Chapter 30: Questioning the Heart
"Is it all predetermined? Just as what is sown and what is gained, if you want to get rid of this unknown number and no longer be imposed on you by the fate of others, you must really light the lamp in your heart, even if the flame of this lamp burns black or blood red!" Willow's eyes suddenly became sharp, like a sharp sword, cutting through the fog in front of him!
Suddenly, he returned to the dark and thick space, in this space, he moved slowly, as if there were tens of millions of pounds of things pressing on his body, every step must consume a lot of physical strength, but this time he did not follow the flow, he walked firmly in one direction, maybe a moment, maybe a few minutes, a few hours, a few days, months, years, decades, the willow tree in a certain moment, finally saw the light ahead!
Willow walked to the place of light, did not look back, and in the last moment of light, his mind finally returned to reality!
Willow shook his head, feeling that the real world had been a long time coming.
The willow tree looked up, recalling the experience in the boundless darkness, suddenly a palpitation, in the process of moving forward, he wavered in his heart, frustrated, lost, scared, frightened, panicked, etc., along the way his heart has been questioning, can he really be firm in his heart to go on, can he really endure the pain that ordinary people can't bear?
I asked myself again and again, thinking back to the recent president, isn't he now suffering from pain that ordinary people can't bear? Being able to enter a state of meditation under extreme pain, how many people can do this? Those obstacles, as long as he can go on unswervingly, one day, those seemingly indestructible obstacles will eventually be shattered!
After every stretch of walking, he was exhausted and repeatedly questioned, and he had difficulty breathing again and again with all kinds of feelings of not believing in himself, and then he was firm and affirmed himself, at this time, he had completely lit the lamp in his heart!
"Thank you. Willow thanked him from the bottom of his heart, if it weren't for the contractor, he might not have lit the lamp in his heart for the rest of his life, or maybe when he wanted to light the lamp, that was when he was about to die.
"Between you and me, we are already one, sharing honor and disgrace, why say thank you!"
"I'll sleep first, and when I wake up, we'll discuss how to escape!"
Although the willow tree has the effect of restoring his spirit when he enters meditation, but just bearing those extreme tortures has made him physically and mentally exhausted, and the sequelae of a large amount of blood loss are even worse, struggling with his heart again and again in the dark space, his spirit has been close to the point of running out of oil and drying up, and after speaking, he fell asleep directly, and at this time the pain in his body seemed to be gone!