Chapter 32: The Threshold
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At that moment, she could feel his calm emotions fluctuate abruptly, but she was quickly controlled by him, and no longer showed the slightest clue.
If it weren't for their special situation, I believe that even if they get along face-to-face, she may not be able to capture that fleeting obscurity.
Yan Shunhua looked up at the black and blue sky, the round and bright moon was still hanging high, exuding a cold glow to the whole world.
She unexpectedly remembered the popular poem "Silent Night Thoughts". It's been more than ten days, and I don't know if her parents, who were busy with their careers and finally caused Lao Yan to separate, have found out that she is no longer there.
Although I have already learned to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival alone, I still remember to take the initiative to greet them, but now, I don't even save the phone call.
Maybe they will breathe a sigh of relief and finally be able to have a real Mid-Autumn Festival with their true love and her half-brothers and sisters without being disturbed.
And she, Yan Shunhua, doesn't have to worry about which home she will go back to during the Spring Festival.
She walked silently in the courtyard, and even quietly went out the back door, and her figure disappeared into the darkness.
I don't mind, but I'm somehow mindful.
They used to love each other so much, but in the end they quarreled because of the trivialities of married life. Two equally stubborn people, but they always refused to take a step back, so that in the end, both of them were tired.
They began to ignore no one. The Cold War has replaced rhetoric, and ignorance has replaced anger.
If it weren't for the fact that she was still young, if it weren't for the fact that their careers were as busy as they were at the time, I'm afraid that when she was in high school, the two would have opened the skylight to her and said something bright, right?
Yan Shunhua walked to the pigsty, Dahua was asleep, did not hear her footsteps and called enthusiastically as usual.
She stood silently in the dark, letting the night wind invade her body, and her hands and feet gradually became cold.
In fact, they are the ones who suffer the most. Whether they are separated or not, they love her as always, but she can't appreciate her as much as she did when she was young.
The things of the world must be divided for a long time, and they must be divided for a long time, and the same is more or less the case between men and women. If every day together is torture, then it is better to break up happily.
They dragged on for many years to muster up the courage for the appearance of someone else who was suitable, and in the meantime they pierced the window paper at her, and then they quickly reorganized their families like a thousand miles of embankment destroyed in an anthill, leaving her alone in place, stunned and terrified.
If she is smart enough, she will know that her home is in turmoil from the day she starts to spend the Mid-Autumn Festival alone after the age of ten. High school and junior high school were just a stone's throw away from falling apart.
But she was very dull.
In other words, although she was suspicious and noticed some kind of clues that were unusual, she always used various reasons to excuse them who were entangled, and they were also very timid, so that when it came to the end, she was already an adult, but she was at a loss like a child, at a loss.
Yan Shunhua tightened his shirt in the night breeze and retracted his hand back into his sleeve.
Actually, if you are serious, there is nothing to mind. No matter how many children they have, she is still the pearl of their palms.
Although they were relieved of each other, they were a little cautious about her and loved her, but their daily words and deeds unconsciously brought guilt and politeness.
Anyway, just know that they still love her.
No big deal.
She exhaled slowly, the corners of her mouth raised slightly, and suddenly flattened again, her pink lips were tightly pursed, and the middle lip slit was like an artificially straightened thread, straight and cold.
At the end of the day, they didn't owe her anything. On the contrary, it is she, a child, who does not know how to be considerate and tolerant, let alone love them.
In the end, their family came to the point where they were separated from each other but missed it, and she, an ignorant child, also had her own responsibility.
Yan Shunhua shook his head, his expression dark.
The night grew darker and darker. Unknown insects still chirp one after another, as if they were playing a big song.
She unexpectedly sneezed.
The young man, who was also caught in the memory, came back to his senses, felt the coolness on his body, frowned slightly, and said disapprovingly, "It will be deeper and heavier, and it will catch a cold." ”
Yan Shunhua laughed silently when he heard this.
It was from the bottom of her heart, she was sure. If she had three longs and two shorts, maybe this person wouldn't have to live. It was normal for him to be nervous about her.
It's just that the tone of this elder, to her ears, is very old-fashioned like a child pretending to be an adult. No matter how similar he is, he is only a half-grown teenager.
"Hey, Shen Zhiyuan, you keep saying that I don't look like a seven-year-old girl. Actually, you're right, I'm in my twenties this year. ”
As if she had taken advantage, she raised a narrow smile, "It's a lot more than you, you should call my sister." ”
The young man was stunned, and then chuckled, "Unknown Miss Fangling, where is she from?"
Yan Shunhua raised his eyebrows, and also laughed lowly, and in the dark night, he was singing with insects, but he didn't seem abrupt at all, "You call my sister to listen, if it's good, I'll tell you." ”
Teasing people or something, she won't lose to him.
The boy was not as embarrassed and cramped as before, and said in a rather calm voice, "Go back, it's late at night." ”
Yan Shunhua shrugged his shoulders, even if he was depressed after the wind, the wind passed without a trace.
She walked back indifferently, and did not forget to tease him, "I can sleep, what are you going to do?
She fell asleep and didn't know anything.
The boy closed the window, took off his coat and hung it up, and said slowly, "Although the long night is a little difficult, every time I listen to the sound of grinding your teeth, it is not boring. ”
Yan Shunhua pulled the corners of her mouth, sure enough, sharp teeth and sharp mouths have never been a woman's patent.
"I'm really good at coaxing children, and I sing lullaby songs very well. So, in addition to an apology, you owe me a thank you gift to lull you to sleep?"
In the starry night, she moved forward in the dark, and her unhurried steps showed the peace and security in her heart at the moment.
No matter how many hurdles there are in the world, they will always pass. The key is whether the person who has a problem is willing to lift his feet and step over. Since the past cannot be traced, let the past be the past.
People always have to look forward in order to live, and to become the kind of person they want to be, to live the life they want.
She gently pushed open the back door, the sturdy wooden board made a "squeak" sound, Yan Shunhua crossed the threshold without hesitation with her short legs, then turned around and closed it neatly.