But Zhang Ruoge also knew in his heart that if he hadn't seen the collapse of a large shopping mall, Zhang Ruoge might have decisively given up the box of water, and he would not be targeted by others. Watching the collapse of large shopping malls, Zhang Ruoge also admitted that he was a little anxious in his heart. When will the rescue come, he doesn't know what kind of resistance the outside world has, and he can't tell, so all he wants to do is to let a few people be able to ensure that they can live in this environment, and there is more hope for them to live one more day.

"Takiyu, although I don't want to say that and it's against my will to say so. Zhang Ruoge looked at Zhao Luyu, who had let go of himself and was about to take off his shoes to sleep, and said, "I'm not stupid, although I am indeed a little dull in terms of feelings, but you have already expressed it to me so explicitly, if I still can't understand it, I will live in vain." ”

"But I can't be with you. Zhang Ruoge felt that his whole body was trembling when he said this, and the throbbing pain in his heart even surpassed the real pain on his arm, making Zhang Ruoge even a little unsteady, "Although I know it's fake, I can't say it, after all, I've liked you for so many years." I'm a weak person, I can get to where I am today, step by step, in fact, thanks to my masochistic neuroticism, but if I am with you, I will become the happiest person in the world, then I will have concerns, I will be afraid, I will worry, I will be suspicious, and the final result is very likely to die. ”

"I'm actually not afraid of death, but I'm afraid of dying after having you, and I will definitely be afraid of death at that time, afraid that I will no longer have you, afraid that you will be sad. Zhang Ruoge tried hard to hold on to the wall, making himself look less confident, "Maybe this is the closest distance between me and you, or maybe this is the only chance in my life, you are far better than me, and after I go out, I am just the inconspicuous one among the crowd." But I still missed this opportunity. ”

"Don't say it!" Zhao Luyu looked at Zhang Ruoge's body trembling, listened to Zhang Ruoge's words like a whimper, and scolded loudly: "Don't say it! Don't say it!!!

Saying that, Zhao Luyu stood up and flew over, and Zhang Ruoge rushed to Zhao Luyu, who rushed desperately, not to be injured, and because he really didn't have much physical strength, he could only use a little force, and the two fell on the bed, and Zhao Luyu hugged Zhang Ruoge's neck tightly and began to cry.

"I know, I know, I know!" Zhao Luyu rarely lost his temper in front of Zhang Ruoge, which made Zhang Ruoge unable to think of comforting words for a while, so he could only stare blankly at the ceiling that he couldn't see clearly.

"Do you have to be so cruel to yourself?" Zhao Luiyu cried wantonly for a while before whispering intermittently.

"As I said, I'm afraid I'm afraid, but I'm even more afraid of you being sad. Zhang Ruoge also comforted softly, "But you have shaken my determination to be indestructible, so if we can all go back alive smoothly, it will be difficult for you to get rid of my dog skin plaster, and my perseverance is still quite good." ”

"Poof. Zhao Luiyu was also successfully amused by Zhang Ruoge, and the depressing atmosphere between the two was also alleviated.

"Sleep for a while, you should be tired after crying for so long. Zhang Ruoge suggested that although Zhao Luiyu was not heavy, it was pressed on Zhang Ruoge's body like this, and Zhang Ruoge also felt that he had begun to feel depressed.

"Good. Zhao Luyu also obediently let go of Zhang Ruoge, and Zhang Ruoge carefully took off his coat.

"Luckily I found a jacket in my clothes, otherwise I wouldn't have anything to wear. Zhang Ruoge looked at his down jacket with some regret, at this time, the down jacket that had leaked and leaked had completely lost its value, but Zhang Ruoge still preferred the down jacket to the jacket, although his down jacket was already very dirty.

And just when Zhang Ruoge sighed for the loss of his down jacket, Zhao Luiyu got into his arms again, and raised Zhang Ruoge's injured arm and let it rest on Zhao Luyu's shoulder.

"I'm helping you fix your arm, and you don't sleep honestly. Before Zhang Ruoge spoke, Zhao Luiyu had already begun to talk to himself, not giving Zhang Ruoge a chance to speak at all, "And you can like me for so many years, and I don't like you, right." I just like you now, I just want to stay in your arms, I'm just cheating. ”

"You won. Zhang Ruoge responded weakly, he can't fight Zhao Luyu in his life, Zhang Ruoge knows in his heart, no matter whether Zhao Luiyu is soft or hard, Zhang Ruoge will always lose.

"Huh?" Just when Zhang Ruoge was secretly laughing at himself in his heart, Zhao Longyu in his arms had already made a faint and even breathing sound, obviously asleep, and Zhang Ruoge had to smile bitterly again, no longer fighting with his eyelids, which were already fighting, and closed his eyes.

