Chapter 66: Weeping Vivien
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Pannis didn't sleep at all.
Back in the tent, Pannis directly lit the crystal lamp, unfolded the map on the ground, covered the translucent paper on the map, and kept writing and drawing on it with a pen.
"Proportions, proportions. The ruler and pen in Pannis's hand moved quickly, and he kept measuring on the paper: "The ratio is ten to three to eight seventy-five, plus seven hundred years of dust and sand, the ratio can be compressed to ten to three to ninety-six, then...... Huh, what's the sound?"
The pen in Pannis's hand suddenly stopped, and he raised his head with a frown, and a faint moan came into his ears, which would not have been heard at all if it weren't for his five senses, which were far beyond ordinary people. The moans and moans were full of painful endurance, and their voices were muffled and low. Pannis was stunned, hesitated for a while, tried to stand up several times and sat down again, but finally couldn't help but lift the tent and walk out.
Outside the tent, Vivien sat curled up on her knees by the fire, her head in her hands, her forehead slamming against her knees, her whole body shivering, and her nose moaning intermittently and faintly in pain. Hearing the sound of the tent being lifted, Vivien stiffened, quickly stretched her body and lowered her hands, allowing herself to return to her usual appearance. Although she moved quickly, with Pannis's eyesight, she was still very keen to spot the thick branches she secretly took out of her mouth, and the branches were covered with deep tooth marks, the depth of which was enough to show how hard the owner of the tooth marks bit hard, and even some of the tooth marks were stained with blood.
"It's Pannis, why haven't you rested yet? Vivien asked, smiling, turning her head to see Pannis. Although she had the usual smile on her face, the pale face and the cold sweat on her forehead that had not yet faded proved that all the disguises she had done were nothing more than deceiving herself.
Pannis didn't pierce the disguise, just narrowed his eyes slightly, walked slowly to Vivien and sat down, picked up the notebook that was originally at her feet and said, "Looking at the notes?"
"yes. Vivien pressed her forehead and replied in a normal voice, "I'm sorting out some new knowledge from this adventure record." ”
"Oh?" asked Pannis, curiously, "Where's the tidying up?"
"Mountain ape there. Vivien said, "That's the focus of the first record. ”
"Haha. Pannis laughed, "Are you still interested in intelligent beings who aren't inspired by God?"
"Of course. Vivien rested her chin on her knees, as if she was in a fantasy: "Think about it, maybe in the fifth age tens of thousands of years later, all intelligent creatures were extinct, and the gods no longer appeared in the world, but some creatures like mountain apes slowly appeared on their own, and they gradually learned to live, learned to build houses, learned to plant, they also appeared cities, formed countries, and even advanced to become professionals." Maybe one day, some mountain ape adventurers will come to our current location and stumble upon some traces or tools that we have left behind for tens of thousands of years. They must have been very confused at the time, wow, we were only born for a few thousand years, why did we find tools made by intelligent beings in the ruins of tens of thousands of years ago? Ha, that's a good idea, I'm going to bury some delicate metal products deep underground tomorrow and play a joke on them in the future. ”
"I think your idea is really boring. Pannis, rummaging through the notes in his hand, suddenly pointed to one of the blank spaces and asked, "Why is this blank?" ”
"I don't think it's convenient to always call him by the name of the leader of the mountain apes. Vivien casually glanced at the spot Pannis pointed out and replied, "So I'm going to give him a name." ”
"What's it called?" asked Pannis.
"I haven't figured it out yet. Vivien's eyes suddenly lit up: "When you say this, I suddenly have an idea in my heart, and I will call it Darwin." ”
"What the hell is this name?" Pannis scoffed, "How did you come up with this name?" ”
"I don't know. Vivien waved her hand casually: "It just came out of nowhere." ”
"I don't think it sounds. Pannis said, "Louis, Richard, Wilberforce, all of them are better than Darwin." ”
"No matter. Vivien clapped her hands, with a smug smile on her face, and said affirmatively: "It's called Darwin, hehe, my notes, I make the decision." ”
Pannis said no more, and Vivien said no more, and there was an awkward silence around the campfire. The silence lasted for a few minutes, until Pannis suddenly sighed, put his left hand on Vivien's shoulder, and whispered, "My head hurts." ”
Vivien's movements stiffened again, and suddenly she nodded as if she had given up something: "It hurts so much, it hurts so much that I want to cut it off." ”
With a slight strain on Pannis's hand, Vivien collapsed, resting her head on Pannis's lap, letting the fingers of Pannis's hands roam over her head. Pannis said while massaging, "Why don't you say it, have you forgotten that I can relieve it?"
