Chapter 35: Love Without Regrets
"Epiphany!!
The rain of bullets penetrated the body of the flower spirit, and it was another bleak rain, making the starry sky silent.
On Hua Ling's face, there was a rare smile.
The officer motioned for the armed police to lower their guns.
Zhang Zheng rushed forward and held Hua Ling in his arms.
The red blood flew like a piece of gorgeous petals in the prison, sprinkled on Zhang Zheng's body, and sprinkled on those close to her.
Naturally, the pictures appeared in front of everyone's eyes like an old-fashioned movie, and the gentle voice.
"That's right, I'm Hua Ling, my name is Tan Xiang, Zhang Zheng, I know, you have always rejected my existence, after all, I am a murderer of human beings. Shouldn't I regret being in this world now? But can I say I still don't regret it?
I remember that it was a hot afternoon, and you rescued me who was about to die, and you know that plants can feel pain when they are about to die. But, I know, you saved me. Even though I didn't have a flower at that time, just a few yellowed leaves, you still saved me, I know, you must know me. You know my name is Epiphany.
The spring poured me out again and again, and I began to stretch my body again, and on the balcony full of golden sunlight, I enjoyed the warm wind every day, and I felt full of happiness even in the wind and rain.
Every time the clear and gentle water pours down, I know that my benefactor is nourishing me, and this is my happiest moment. I try to stretch my branches and leaves closer to you, but you're worried that I won't be able to get the sun, and you always turn me around, you know, at this point, I'm laughing, I'm really laughing. How I want to be alone with you.
I bloomed, you saw it, you smiled, I was happy, but my flowering period was short-lived and soon withered. Your laughter has stopped, and you are lamenting that this beautiful moment is too short!
How can I make you happier? No, I have to work harder to blossom.
Finally, it's time for me to bloom again, and I'm thrilled, and this time, I'm going to make you laugh a little longer. I tried all my energy, and finally, I succeeded, although it was not much longer than the last flower, but I could deeply feel that this humble length seemed to be a century long.
In this way, my flowering time is longer and longer, even beyond my fateful flowering period, until now, I even transcend the season, now I am not afraid of the cold, not afraid of everything, just want to use my most beautiful moment to be by your side forever.
It was a stormy night, a flash of lightning flashed, and it seemed that there was a magnetic force that drew me, and I knew that this was my chance. After a while, I suddenly felt a deeper pain than when I was about to die, as if a thousand hands were tearing at my tendons, my leaves. I'm tearful ninja, because at this time, you appeared in my mind, and I seemed to see you smile even more happily.
I did, and I became the same person who can talk and laugh like you.
But I know, I can't let you know that I'm the epiphany, I can't let you know where I'm from, I'm afraid you'll be scared.
Every day, I will silently watch you behind you, look at your handsome back, watch you smile, watch everything about you. There has never been such a feeling of happiness, and this happiness trumps everything.
But then I found that I was getting tired, I couldn't even open my eyes, I was going to die, I had to kill people so that I could continue to live. But in that case, will you still like me? I hesitated for a long, long time....... but ———— if I die, I will never see you again, never again! Do you know how much it hurts to not see you?
So, when I saw a girl trying to get into your life, I decided to get rid of her! I don't like the way she looks at you. That night, I killed her. I sucked her essence out, looking at her hideous face after death, you know, how scared I was at that time, but for the sake of being with you, I think it was worth it. Killing is a road with no end, and I have walked a long way, even a little numb.
It was a sunny morning, and you, who were painting by the river, finally found me. At that time, my heart was beating fast, as if it was about to jump out, and you cast a big smile, brighter than the sun.
Later, we fell in love, we were together, fantastic. We chatted by the river, we admired the round moon, I went to class with you, played like a child on the lawn with you. I love the feeling of touching you, how real it is.
You love to draw, but you haven't made much progress, so I gave you the pen, the pen with my name engraved on it. It is made of my branches and leaves, and it is spiritual. I thought he would bring you even more happiness, but it was the beginning of our nightmare.
Your drawings are getting better and better, even a little amazing. And you end up doubting the brush. It wasn't until later that you finally suspected me because of a series of things. I couldn't bear to hide it from you in the end, because I noticed that your smile was getting less and less. I told you everything.
But what I didn't expect was that you blamed yourself, you thought that it was because of you that they would die, and you couldn't even think of jumping into the lake. Do you know how sad and sad I was at that moment? You are my benefactor, you have been so good to me, and I have hurt you in turn!
You can ignore me, hate me and scold me, but you must be good! Perhaps, I really shouldn't come to you, but I can't regret it at all in my heart, and I am really happy to be with you. Perhaps, it's really me who is too selfish. Now, finally everything is over, I know, which lives are owed, after all, I have to pay back, even if I am in hell, I will be happy, I just hope you can live well, happily, all of this, it is all my fault, it has nothing to do with you. If there is an afterlife, I hope I can become a real person, someone who can stay by your side, someone who is worthy to love you......"
Suddenly, she blurred in her arms, and finally turned into a dotted white petal. Zhang Zheng's tears rolled down her cheeks, and now she was only left with the light petals in her hands.
That's right, it's another poignant dream, and it's because of an inattentive love that ignites the life of the spirit. After all, the spirit can only be a poignant existence, and it should not exist.