Chapter 794: Am I Deserved?

Every word of the mysterious voice echoed in Zhu Henghong's soul fire and ears, like an echo, coupled with the murmuring sound of background noise, making his soul fire churn endlessly. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info

Is that really the case? Is it really ...... Jealousy, resentment, fear, and ...... Clueless?

Seem...... The voice...... And it makes sense......

"You think so yourself, don't you?" Just when Zhu Henghong's hands wearing plate armor gloves were gripping his scalp and tangled, the voice sounded in his ears again: "You have ambitions, you have the ability, and you have ambitions...... Why, then, is it the Chinese German who usually looks boring, instead of you who drinks, laughs, and scolds with your brothers every day?"

"You have given him your precious life, even all control from body to soul, so to speak, you are already his slave. ”

"You've made so many sacrifices just to repay him for saving you twice, and to fulfill that long-lost wish in your heart to get ahead, isn't it?"

"But it's not you who will be the captain, but the small, ignorant mercenary. ”

"Do you still have the pride of being a Chinese-Chinese?"

"Don't you think that you, who have already experienced a lot of battles and things, already have the ability to take charge on your own?"

"Don't you think you could have had more?"

"As a tin corpse witch, as a Chinese American, you don't have some ...... in the depths of your soul Brilliant and great goals and dreams?"

"You have the power, you have the skills, you have the magic, and you know how to fight, how to run. ”

"Your courage has been praised among the Boghall soldiers, and your command is evident to all. ”

"You think you deserve more without him, don't you?"

"Maybe you're worried about the Soul Oath......? Please, that kind of thing seems to be strong, but it's actually very fragile. ”

"As soon as you say, 'I deserve more, instead of continuing to be a forgotten puppet,' that fragile porcelain-like bond will be broken completely, and you'll be free forever." ”

"Think of a Chinese undead king with countless brave Teutonic soldiers and Teutonic knights!"

"Think about it, you can make this ancient and great kingdom reborn in a different way!"

"Think about it, with such a powerful army and a prosperous fortress, whether it is in Gensokkyo or in the outside world, you will call for wind and rain, you will be omnipotent!"

"Think about it, don't you want to accomplish these grand goals while satisfying your private desiresβ€”power, power, wisdom, money, women...... You know that you're just a mortal, you can't get rid of your emotions and desires, and you want a lot of things, don't you?"

"And to get that, all you need is a word!"

"In a word!!"

"'I deserve more than continue to be a forgotten puppet'!!"

"It's just a sentence!!

"Make a choice, Zhu Henghong, whether to continue to be a puppet and pawn that is no longer important in his mind, or to get rid of the shackles of all this, just one sentence. ”

"In a word. ”

continued to narrate all kinds of words, and the voice chattered endlessly in Zhu Henghong's soul fire and ears, like a nightmare that could not be shaken off.

"......" The whole person almost bent down so that his head was lowered to the same level as his knees, Zhu Henghong was always silent, only the back of his hand that was always tensing up his muscles and his eyes that had completely turned blood-red could reflect that he was entangled in these words at this moment.

The voice no longer spoke, but quieted down, as if waiting for Zhu Henghong's reply.

After being silent for ten minutes, Zhu Henghong put down his hands that were clutching his forehead and scalp, and the nail pieces on the fingers of the plate armor glove were full of bright red blood, dripping to the ground.

"yes...... I do have a lot of goals I want to achieve, as well as selfish desires......" gradually straightened his back, Zhu Henghong said slowly, while silently chanting a magic spell in the soul fire, the bleeding wound on his forehead began to heal slowly, it was the muscle-building rejuvenation technique at work, "As an otaku, I did imagine what I could do if I suddenly got a system, an old man who could inherit knowledge, or some ability to break through the sky, what wishes I could achieve...... Just like when I used to read online novels, I tried my best to substitute myself in the position of those dragon Aotian Zhao Ritian or bullish male pig's feet, and imagined how I could be like this, so as to temporarily forget how humble and incompetent I was in real life. ”

"Yes, who wouldn't want to get ahead if they had the chance? Yes, I'm just a mortal, I have seven emotions and six desires, and I want to be stronger, more honorable, and more recognized. After the wound on his forehead was completely healed and recovered, Zhu Henghong looked at the small amount of blood stained on his hands wearing plate armor gloves, "Who isn't......"

"Honestly, this proposal...... It's very exciting, I can't help but want to agree......" Shaking his head with a wry smile, Zhu Henghong moved his buttocks, which had been sitting on the long sofa for a long time, and drove the armor ring of the titanium alloy riveted heavy chain mail on his body to rub against the armor of the half-body plate armor, making a dull metal collision sound, "You are obviously not my personality or my own subconscious muttering......"

"It doesn't matter to you what I am. The voice replied with a smile, and it sounded hard to tell what it was, "What matters, what do you choose? Say that word, and I will easily untie your shackles and set you free again...... Maybe I can get you more, for example...... How about letting him disappear completely?

"Let him ...... Completely gone?"

