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She reminded him again and again that the difference between her and the Daqing girl was that she always longed for self-reliance and self-improvement, and she also had the ability to achieve it.

Her wings had grown before he had time to meet her. If you want to fly, no one can stop you. Whether it is this strange time and space, or he who loves her deeply and is also loved by her.

"It's really nice to speak, and every time I emphasize the words like breaking up and leaving. Yan Shunhua, you have grown your skills, and you can provoke my anger more easily day by day. If I'm still in Yanjia Village, I'll beat your ass and cry daddy!"

Yan Shunhua smiled slightly, and then begged for a few words, but his eyes never took his eyes off the snowflakes flying in the sky.

She is no longer a little girl, and she is not without mistakes, and she hopes that someone will understand and help her in everything.

As an adult, she has long understood that everything in life, whether it is study, work, or relationship, depends on fate and luck to a large extent.

We need to work hard to reap the rewards, and that's true. However, after hard work, there may not be satisfactory results. More often than not, what we get will be much less than what we give.

The gains and losses are not proportional, and this point, as she gets older, the more clear and profound she feels, and therefore, for everything that happens to her, she is more at ease and moves forward openly.

For her relaxed response, Shen Jingyuan felt powerless.

"Yan Shunhua, don't always think like this, even if you are still very serious about our feelings and are full of expectations for the fact that we are about to get married, it can't comfort me at all.

Although you told me everything about your previous life, I never lived in that time and space, so I can't imagine it, and even if I try to break my head, I have no way of knowing what the truth is.

But you know me, you know me, you live in Daqing now, and you can feel the land I live in down-to-earth.

I was born without a mother, having a father is the same as not having a father, my grandfather also died early, and I have some feelings for my younger brothers and sisters in the house, but they are not deep, to be honest, I am just a lonely person.

I never thought about establishing such an intimate relationship with anyone, if I hadn't met you, my life would be just like what my grandfather and the emperor had designed for me, marry a good wife, and live my life without waves, except for the battlefield, I can no longer find my passion.

But you showed up.

Yan Shunhua, you appeared. If I really are the only one for you, then you should feel the same way as me, at least, you should feel the same way.

Nothing but death can separate us.

It is with this realization that I have come to you to ask for a kiss.

I'm not a person who promises easily, and I'm not a person who gets angry at will. But in front of you, I feel like a fool, always making promises easily, always easily provoked by your words and deeds, and joys, sorrows, and sorrows are like strings held in your hands.

I respect your desire to be independent at all times. Because you were born to live like this, even if you come to Daqing, your soul is still the original Yan Shunhua who yearns for freedom and enjoys freedom. The labor and sweat you have put in for this is not something that I can erase with a word.

I have not pressed it, and as much as I wish you could completely forget the past, I know it is impossible. If you are completely separated from the past period of life, I am afraid that you will not be the Yan Shunhua you are today, and you will not be the woman who attracted my attention and made me finally fall into it. ”

After Shen Jingyuan finished saying such a long paragraph, he suddenly felt a strong sense of physical and mental exhaustion, he sighed lightly, pushed all the documents in his hand to the corner of the bed, and then completely lay down.

"It's too cold outside, don't stand so stupidly all the time, what you just said, you think about it again, I'll take a nap for a while." ”

He didn't know how to convince Yan Shunhua, they had discussed this topic in depth several times, and each time it was solemn, but even if their relationship had developed to the point of talking about marriage, both of them knew that it was still a problem between them, and it couldn't be solved at all.

It's there, you can see it, but you can't touch it. If you don't touch it, you can pretend that it doesn't exist, and even as the relationship deepens, most of the time the two of you will involuntarily forget that it exists. But once it was mentioned, both of them instantly understood that it was a mountain that they had no way to cross for the time being.

Maybe it's still a problem that they have to face all the time in their lives without answers and solutions.

Yan Shunhua was stunned for a while, then slowly turned around and went back to the room, silently copied the Buddhist scriptures for an hour, and then rubbed his somewhat sore wrist and went to bed to rest.

This episode did not affect their relationship, but the two realized once again that they still had problems that could not be ignored.

It's just that both of them silently put it in their hearts. Yan Shunhua no longer tried to explain, and Shen Jingyuan no longer tried to persuade.

Sometimes, the rush to solve the problem can lead to a problem. When they are all helpless, it is better to wait quietly and see if there is a turnaround. If so, when and where will it appear, and how should the two of them seize the opportunity to solve it.

If not, they can only carefully maintain the status quo ante, trying to maintain the best balance that they can achieve in their relationship.

Both of them are not young people, and they are sensible enough.

Although for Shen Jingyuan, Yan Shunhua is his first love and the only emotional terminator in his cognition, even if he is still a little young on the emotional battlefield, the long time the two have known each other and fallen in love is enough to make up for his disadvantageous position in the relationship.

He has no experience in dealing with other women, and he doesn't want to have any entanglement with anyone next to him, but he has accumulated a wealth of experience in dealing with the only woman he has identified.

Although sometimes he still violated her minefield, most of the time, he was able to communicate with her without hindrance.

Compared with Yan Shunhua, who is more experienced than him, she is more open in the relationship between men and women, or for such a life that is almost equivalent to a new life, she is more calm and calm, to some extent, it may be called indifferent.

If Shen Jingyuan was already experienced enough in the love field, then he would not be so easily flustered, but would rationally discern more favorable and accurate information from her words.

She just calmly recounted the facts.

In this world, there is no one who cannot live without anyone.

But if there is such a person who she wants to stay with for the rest of her life, then in this life, she has chosen him, and he is the only king in her emotional world in this life. (To be continued.) )