(It's decided, two better.) ps: Ask for a collection and recommendation, please support friends who have passed by, your support is my biggest motivation)

October 27, 2920, weather, fog.

Today is the little angel's sixth birthday, although Mom and Dad can't go back to celebrate your birthday, but they will still wish you health and happiness from afar.

I have decided that from today onwards, I will write a letter to my little baby every day, although I can't send it out, but I can bring it back to my baby every three years during the holiday, so that you can know how much Mom and Dad love you.

Today, the second phase of the pharmaceutical team's experiment finally failed completely, they were unable to control the escape of the high concentration of life force in the potion, and the potion produced could only exist for ten seconds before it became ineffective. Even with the full support of our Circle Study team, we have only been able to extend this expiration time to fifteen seconds. The director was said to have been furious with all the members of their pharmacy group, and upon hearing the news, a few of our close friends celebrated with a bottle of limited wine from Calis at dinner. Well, the taste of that wine is really good, and it deserves to be the best of 500 gold coins a bottle.

But Bell actually said that I thought it tasted good only because I knew the price, and it made me so angry that I didn't want to talk to me tonight, and don't want to touch me.

January 10, 2921, weather, snow.

It's crazy, I think the director is crazy. He actually got the corpse of an elf!!!

How dare he do that? Does he want to kill everyone? Has he forgotten the war that the kingdom of Nolan had started six hundred years ago? That group of madmen in the forest can declare war on the entire human race because one clan is sold, and they can pour out of the nest because the Nolan Kingdom protects that group of slave traders, that is one hundred thousand golden forest guards, countless legendary leaders, and six demigods poured out of the nest, which led to the destruction of two kingdoms along the way within seven months, the families of the twelve dukes were removed, the 500,000 human alliance was destroyed, and the two demigods fell, and in the end, the human alliance admitted, the king of the Nolan Kingdom abdicated, and all the slave traders were exterminated before the group of madmen returned to the misty forest。

Now the director dares to get the corpse of an elf? If this news spreads, no one will be able to protect us! We will definitely be killed by the director.

What to do, O Almighty Mia, tell me what to do!

January 19, 2921, weather, I don't know.

Thankfully, fortunately. Today, I finally figured out that the corpse of the elf was left behind by a certain adventure group after it was wiped out in the underground ruins, and it was not killed by the director himself. In this case, it shouldn't cause hostility from the elves, well, it should.

Finally, I can put my mind at ease and put my mind back to work.

This year is the sixth year, and it is a great pleasure to be able to go back to visit our baby in half a year. The letters to the baby have also accumulated a thick stack, and I think the baby will love this gift.

The pharmacy team has started the third phase of the experiment again, and this time they may succeed? Who knows, but I believe that even if their life force mixture is successfully developed, it will not achieve the desired purpose of prolonging life, it is not something that can be controlled by man.

June 33, 2921, weather, I don't know.

In fact, it is already the first day of July, and I can't sleep with excitement when I think that I can go back in a while. The little angel is almost eight years old, and he must be very cute, and he must look like me.

I don't know if the baby still knows mom and dad, and I don't know if the baby will become sensible under Grace's education? I'm so excited that I don't know what to write. Forget it, I won't write it today, baby, I love you.

July 11, 2921, the weather, cloudy.

I'm back, and I'm in a mood, well, how to say it, I'm a little disappointed.

The baby has grown up, and has indeed become beautiful, and has become sensible and well-behaved, knowing that he is considerate of his parents and caring for his parents, but I always feel that there is a deep gap between me and my baby. We don't know what she likes, we don't know what she hates, we don't even know what she likes to eat.

However, yesterday before we left, the baby cried. Seeing the tears of the little angel, my heart was about to break, but I was a little happy. The baby's crying shows that she still loves us, and she still wants to be with us. Don't be afraid, baby, in another four years, as long as another four years, we can always be together, Mom and Dad want to watch you grow up, watch you get married, and watch you be happy.

March 3, 2922, weather, I don't know.

They actually succeeded, the life force mixture actually allowed them to develop, and overcame the problem of not being able to control the escape of vitality, it can be stored for thirty days at room temperature, and even for a long time at ultra-low temperature, I think, even for hundreds of years.

However, as I expected, their success was also a failure. Life Force Mixture cannot rejuvenate a person, nor can it prevent ** from continuing to age. The aging animals used in the experiment all died without exception. However, it can greatly speed up the healing of wounds, although it cannot regenerate the severed limbs, but even if a large number of muscles are removed, the experimental materials can completely return to normal in just three days, as for ordinary wounds, as long as they are not absolutely fatal injuries such as heart stab wounds, as long as the materials can support not immediate death, they can be quickly recovered within two days. It is said that with just one bottle, the human body can maintain this resilience for ten years.

Although this medicine does not prolong life, it is the best medicine for the royal family to prevent assassination. I think His Majesty will be very satisfied.

October 1, 2922, weather, fine.

Once again, I don't have a clue.

After the Pharmacy Group's project eventually failed, everyone reverted to their original aimless research. Although there are often new discoveries, these inventions and discoveries are actually far from the ultimate goal. Fortunately, in fact, I also understand that all the other schools of this institute are actually ultimately for the pharmacy group. They can't find a clue, and we can also take it easy and study some of our own stuff.

