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"Huh?" Catherine looked at Pennis a little strangely, "You actually figured it out?"

"Not really. Pannis shook his head, "But you made me see my fear of facing the past. Maybe one day, I will be able to tell what happened without any burden, and then I should be completely free from this fear. But not now, now I am still cowardly and cowardly. I would like to ask you a question, how can I dare to face my past?"

Catherine was stunned for a moment: "This question?"

"Yes, that's the problem. Pannis smiled wryly and said, "I don't know what to do, I never know." ”

"That's a weird question. Catherine struggled to organize her words: "I don't know how to answer for a moment." Let's put it this way, I think that if you want to face up to your past, you must first dare to face yourself, and only when you see yourself clearly can you know why you made mistakes in the past. In the same way, only by understanding the reasons can we reflect, face up, and avoid everything that has happened. That's what I thought. ”

"Face yourself?" said Pannis, dumbfounded to himself.

"That's right. Catherine nodded: "Only by facing yourself, knowing what kind of person you are, and truly seeing yourself clearly, can you understand the reasons for everything from the root, right?"

"Yes, yes, but I don't know what kind of person I am. Pannis said embarrassed.

"How come?" Catherine was dumbfounded, not knowing what to say, "Everyone should know." ”

"I don't know. "I think I should be dignified and serious, so I put up my stand at all times to keep myself smiling, even when I really want to laugh." I felt that I should be fair and fair, so I allowed myself to deal with everything without regard for personal relationships. I think I should be emotionally single-minded, so I strongly and directly reject other members of the opposite sex, I feel that I should be brave and fearless, so I constantly put myself in a dangerous situation, I feel that I should uphold justice, so I ......"

"Stop, stop. Catherine made a downward gesture to stop Pannisy from continuing, "Do you think it's normal for you to do this?"

"I don't know. Pannis shook his head in confusion: "But aren't you doing the same too? Just like you, aren't you also aiming for Nelly and using Nelly as a standard to demand yourself?"

"But I'm happy. Catherine put her hands on her chest and said, "I will get happiness from the bottom of my heart by doing this, so I do it." In other words, because that's who I am, that's why I get this happiness. It's not about turning myself into what I imagine myself to be by twisting myself, it's about shaping myself according to my own true heart. But what about you, you ask yourself, are you happy doing that?"

"Happy?" Pannis muttered in a daze, "maybe, not happy." ”

"I don't think I'll be happy either. Catherine clapped her hands and said in an accentuated tone, "Do you know what you described to remind me of it? Notice that it is not the god of justice, but his idol. Including the gods, no creature is perfect, only the statues of the gods are perfect. And what you said before shows that you have always demanded of yourself according to the goal of becoming a perfect idol. In this way, it's no wonder that you don't know what your real self is like. ”

"Then what should I do?" At this time, Pannis was at a loss like a confused child, and his years of faith collapsed under heavy pressure, making him even more confused and helpless than when his big mistake was made.

"Ask your own heart, let your own soul tell you what to do, not let me tell you. Catherine pointed to Pannis's heart and said softly: "What kind of person can make your heart calm and happy, and what kind of person can make you not regret it, such a person is the real you." Only then will you be able to recognize yourself. ”

"I guess, I kind of get it. Pannis finally nodded abruptly, still with a pensive look: "But I need to think about it, think about it." ”

"The days are still long. Catherine smiled contentedly, "When we get back to our party's location, you'll have plenty of time to reflect." But now, it's time for us to go. ”

"Oh, wait, I'll go find out the ice on the other side and I'll be back soon. Pannis was still in deep thought, and without even changing his waterproof leather clothes, he jumped into the icy water wearing ordinary equipment.

"Wow, what did you tell him, eldest sister?" From the beginning of the conversation between Pannis and Catherine, in order not to listen to others, the other four ladies took the initiative to walk away, and then saw Pannis jump into the water, and then surrounded him again, Lina, who was the most curious, couldn't help but ask.

Catherine smiled mysteriously: "It's nothing, it's just some specious public truth, it's actually nonsense to others, but for him, maybe he can really figure it out." ”

"It's worthy of being the eldest sister. Lina gave a thumbs up and praised: "He is worthy of being a master of playing with people's hearts." ”

"If you can't speak, don't say it, is this a compliment?" Catherine knocked Lina's head with a smile: "However, if you really have you, you actually came up with such a way to forcibly leave him behind, how did you come up with it? ”

"It's written in the book. Lina habitually took out a book: "Na, you see, this is here, I learned from books." ”

"Oh my God, aren't you afraid he'll have seen it too?" Catherine stroked her forehead weakly: "Isn't that seen through at once?"

"No way. Lina said confidently: "This book is a novel more than a hundred years ago, and no one has read it at all, it has been out of print for nearly a hundred years, and the author is also a guy who is not famous at all, the name sounds stupid, you see, little carat, little lion, what is the name of this, he will never read this kind of book, and it will never be possible to see it again in the future, eldest sister, you can rest assured." ”

"I hope so. Catherine pouted: "When you say that, I always feel that it is not so reliable again." ”

Several girls were chatting casually while changing into waterproof leather clothes, and after a while, the sound of water was soft, and the drenched Pannis reappeared from the water: "It's okay on the other side, get ready to go." ”

Catherine handed the rope in her hand to Pannis: "Tie it to you, or do you go to the front?"

