Chapter 535: Unknown Self-Blame

Mo Ran didn't expect to get an accurate answer from Zhou Xiaoyi, after all, she had been forbidden to contact any matter related to Bibo Island's training and decision-making, and no one had dared to disobey his order so far. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. biqUgE怂 ļ½‰ļ½Žļ½†ļ½

If Zhou Xiaoyi really answered an accurate number, Mo Ran would not be anything, he has now let go of a lot of things, and it is impossible to stop everything he can't fully control like before.

Relatively speaking, his desire to control is not obvious, and sometimes he even wants to see his subordinates stand up one by one to share his worries, after all, one person is in charge of the overall situation, not as beautiful as it seems on the surface, but really to break his heart.

This feeling was too tiring, and as the number of people increased and the organization continued to grow, this feeling became stronger and stronger, and he really felt a little burdened.

Although he doesn't care about things on weekdays, once he encounters any important problems, he is almost all alone in trying to figure out a way, and there are very few or even very few who can help him with advice.

He has some problems with Shi Ling's management model, and he knows that many times even if he knows that there are shortcomings, he still has to do it, after all, he has too many restrictions, and many times it is not possible to achieve it with good ideas.

It's like he wants to control thousands of warriors under his command now, and completely muddy the waters in this sea, so that he can fish in troubled waters and achieve his goals, but the reality now is that he doesn't have that many people at all, and the organizational strength does not allow it.

It's as simple as that, some things are not something he can do if he wants to, and he needs to do it step by step.

"In this battle, more than half of our casualties were killed, and no more than a third survived in the end, and those who died were not only limited to inexperienced new players, but also some veterans who had experienced some battles, and this casualty rate was really a bit hurtful. Mo Ran was silent for a long time before he suddenly spoke.

The deep voice made Zhou Xiaoyi feel that Mo Ran's mood was very bad at the first time, but in this case, she, a person who was not allowed to participate in it, had no right to speak at all, even if she could say a few words, she didn't know how to comfort Mo Ran now.

Everyone is an adult, so they naturally understand that some words of consolation can't do much, so Zhou Xiaoyi didn't say anything about this matter, just stood behind him silently.

Although the two of them had great hatred, Mo then treated Zhou Xiaoyi not badly, and there were only one or two people who could enjoy this treatment in the Spirit Liberation Pirate Group.

Now Zhou Xiaoyi's dislike for him has slowly dissipated, and she has even begun to let go of the memories that she remembered in her heart and prepared to never forget for the rest of her life.

When the relationship between the two broke the ice, they may have forgotten about it, they only knew that they did it in bed, and then they got used to it.

The deep gap between them has been bridged a lot.

But, even so, now Zhou Xiaoyi still doesn't know how to persuade Mo Ran, some words to persuade others, she is naturally no stranger, but in the face of Mo Ran, she knows that those words are useless.

"And the reason why there are so many casualties in this battle is not because my tactics are wrong, but because I did it on purpose. Mo Ran is like a lonely person who talks to himself, just when Zhou Xiaoyi is a non-existent character, he drags out the things he is pressing in his heart without reservation.

Zhou Xiaoyi suddenly raised her head and looked at the man in front of her who only left him with a back, which made her very hard to believe.

Would a leader who cares so much about his team members design their own team members to send them to death?

Although she didn't ask about organizational management and related issues, she also knew that the so-called team change and the like would not appear in the current Shi Ling at all, and she couldn't understand what reason Mo Ran did this.

But the only thing she was sure of was that what Mo Ran said was true.

Zhou Xiaoyi had no doubt about his words, because Mo Ran didn't need to hide anything in front of her, even if he hid anything in front of Annie, he would definitely not hide it in front of her.

Is her position more important than Anne?

Just because Mo Ran doesn't want Anne to get involved in these things, but he doesn't have this concern about Zhou Xiaoyi, and not wanting her to participate in the relevant management of the organization doesn't mean that she can't be let know.

opened her mouth, Zhou Xiaoyi wanted to open her mouth to ask why Mo Ran did this, but when the words came to her mouth, she really couldn't say it, because her identity was very embarrassing, and it was really inappropriate to ask about this.

At this moment, her best thing to do is to be a pure listener quietly, not saying anything, and letting Mo Ran vent the depression and emotions in his own heart.

"For a long time, no one knows how uncomfortable I feel in my heart, and when I watch them fall one by one, I feel really hated, because I have a way to reduce their casualties, but I turn a blind eye to let them continue to bleed and die, this kind of watching them slowly fall with the hope of living and unwilling to fall, it really makes me a little unbearable. Mo Ran continued to narrate.

If the communication between the two is overheard, it may cause big problems within the organization, but they are now communicating in Chinese, and there is no fourth person on this island who understands except for the two of them and Ling Yun, so they are not worried about leaking it at all.

"But who can understand my painstaking efforts? I am afraid that in the future I will lose their reverence for war because of my protection, and that the consequences will be unbearable, and it will not be these people who will die, but many more and more. Mo Ran's voice was a little hoarse, even a little depressed, obviously he was restraining his emotions.

Although there was no expression on his face, Mo Ran's eyes had become extremely deep, like a black hole that didn't even let go of light, so deep that people couldn't eat it.

The soft and boneless coldness touched his powerful right hand.

This may be the first time Zhou Xiaoyi has taken the initiative to hold Mo Ran's hand, but unfortunately he didn't care about these small details at all.

Zhou Xiaoyi knew that Mo Ran was already deeply immersed in his own emotions, and no matter what kind of persuasion he had, it would be difficult to work, so he didn't do those useless efforts, but just stretched out his hand and held his hand, so as to give him a simple psychological support, and let him know that he was not facing all this alone.

Although she can't help, and she can't do anything, as long as she can improve Mo Ran's state full of self-blame, any small action with even a little help is meaningful.