Don't look at it, it's all negative stuff here. It's not about that fictional world, it's something I've given myself. I take it as a memorial to my departed, and I wish I could see this and get rid of the confusion when I don't have self-knowledge.

When I succeed and think I'm nb, I'll look at this and realize my uselessness and absurdity.

There is no freedom. It is better to die than to be born again. Don't think what's wrong with you, you're just that ordinary, how can you possibly achieve something. You are the worst and still fantasize about success. Can you succeed? You can't do it. You are a person who will not have self-knowledge.

That's how I think you've spent your life. Will you succeed? maybe, but if you're still the way you are, I think you're just a normal person. Don't think you're going to be able to do anything, don't you think you're going to be able to do anything? No, you won't.

What do you think happened to you when you're sober? You repent, but does it work? You never know what you have to do and how to do it. You used to think you were the only one, but you were wrong, and the world could not revolve around you.

You didn't have a goal before, but now you have? Even if you have a goal, you're not wasting your time now? You're wrong, you're wrong, you're wrong. Don't think that the world is bad, the real bad person is you.

Do you think you have anything left? If you miss something, you will miss it forever, and there will be no opportunities left for you. You're wrong, you're outrageously wrong.

Do you think you have any special skills? You don't, you don't have any surprises to leave the world. You are a man of no power and no use. You're just typing in front of a computer right now.

Does it work? Can it survive as a classic? It won't. It's a mistake, a mistake for all. You're just wasting your years now. You know to cherish now, and you don't know to cherish either. You know your mission, but you always want to be able to act at the end.

You're a lazy person, and nothing you do will be useful.

You're a wreck, rotten stinking meat.

Now it's impossible for you to want not to deteriorate, all you can do now is drive away the flies and larvae that are attracted.