"That's right, completely gone. The voice repeated in the affirmative, "It's not a simple kill...... It is a real disappearance, no one will remember him, no one will realize that he once existed, and no one will be surprised by his disappearance, but take it for granted. ”

β€œ...... He's very powerful, as far as I know, and he's been on par with Flandrew's rampaging vampire Lori in the basement of the Red Devil Pavilion, and he's almost invincible on the battlefield. After being silent for a long time, Zhu Henghong shook his head, "Can you really defeat him completely?" And even if he is really defeated, it is impossible to completely disappear from everyone's minds and memories, his prestige is quite lofty, and too many people admire and respect him. ”

"I'm absolutely sure that I can say something like that. The voice replied unhurriedly, sounding quite confident, "Let one's existence disappear completely, and break the soul vow...... These are easy things to do, and while the credibility is questionable to you, it's not the most important question, and the most important thing is, do you want to say that?"

"Try it? Anyway, you just say it, you don't do it yourself, if it comes true, you have earned it completely, and if you don't succeed, you don't have anything to lose, it's just a grumble." ”

"Perhaps...... After he disappears completely, it's possible for you to replace him?"

"Think of it, a powerful undead king, with yellow skin, black hair, and black eyes. ”

"You will take his place, and everyone will think you are him except for your looks, your name, and who you really are. ”

"Think about it, you can become him completely, but his name will never be known again, and his existence will disappear completely, and in your place, it will be you, Zhu Henghong, a glorious immortal king, an unprecedented Chinese king. ”

"The brave Teutonic soldiers will swear allegiance to you, and the simple Teutonic lords will willingly work for you, providing you with income and soldiers...... And don't forget, the Immortal King's sister, the Nether Queen, has always had a deep affection for her brother, as you can imagine. ”

"Come to think of it, he's always been a good woman, hasn't he? Kiruno, the Great Elf, Rumia, Miski, and Liglu all live in the Headquarters Fort, and the wolf Hero also lives in the room next to him, and likes to occupy his comfy bed during the day. ”

"Hatsune Miku among the V family singers has a great affection for him, and the other V family singers may also have the same idea;Oh,It seems that you don't know yet, right?Some time ago,There are two more ghost maids in the headquarters fort.,Named Rem and Ram.,It's a pair of sisters of the same age and the same child.,It seems that in the outside world,It's the most popular and popular two-dimensional cute girl this year.。 Now, however, they are quietly serving him as maids in his headquarters. ”

Zhu Henghong's body seemed to tremble a few times when the voice mentioned 'Rem and Ram', but he quickly forcibly stopped it, and it seemed that for him, the news was a little too shocking.

"It's just a word, and if you realize it, then everything he has is everything you will have. Sensing Zhu Henghong's vacillation, the voice continued to say in a demagogic tone: "Say that sentence, Zhu Henghong, everything will get better." Worst outcome...... It's nothing more than nothing that has changed. ”

"Do you seem to be worried that what you're hearing and saying right now is in his surveillance area? Don't worry, he's having a good time downstairs with Gelot and the others, and won't pay attention to you. Oh, by the way, he's sitting next to the wolf Helo right now. The voice smiled, "Don't worry, even if he is now single-mindedly focused on your soul fire, he won't be aware of it, because the deep soul connection between you and him has been limited and blocked, and no matter how strong you have a strong rebellious thought, he won't notice it, let alone have the binding force of the soul oath to forcibly erase this thought of yours." ”

"So...... What is your decision? Zhu Henghong?"

A series of words made Zhu Henghong silent again, but this time he was not silent for too long.

"I ......"

"I deserve ......"

"I deserve ......"

Soon, Zhu Henghong made up his mind

"I deserve ...... Stay loyal !!"

To the surprise of that voice, Zhu Henghong shouted out this sentence loudly, and the sound was so loud that it seemed to be faintly heard even outside the private room.

"That's right, I'm just a mortal, cowardly, cowardly, mediocre, greedy...... And habits like otaku that don't seem good to outsiders, I have them all. Zhu Henghong stood up suddenly, his eyes became more bright red because of his mood swings, like two burning flames, "But what I can still keep, what I still want to be more like a 'person' after becoming a deceased is my conscience......"

"I don't know what you are, but by your words, you seem to be omnipotent, like a god...... Or rather, like the devil, ha!" sneered viciously, Zhu Henghong cracked his mouth, revealing his white teeth, as if a great white shark preparing to hunt opened its bloody mouth, "But I'm sorry, buddy, or sister, I'm not interested in this proposal- Maybe you should go to the other Chinese people, like the ones that His Majesty sneered at in his daily life, and even I, a guy of 100% pure Chinese descent, looked down on, and you would have succeeded, but unfortunately, I am not one of them, man. ”

"I'm a boring man who likes to think about things when I'm not training, fighting, or working, yes, that's what I am, but having experienced a real death and a lot of fighting, I still boast that I still have at least one area of improvement. Zhu Henghong sat down on the long sofa again, and picked up the bottle of uncapped liquor from the table, poured a big sip, and grinned, "That's self-knowledge." ”

"A person who really knows himself can't be humble. Humility shrinks a man's heart, like a small pebble, small though it is strong, and strong is the only way to be honest. Trying to adapt to the hot and spicy excitement brought by the liquor in his mouth, Zhu Henghong put his arms on the back of the long sofa, "Lao She said, it seems to be in which high school Chinese textbook, but I forgot which one...... In my experience, what determines the size of ambition is where you sit on your ass, and how much you are capable of, plus whether you have self-knowledge, otherwise you will be empty and be lightly twisted to death, which is not essentially different from delusion. ”

"Isn't that it, the guy who is hiding in the corner of the ghost who doesn't know what the horns are and talking to?" Zhu Henghong snorted, "What else do you have to say? Mr. Mysterious Voice?" or, um, miss?"