"It's useless to alleviate this. Vivian smiled bitterly: "I know very well the cause of my headache, but it is actually just caused by mental overdraft, and if you don't solve the problem of mental overdraft, headaches will occur frequently." ”
"Mental overdraft?" Pannis was a little puzzled, but didn't ask anything, but suddenly felt a lot of sweat oozing from Vivian's body. He knew in his heart that sweating a lot at this time was just a normal reaction when his body suddenly relaxed after being highly nervous due to stimulation, so he didn't panic, and continued the silent massage after turning up the campfire
Vivien waited for a while, and found that Pannis didn't ask, and couldn't help asking, "Don't you want to continue asking?"
"I said it, I'll wait for you to take the initiative to tell me. Pannis looked down and smiled at her, "So I'm waiting for you to say." ”
Seeing Pannis's smile, Vivien suddenly bit her lip tightly, her eyes became redder and redder, and large tears rolled down her cheeks and onto Pannis's pants.
"Why, I'm not reconciled. Vivien let her tears flow, her fist-clenched hands pounded the ground hard, and her low voice was hoarse: "I have been a genius in spells since I was a child, I have the talent and magic affinity that everyone envies, and I even have a demigod mage who predicts that I will be the next advanced demigod mage among the human race." But why, why, I obviously have an infinite future, why did it become like this, I am not reconciled, I can make everyone remember my name, I don't want to be like before, I don't want to lie in a corner little by little and rot little by little, I don't want to be completely forgotten, it's terrible, I don't want me don't want me don't want it. ”
"No, you'll be remembered. Pannis continued to massage with one hand to soothe her headache, and with the other hand gently wiped away the tears on her face, and said softly: "You will not be forgotten, you will be fine, you will be fine." ”
"How do you know I'm going to be fine, how can you possibly understand my pain, you don't know anything at all, you don't know you don't know, you don't know. Vivien glared at Pennis, a little crazy and crazy on her face, but she still kept the last of her senses and suppressed her voice, so that the conversation between the two people would not wake up the two girls in the nearby tent. She did succeed, there was no movement in the tent of the two girls, and no one knew if they really didn't wake up, or if they pretended not to wake up to give Vivien a chance to vent their stress.
"Yes, I don't know. Pannis's expression remained unchanged, his voice was soft, calm and soothing, with a hypnotic calming power: "So I'm waiting for you to tell me, come, tell me your story, and I will share your pain with you." ”
"Whew. Infected by Pannis's voice, the madness on Vivian's face slowly receded, and she let out a long sigh of relief, and her tone became calm: "I'm sorry, I lost my temper, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you." ”
Seeing that Vivien had regained her original senses, Pannis did not feel happy at all, but frowned and was silent, silently thinking about something in her heart. Vivian smiled slightly and said teasingly, "What's the matter, I'm not happy to see that I'm recovering?"
"You ......" Pannis was silent for a moment, just about to say something, but was interrupted by Vivien.
"You don't have to explain, Pannis. Vivian rested on Pannis's lap and smiled a little pale, "I know, you think this is the best chance." Taking the opportunity of me being on the verge of a mental breakdown, I completely tore through my mental defenses, so that I could smoothly release the pressure and pain that had accumulated for many years. Yes, it was the best chance, but it didn't work for me. ”
"It didn't work. Pannis shook his head with a wry smile and sighed to himself.
"yes, it's useless. Vivian closed her eyes and said softly: "Because I know all these theories, don't look at me as eleven or twelve years old, but I have a certain understanding of all aspects of knowledge, after all, I am a genius, hehe, I must be different." It's a pity that after knowing these methods, they have lost their effect on me, which is really a pity. ”
Pannis smiled awkwardly and continued the massage in silence. Years of experience have made it clear to him that at such times, it is enough for him to listen, and there is no need for him to speak, and Vivien will naturally continue to speak.
Sure enough, after another long silence, Vivien opened her eyes, no longer innocent and immature as before, but with insight and maturity: "You have won, Pannis." Your silence is also a way to attack, but it's a pity that I didn't have a ** to fight against, so I will naturally lose easily. It doesn't matter if you win, there are some things that shouldn't be kept hidden from you. ”
"At home, I don't do any housework, and my eldest sister doesn't complain. In the field, I don't participate in any non-essential work, and the eldest sisters don't complain either, do you know why?"
"You taught me how to absorb the energy of the hedron before, but every time the magic channel oscillates, I have to stay in bed for hours until I get used to the violent energy, and this situation does not occur, do you know why?"
"You've seen it before, on my feet, basically only skin covered with bones, hardly any muscles. Actually, my whole body is like this. Ha, you're not surprised, you seem to have found out, do you know why?"
"When I use my sense of touch to feel other objects, I do so with my face. Ha, it looks like you've found out too, do you know why?"
"My headache is because of mental overdraft, but the reason for mental overdraft, do you know why?"
"I can clearly feel the emotions of the people around me, sadness, happiness, anger, anxiety, I can be keenly aware of these, do you know why?"
"Actually, there is a common essence of the reason for these problems. Vivien's eyes stared blankly at the sky, and her tone seemed to be talking about an unrelated person: "From a very young age, I will never be able to make any movement on my own. ”