Chapter 117: Geraint's Inner Transformation
Seeing Geraint look like this, Ralph didn't know what to say. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info
Ralph has also been in the Continental Academy for five or six years, and he also knows a lot about Geraint and Bedwell, to be exact, not only does he know, but all the older students of Donghua know that Wu Xian killed Worthing by the hand of Warcraft, pried away Jaylant's lover Vanessa, and then did everything he could to suppress Geraint and Bedwell, all of which everyone sees.
Although no one in Donghua dared to say anything about it under Wu Xian's high-pressure policy, there were many people who missed the time when Worthing was there and sympathized with what happened to Worthing's team, and Ralph was one of them.
From Geraint's expression, Ralph could see a lot of things, including unwillingness, chagrin, anger, and grievances...... There are many, many other things, some that Ralph can understand, and some that Ralph can't.
Ralph was not good at words, so he could only watch Geraint in a daze, and for a moment he forgot to show Geraint's wounds.
At this moment, Tristan, who had not spoken, took a step forward expressionlessly, a pair of deep eyes swept lightly over Geraint's face, and said without a trace of tone: "Waste, as far as I know, only those who have completely abandoned themselves and are willing to degenerate are the real "wasters", are you such a person?"
As Tristan's words fell, Geraint was slightly stunned at first, and then his face was dazed.
Yes, has he given up on himself? Has he fallen into self-depravity?
He has been publicized and beautiful, and his young heart has also been warm and boiling. Once, he thought he would go on like that, but it was only once! In this land, he had tasted despair countless times, and this was a real hell of death for him, where he had lost everything he had been proud of.
Until then, he had never considered himself such a fragile person, a man who could never get back up after being punched, who had lost his best friend, who had lost his lover, who had lost his self-esteem, and most importantly, of whom he had lost a boiling heart, who had lost some kind of spiritual support that a person had to live.
He wilted, decadent, and then couldn't get up.
In the first two years after Worthing's death, he had the ambition to avenge Worthing, but after being hit by Wu Xian again and again, the matter of revenge was far away for him, so far away that he could no longer see or touch it, until it completely disappeared from his mind.
Bediwell has never given up the idea of revenge, but that is just Bedewell's personal idea, and he, Geraint, no longer has this idea, after all, revenge is only feasible for those who have the ability to take revenge, for him, it is really too far, and the most he can do is to be quietly by Bediwell's side.
Since then, he has no ambition, no ambition, not to mention others, even he himself feels that he has changed a person, in his eyes can no longer find a trace of the former demeanor, that kind of flying and confident demeanor, if it is called self-depravity, then, he is indeed willing to degenerate, and there is no trace of wanting to change.
However, since the past few days of teaming up with Situ Jin and a few others, he suddenly found that his heart, which had withered in the past, was slowly coming back to life.
For so many years, since Worthing's death, the people around him have either avoided him and Bedwell like a plague, or they want to stomp on him and Bedwell, he has not tried to interact with people normally for too long, and he has not laughed or screamed from the bottom of his heart for too long.
But these days, he found himself smiling again, hoping for something, rather than being insensitive to everything.
The shift may not be obvious, but it's real. He would be thrilled to grab something from another team, he would be excited to defeat his opponent again and again, he would be amused by Gareth's actions, he would be proud of this team, and most importantly, when he saw Wu Xian and Vanessa again, he found that his heart was much calmer, and he was no longer as volatile as before.
He even had an idea, an idea that he had once had but was discarded by him, he wanted to cut off his feud with Wu Xian and Vanessa, and when he stood in the team again, he no longer felt that the idea of revenge was so unrealistic and unattainable, he felt that he could do it!
For no reason, the idea came out so easily, as if a flood burst its banks and submerged him in an instant. He can't change back into his old Geraint, but he can transform into a new Geraint, and he wants to make a decision with everything in the past, including himself.
Originally, he hadn't noticed the amazing change in his heart, but when he was asked so clearly by Tristan, he finally realized that he didn't want to be a waste, he didn't want to be decadent forever, he didn't want to be held back by the past forever, and he didn't want to continue to be muddy.
Yes, we have to make a complete decision with the past, this is now, this is the moment! He is not a waste, he is definitely not!
The confused face gradually became resolute, the decadent momentum gradually became full of vitality, and the cloudy eyes gradually became clear, Geraint didn't look at Tristan, but said lightly: "You're right, I'm not such a person." ”
Tristan didn't speak, and although the communication between the two was very short, each saying only one sentence, this sentence was enough, and this sentence had completely changed Geraint's heart.
Although it was not clear what Geraint's heart had experienced, seeing that Geraint's expression had regained his calm, Ralph finally relieved himself and hurried to show Geraint the injuries behind him.
On the other side of the hall, since seeing that Geraint was hit and injured, Bediwell has been very worried about Geraint, he is trying to deal with the surrounding black-armored soldiers, while looking at Geraint's side from time to time, for fear that something will happen to Geraint, seeing that Geraint was sent to Ralph's side, Bediwell finally relieved himself a little, at this time, the surrounding black-armored soldiers kept coming up, and Bediwell also felt a little powerless.
Seeing this, Katina immediately flew up, jumped to Bediwell's side, and helped him block most of the attacks around him, but even if Katina still had strength left, the others were gradually exhausted, and the situation in the hall was becoming more and more unfavorable for everyone at this moment.
(To be continued.) )