Chapter 747: Scars
readx; The two of them had been sitting facing each other for a long time, and Shen Jingyuan still had no intention of speaking. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info
Yan Shunhua thought about it, and always felt that it was good to say something, although because he was in a gloomy mood, she didn't know where to start.
But there are some things that cannot be escaped, and once the opportunity is missed, there will never be a chance to find a more suitable time to talk about it.
"Let's talk?"
There was no movement, his eyes were hollow, and it was obvious that his mind was still stuck in the previous dispute.
"Shen Jingyuan, your father-son relationship is very bad, but in fact, it is not completely disappointing. β
She took the plunge to stir up the topic.
His eyelashes moved, but he didn't look at her.
"I think although my father is very polite, he actually has no murderous intentions towards you. β
As soon as the words fell, a mocking arc appeared on his face.
It's good to have a reaction, Yan Shunhua breathed a sigh of relief.
There is a reaction that means that he is listening to her, and if he really asks her to sing a one-man show, but he is indifferent, things will be difficult.
"Have you noticed? Although you quarreled and slandered each other, even if his eyes were red with anger, he never thought of swinging his sword at me and using me to contain you.
What does that mean, you know?"
Shen Jingyuan pursed his lips slightly, not knowing whether he paid attention or not.
"He's a guy with a bottom line. A stranger who has a bad impression of strangers, especially those who have a bad impression of them when they first meet, still hasn't thought about hurting her.
He can restrain himself from strangers to this extent, how can he be murderous when facing his own children?"
Because he didn't do it, because he just watched from the sidelines, because he just walked away.
Not doing evil does not mean doing good.
In many cases, silent inaction is a form of evil.
Although his father only has insulting words and only indifference to him, it does not mean that he is a father with a bottom line to him.
As a father, if you don't have the least love, then you can't be called a father.
He knows this very well, and Yan Shunhua also knows this very well.
Starting from the role of a father, Shen Yueyu is undoubtedly unqualified.
But she didn't plan to find ideas to explain Shen Jingyuan from her father's role from the beginning.
"I guess he must have known that you were always with the guards, which is why he was so ruthless to walk away and ignore your calls......"
"I didn't call him!"
Shen Jingyuan suddenly opened his mouth coldly to correct.
"Well, you don't. It is undeniable that after so many years, he has become angry and disgusted, and at most he has spoken ill of you and ignored you.
Before you were ten years old, you had a grandfather, and if you were sad about it, you were also calm and suffering.
After the age of ten, you lost your asylum, and you grieve for your grandfather's departure all day long, and I am afraid that you have not taken his words and deeds to heart.
After you were far away from the capital, we met, knew and loved each other on the way, you were constantly injured for the task, worried for me, galloping on the battlefield, running on the road, getting busy and not even having the opportunity to close your eyes and rest, pondering the task and talking about me was not enough time, needless to say, I would not think of him.
Shen Jingyuan, since the day you left home, have you ever worried about him from the bottom of your heart? Have you sincerely asked him if he has eaten well and slept well? Have you ever written to him and calmly told him your joys, sorrows, and sorrows over the years?
As a father, he was undoubtedly very bad. But as a son, you've never been there.
I have not experienced your past grievances, nor have I watched him ignore him, but I can be sure that at the last moment, my father had an epiphany about you. β
Shen Jingyuan has a very dull father, and when dealing with the father-son relationship with him, he is very naΓ―ve, and in the final analysis, she guesses that it may have something to do with temperament.
"What?"
Shen Jingyuan subconsciously looked at her and asked.
Yan Shunhua smiled, stood up, and finally walked over, sat on his lap, and hugged him.
"I'm afraid you'll ignore me and stay in the dark world by yourself. You know what? You scare me like that. β
Feeling his hands slightly tight, Yan Shunhua branded a kiss on his forehead.
"I don't know. I just felt that the ancestor who looked at you at that time was stunned, mixed with indescribable heartache and panic. Otherwise, he wouldn't have abandoned his sword and turned around and ran, which is not in line with his style all along, isn't it?
People are old, and some people have grown into adults on the surface, but the soul of a child has always lived in their hearts. Do things only according to likes and dislikes, words and deeds are all based on feelings.
I guess it's just a critical moment or time period when he feels about you wrong, and your reaction and the reaction of the people around you can't correct the deviation in time, which is why the relationship between you becomes more and more stiff and out of control.
There is no overnight feud between father and son, and once there is an estrangement, it is impossible to say a few words and make it clear immediately. What's more, after you grew up, I'm afraid you didn't try to make it clear to him. β
Father and son are like strangers, such a situation is not uncommon, but in a family that pays attention to face, the relationship between Shen Yueyu and Shen Jingyuan is known to everyone, which is actually a very strange thing.
After all, discord between face and heart is common, and disharmony between heart and face is even more discordant, which is quite surprising in the many families involved.
If there are people intervening one after another, and the result is still like this, then the meaning can be deep or shallow.
What is deep is that someone must guide the layout, in order to make their father and son turn against each other, start from the inside, and disintegrate the Dingguo Mansion in one fell swoop. If it is shallow, it means that Shen Yueyuan himself is protected too well, and he still lives like a child, especially in the treatment of Shen Jingyuan, which is very emotional and simplistic.
But Shen Jingyuan, who was deeply injured when he was young, has been away from home for a long time, and even if he grows up to be a responsible person, he doesn't bother to investigate it deeply.
No matter how brave and responsible a person is, he will not be willing to expose his scars, knowing that he will bleed and be injured, and he will ask for trouble again and again.
It's so painful, it's better to get by, turn a blind eye, be safe for the time being, maybe live to the end all of a sudden, and you don't have to worry about any solution at all.
Shen Jingyuan was so shocked by her analysis that he was at a loss and at a loss.
Yan Shunhua was silent for a while, letting him slowly digest his guess before continuing.
"Father, he doesn't get angry with his younger siblings, but he makes a big deal with you from time to time, although it hurts feelings, but on the other hand, it also proves that he really cares about you, doesn't it?
If he really doesn't care about you, he should ignore your existence from beginning to end.
But he knew that you were stealing, raping, and playing tricks when you were a child, and you couldn't memorize the Analects in the first place.
After he saw me dressed as a man just now, his first reaction was not that you shouldn't pull and pull with outsiders in front of your ancestors and ancestors, but that he focused on my gender when women dressed as men at that time. β
It's a very small detail, but it's a reflection of people's hearts. (To be continued.) )