountering illegal and immoral things, we must remember to straighten our waists and be a man, otherwise we will never be able to live as a person, and we must know that 'it is not easy to be an adult, and it is easy not to be an adult'. No matter how big it is, people should not have no bottom line and go against their conscience. ’”
Thinking of the warm times when he was with the old man in the past, Yan Shunhua's voice suddenly became warm and bright.
"There was a time when I didn't remember why I was in a bad mood, but I was very depressed, and I ran according to the habit, and I reflexively ran to her vegetable patch as I ran.
She was bending over to pick tomatoes. The red fruit is no worse than those artificially cultivated products in supermarkets or vegetable markets that are specially produced with hormones or chemical fertilizers, and it can even be said that they are more shiny and nutritious. She didn't smile, and even her waist was always stiff. It collapsed more and more because of the action of bending down to pick.
But I don't know why, when I saw her living her life in the college campus as she usually did, living her life in a normal rhythm as she usually did, just like the clouds in the sky, I suddenly became calm and quiet. As if everything that had been wrong before was no longer a problem. ”
She stopped, looked up at him and smiled, her eyes looking mischievous and moist, "I miss her, Shen Zhiyuan." ”
Shen Jingyuan's heart tightened slightly. But he sighed extremely indifferently, and suddenly asked, "What was it that made me feel bad at that time?"
Yan Shunhua thought about his topic for a long time, and shrugged his shoulders, "Forget, it's probably not an important thing, either I didn't do well in the exam, or I was looking forward to my parents coming to see me at school, but none of them appeared, or they fell out of love, and it wasn't a big deal after all." ”
She replied with ease. Shen Jingyuan pursed his lips when he heard this, and his mood deteriorated little by little.
"Have you ever been in a relationship with someone, just like you and me?"
Yan Shunhua's heart was sudden, and he subconsciously peeked at him, and he happened to be caught by him, seeing that his face turned black, he slowly sank, and suddenly smiled bitterly.
"We are in our teens and twenties, and it is very normal for people to fall in love. Opposite. If someone in their twenties has not held hands with friends of the opposite sex and watched a movie or gone shopping, it will be regarded as weird or even teased to a large extent.
Especially when you are in your thirties, if you haven't started a family yet. Whether it is a man or a woman, people will be recognized, regardless of whether it is a parent or a sibling, family and friends, even if it is a stranger who only knows the name and is not very familiar with each other, it will be thrown on the head anytime and anywhere, so that single people are eager to grab the ground with their heads and immediately find a noodle and hang themselves. ”
The implication. She is such a normal person, she has been in love with someone.
Shen Jingyuan only felt that there was a fire burning in his heart, and as her tepid words became more and more intense, but he still remembered her previous reactions, especially that he had just received her forgiveness, and it was really not appropriate to make any radical statements, so he desperately suppressed the discomfort in his heart and looked at her with a strained face.
What is his name? How old is it? The most important thing is, what does she like about that person, how much does she like him?
He wanted to ask thoroughly, but at best, he just jumped out and said, "It's good that the matter is settled." I fell out of love in college, did I recover my energy and find someone after work?"
I am not the first love in the mind of the first love woman, this feeling is really aggrieved.
Yan Shunhua quietly observed him, calculated for a while, considering his personality and bearing ability, he licked his lips uncomfortably, and simply struck while the iron was hot.
"Yes, but in the end it was divided. ”
Speaking of which, just like many people, first love occurs in the most innocent years, whether it is a peaceful relationship or a childish noise, in the years to come, you will feel as beautiful as ever, and you will smile.
It's just that, and it's true, it's easy for people to forget, the memory is still there, the face is gone, and time is like a pig-killing knife, cutting away all the tenderness of the time.
And as the older heart gradually matures, the love after it is even more unforgettable. Although the time did not last long, much shorter than the first love, but it was engraved in the bottom of her heart, and even today, she can still clearly recall the eyebrows and eyes of that person.
Love each other deeply, but also hurt each other. It's like two treasure knives, because both ends are blades, so although they cherish each other, they are too anxious to fry each other with the same nature.
The deeper you love, the closer you get. But after all, people are the best individuals, and they need their own space to think and act, so as to publicize or silently realize their own mavericks.
But when love goes deep, the emotional need is often the desire to be able to be intimate with that person, whether it is mind or body, seeking the ultimate fit.
It's a pity that even a natural soul mate, or an acquired gear, needs a certain amount of time to run in before it can gradually get better.
But even so, there is no way to achieve perfection.
The so-called elephant's invisible voice is the best explanation.
It is a pity to ask for but not to be able to do so, but it is also a fulfillment. Because of all this, people will have the motivation to move forward and seek the eternity they yearn for.
Although I can't get there, I yearn for it. (To be continued.) )