"Hmm. Zhang Ruoge felt that his nose was a little itchy, and when he woke up from his sleep, he found that Zhao Longyu's head was against his chin, and his unwell-groomed hair dishonestly poked his nose, and Zhao Luyu, who got into Zhang Ruoge's arms, was still sleeping comfortably at this time, obviously not waking up yet.

"Can the right temperature restore the tired body more effectively?" Zhang Ruoge did not wake up Zhao Longyu, but quietly felt the state of his body, and what he described yesterday was as light as possible, but carrying more than fifteen pounds of things on his back fought with people in the winter night, escaped, Even injured, these physical consumption is more than several times the physical consumption of searching, but at this time he feels that it has been relieved a lot, obviously this has a lot to do with Zhao Longyu huddling together to keep warm, and it may also be because he hugged Zhao Luyu to sleep more steadily.

"How's that? hand. Just when Zhang Ruoge was still thinking nonsense, Zhao Luyu didn't know when he had woken up, curled up even more, hid in the quilt like a shrimp ball and asked.

"Hawkers, it's not good, it's not so painful, maybe it's already scabbed?" Zhang Ruoge moved his arm gently, although the bandage wrapped around his arm had been soaked in blood, but it didn't bleed anymore.

"Monsters. Zhao Luyu whispered, Zhang Ruoge's wounds are almost to the extent of bones, but he can stop bleeding and scab when he wakes up?

"I can't move it, I already feel like I'm going to crack the scab that doesn't make it anymore. Zhang Ruoge said with a wry smile that he was just a little better at recovering ability, not a special function.

"What kind of business are you talking about?" Zhao Luyu was still hiding under the quilt, but his voice was unexpectedly tough.

"Uh... Zhang Ruoge didn't know what to say for a while.

"I know, it's that kind of store, right?" Zhao Luyu didn't wait for Zhang Ruoge to give an answer, but continued by himself, "In this situation, there is no possibility that anyone will buy food or supplies, everyone's idea should be to try to make themselves more stocked, it is impossible to sell, and what can be exchanged for food and water?" So the range of things that can be sold is very small, and there is no doubt that men are more likely to survive than women under this environmental conditions, so I can guess that there will be people who organize this kind of trading. ”

"But I... Zhang Ruoge wanted to explain something, but Zhao Luiyu stretched out his hand and gently pressed Zhang Ruoge's mouth.

"I know you probably know the names of each of my boyfriends, and it's impossible for me and them to just hold hands for dinner, so I don't object or have the right to object to you going to that place now, so you don't have to explain in such a panic. Zhao Luyu said in a relaxed tone.

"Actually, I really didn't do anything, but the head of the shop said that there were women from the Celestial Empire, so I went to take a look, and I just gave her some food and came out. Zhang Ruoge didn't do anything unseemly, so although Zhao Luiyu stopped him, Zhang Ruoge still said it, "But I can't do it to save people, their group of at least 8 European and American men, four or more of them have guns, so I watched the woman finish eating the food I gave and left." ”

"What's that woman's name?" Zhao Luyu was a little curious, originally just wanted to satisfy his dissatisfaction with his little emotions before deliberately asking, but he didn't expect that there would be such a thing in the middle.

"I forgot to ask, and I couldn't possibly go a second time anyway. Zhang Ruoge shrugged his shoulders and said disapprerovitically.

"You're really heartless and scary at times. Zhao Longyu glanced at Zhang Ruoge.

"It's the saddest thing to me that comes out of your mouth. Zhang Ruoge said with a sad expression.

"But fortunately, you are not so ruthless to me, as well as Jiang Yang and Brother Ran. Zhao Luiyu added.

"I don't seem to be so sad to hear you say this. Zhang Ruoge no longer pretended to be sad and said.

"But I am very worried that the unrelenting people do not include you. Zhao Luyu once again made Zhang Ruoge grin helplessly, after all, he couldn't refute what Zhao Luiyu said.

"Don't go out today, honestly recuperate. After Zhao Luyu finished speaking, he also decided not to stay in bed anymore, got out of Zhang Ruoge's arms, got up and put on the down jacket, "Wait here, I'll find clothes for you." ”

Looking at Zhao Longyu who left the room, Zhang Ruoge also felt a lot of emotion. How long has it been since I have spoken to Zhao Luyu in this tone? Although the two are small, most of the time the feeling and tone of speech are more like avoiding and alienating each other, they eat together, play together, KTV together, travel together, but they don't sit down and say something to evaluate each other, they know what kind of person the other party is, but they won't be happy because of his good two, and they won't blame him for his mistakes.