"Well, I'll lead the way. Pannis took the rope and suddenly bowed deeply to Catherine: "Thank you, Catherine. I figured it out, if it weren't for you, I'm afraid I'd continue to be wrong, I don't know how long. Thank you for making me realize my true self, I was on the wrong path before, and now I am ready to return to the right path. Although I still don't dare to face my past, at least I have taken the first step, thank you very much. ”

"Then congratulations. Catherine was embarrassed to thank Pannis: "Everyone is an adventurous companion, so you don't need to be so polite." ”

"However, I just remembered a question. Pannis glanced at Vivien with a smirk and said, "Remember Susanna's diary?"

"Remember, what's wrong?" Vivien replied, confused.

"I remember Susanna's diary saying that there were three bottles of Life Force Mixture, and I remember correctly. Pannis asked.

Vivien suddenly became a little nervous, nodded and said, "That's right, it's three bottles." ”

Pannis exaggeratedly crossed his fingers and calculated: "You see, one bottle was put in the freezer in the experimental area and was drunk by Farkas, and one bottle was placed in the freezer in the core area, ready to be handed in at the end of 2924 when the debriefing was made, one, two, and what about one bottle?"

"Who knows? Vivien shrugged: "Maybe she was drunk by the director's greed." ”

"yes, maybe that's it. Pannis clapped his hands and exclaimed, "Maybe the director will take it for himself if he is greedy." However, that kind of thing with strong life energy, if you drink it, it must be easy for others to see, he is about to return to the royal capital to report to work, and he may not dare to drink it, so maybe he didn't drink it either, but took advantage of the chaos of the demonic energy outbreak to hide the potion and prepare to drink it later. It's a pity that he underestimated the extent of the outburst, and was completely demonized before he could drink it, do you think this conjecture is reasonable?"

"Hehe, hehe, it makes sense, it makes sense. Vivien replied with a dry smile.

"If that's the case, where would he hide the potion?" said Pannis, strangely, "Could it be hidden in the dark compartment of his bedroom?"

"How could it be, the potion must be stored at low temperature, if it was hidden in a dark compartment, it would have been invalid a long time ago. Vivien replied with a fluttering look in his eyes, "Maybe, maybe he was hiding somewhere else, or maybe he accidentally broke it." So, don't worry about these details, let's go home. ”

"yes, maybe it was accidentally broken. Okay, let's go home. Pannis turned to walk towards the water, and his faint smile slowly turned into a laugh, and his eyes seemed to pierce the layers of rock walls in the laughter, and he saw the sky in the desert in the distance: "I have finally taken the first step, my knight, my love." ”

In the midst of laughter, a faint and mysterious energy fluctuation spread rapidly before the girls knew it, spreading in all directions and every corner of Yara.

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The sky of the plains, the apex of the tower.

A towering mage tower floats above the plains of Bute, the land of mages.

The black-robed mage stood in front of the alchemy table in the laboratory at the top of the mage tower, holding a crystal bottle in each hand, although the old and thin hands covered with age spots always trembled uncontrollably, but they were exceptionally steady in the experiment, and the hand pouring the liquid did not tremble at all.

"Huh?" The old mage suddenly stopped his experiment and looked up at the window: "After thirty years of silence, has another demigod been born in the Yala World? No, this is ...... This is Kyle. Has your innate spiritual realm finally awakened? More than a hundred years later, you have actually ...... Not dead yet?"

The old mage put down the crystal bottle and gently stroked his ravine-strewn old face: "Is this the power of the gods' death curse when it is reversed? Any death-related effects will not take effect on you, including aging, including ...... Time. I really envy you, you will never feel our troubles, the troubles of aging and ...... Fear. ”

"Congratulations, my friend. ”

Above the sky, on the top of the mountains.

The highest peak of the Hato Mountains.

Black and white wings flutter in the air, exactly the same light and dark twins, circling and singing in mid-air on the top of the mountain, just like every day, monotonous, but happy.

Suddenly, the singing of the Light and Darkness Twins suddenly stopped, and the eyes of both of them stared at the south at the same time.

"Innate Spiritual Realm. ”

"It's Brother Kyle. ”

"Now Sister Nelly can rest assured. ”

"yes, yes, I guess the one she couldn't worry about before she left was Brother Kyle. ”

"Poor Brother Kyle must miss Sister Nelly so much. ”

"I miss Sister Nelly so much, I want to see her again. ”

"I thought, too, let's go and sigh in the desert and mourn Sister Nelly. ”

"Okay, let's go. ”

Lost in the Forest.

The elven king is the city of life.

The meeting of the Council of Elders, the highest authority representing the elven clan, was underway, but as an important member of the meeting, the Elven Empress suddenly stared blankly at the sky at this time.

"Her Majesty. The old elf beside the empress wanted to wake up the empress loudly, but in exchange for the empress waved her hand gently: "Don't make noise, another inherent spiritual realm." ”

"Another demigod?" the old elf was not a demigod and could not sense the energy fluctuations of the innate psychic realm.

"No, old friend, it's Kyle. The Elven Empress smiled and said to herself: "The effect of the reversal of the death curse is really immortal, and it will not die no matter what." Hehe, old friend, can you still refuse my feelings this time because you only have a hundred years of life? Can you still refuse our life-sharing ritual by not wanting to drag me down and reduce my lifespan? Although I don't know where you are, as long as you don't die, we will meet sooner or later. Kyle, Nelly is gone, now you're mine. ”