Today, I heard from a friend who came back from vacation that there seems to be a bit of turmoil outside, and it is said that we are at war with our neighbors. I hope that the war will not affect my little angel, why should we fight? Isn't it good for everyone to get along peacefully? We will never understand the political world.

June 5, 2923, weather, cloudy.

The final product of the life force mixture of the day before yesterday was finally completed, and the three finished products were completed. The director kept two of them in the freezer in the core area and prepared to hand them in when he returned to the royal capital at the end of next year to report on his work, and the other one decided to stay and store them in the freezer in the R&D area as materials for the next experiment. Speaking of which, the cost of this mixture is really exaggerated, and the cost of each drug is as high as 80,000 gold coins. After all, we have been imprisoned here for ten years, and we can only buy one, of course, the premise is that there is a market for sale, the world of rich people, alas.

I heard that the war was going well outside, that the enemy's attack had been repulsed, and that His Majesty had once again won a victory, which was worth celebrating.

November 13, 2923, weather, I don't know.

There have been earthquakes again, several times in the last month, and I don't know why.

Fortunately, the buildings here are all made of metal, which is very strong, and a slight earthquake will not affect the buildings at all.

I can't imagine that today I actually touched a spar with a capacity of 20,000 terres, which is the highest capacity in the natural spar, I haven't even seen it for so many years, and today I actually touched it, so happy.

Even if you just touch it, you can feel the crystal energy in the spar that is about to overflow, I really admire the group of inscription maniacs who are engaged in synthesis and cutting, every day with such a dangerous thing, they are not afraid that they may be killed at any time?

I don't know how Master Tanya did it three hundred years ago, and actually artificially synthesized the spar to a capacity of 60,000 tel, which is really amazing. Unfortunately, she was eventually blown up, and no one has been able to do so for three hundred years.

Otherwise, maybe there will be a qualitative leap forward in various crystal energy equipment.

March 8, 2924, weather, snow.

Earthquakes are becoming more frequent, and it is said that they are caused by the convergence of two energy convergence points underground, but I don't know if it's true. Fortunately, there are still a year and four months to leave here, and then there will be no need to live in such a fearful life, alas, I am really homesick more and more, and I miss my baby Anne more and more.

There are still four months to go before the holidays, but I am hesitant to go back. I really want to go back, but I really don't dare to go back. If I go home, I'm afraid I won't have the courage to come back here to continue my research, I've been doing it for nine years, and it's too stupid to give up in the last year, so I'm hesitating, or I'll not go back at all this year, grit my teeth and hold on for another year. Well, ask Bell for his opinion in two days, and he should understand my thoughts.

June 18, 2924, the weather, I don't know.

It's decided, I'm not going back.

Bell also saw that I was already thinking about leaving here like crazy, and if I left now, I was afraid that I would really not come back, so he also agreed that I would stay and leave directly next year.

It's a pity, the little angel can only see his father this time, but don't worry, my mother will go back next year, and then we will live together forever and never be separated.

July 1, 2924, weather, I don't know.

Bell is gone, and for the first time in nine years, he is not used to living alone without Bell.

I don't feel well today, and it's strange to say, in the last ten days, many people have been a little uncomfortable, and I don't know what the reason is. Fortunately, the earthquake has stopped completely recently, and the underground energy gathering point has ceased to be active.

I've been feeling so sleepy all day, forget it, I'll stop here today, and I'll write tomorrow.

July 4, 2924, the weather, I don't know.

Yesterday I took a day off to sleep, but I was still very sleepy and my heart was getting more and more irritable.

More people are getting sick, and therapists can't figure out the cause, so could it be a new infectious disease? I hope not. Alas, I would have gone home from vacation with Bell if I had known that this would happen?

Little angel, bless mom to get better soon.

July 6, 2924.

Are you kidding!!!!!!!

How could it be a demonic energy explosion????????

How could such a thing happen to me?????

I, all of us, have been contaminated??????

The director actually said just now that he wanted to study whether to evacuate urgently, bastard, when you study it, everyone has been deeply contaminated, and it will be useless to evacuate at that time, bastard, I really want to kill you!!!!!

July 6, 2924.

In three hours, in just three hours, more than half of their colleagues had been demonized, and they were frantically attacking all creatures that were not demonized, and several friends had died at their hands. They blocked the way to the gate and we couldn't get out. Fortunately, the team for help has rushed out, I hope they can bring back reinforcements as soon as possible, I don't want to die yet, I haven't seen my Anne yet, how can I die here? I want to live, I have to live with my baby forever. Omnipotent Mia, please save me.

July 7, 2924.

The symptoms of pollution are becoming more and more apparent, and fewer and fewer people are still alive. Everyone stayed in the residential area waiting for rescue, but we all knew in our hearts that with the degree of pollution we were in, even if the rescue team came, even if we got out alive, I am afraid that the moment we get out will be the end of our lives.

By this time, I had calmed down. Little angel, maybe mom will never see you again, you must live well with dad, live happily, you must remember that mom will always love you, even at this time, mom has only you in her heart.

July 8, 2924.

The spirit is getting more and more trance-like, there is less and less time to be sober, and there is always an urge to destroy everything, which seems to have reached its limit.

Bell is back, bastard, how can you come back, what are you doing when you come back? If you die here too, what will our Annie do? Who will take care of her? Who will comfort her when she misses her parents?

Forget it, I don't have the strength to get angry.

I don't want to be demonized, I don't want to be a monster and live miserably, I want to die as a human being. Bell, can you help me?