"I still can't calm down, if you're okay, go out for a walk with me!"

Looking at Qi Xi's expectant eyes, Rai nodded, but still asked him to wait for a while and take a shower before leaving with him. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

The two walked side by side on the road, weaving their way through the bustling crowd.

At this moment, the sky has darkened, and the spars on the side of the road emit a warm light, reflecting everything so warmly, but it still does not reflect the cold hearts of people.

"Lay has a drink with me!"

Qi Xi, who had not spoken, suddenly turned his head and said, Lai Dao did not object to this, after all, he was also very bored now, and he had nowhere to vent.

Qi Xi took the liquor he bought and carried it in his hand, and came to a luxuriously decorated high-rise building, the whole high-rise building is made of stone, which is several times higher than the house on the side, and on this starry night, it seems that you can touch the stars by climbing to the top.

The neighborhood has become sparsely populated and not as bright as it is inside.

"Kiki, what kind of place is this?"

"The original watchtower, after the expansion of Wind and Fire City, it became a scenic spot, and it is said that the night view is very beautiful, I haven't been here yet!"

Under the leadership of Qi Xi, the two walked up quickly, although it was spacious and luxurious, but there were not many people, except for the staff, there were only a few tourists scattered by the stars.

And the top floor of this watchtower still needs to pay a large fee to enter, and over time, not many people come here.

The two of them climbed the stairs for half an hour to reach the entrance to the top floor, and Qi Xi paid a large sum of money to enter.

The top floor of the watchtower is not illuminated by hedrons, which makes it appear a little dark, but it also makes the sky brighter with many stars.

The light on the streets in the central area illuminates the whole area, and the view from this watchtower is also a different view.

Recently, the weather has been getting colder, and there is no one else on the top floor of this watchtower except Lai and Qixi.

The empty top floor also seemed a little lonely at this time.

The two of them walked to the guardrail close to the street scene, blew a somewhat cool wind, drank the liquor in their hands, and looked at the beautiful street scene below.

"You said there are so many stars in the sky, who would remember one of them?"

Rai opened his mouth, smiled bitterly and took another sip of wine, the strong spicy irritation of his throat and stomach, only this momentary pain could make him forget all the trivial things around him.

He knew what Qi Xi meant, yes, they were just like the stars in the sky, who would remember them after a blink of an eye.

He couldn't refute it, because it was the truth, so he could only swallow the bitter water and the wine together.

"Qixi has a question I've always wanted to ask. ”

After Lai finished speaking, Qi Xi turned his head and looked at him in surprise.

"Do you remember, during the preliminary round, you rushed up to the monster tide that night, and asked me to tell your father that you didn't run away this time, can you tell me the story?"

"If there's anything inconvenient, it's okay!"

Lai saw that Qixi hesitated a little and hurriedly said.

"I've had enough, maybe it's better to be able to say it. ”

Qi Xi raised his head and drank several sips in a row, choking on himself and coughing repeatedly.

"Two years ago I went out hunting with my father and mother, and I have been on the front lines with my father since I was 10 years old, and I have seen cannibalism and killed the enemy with my own hands. ”

With that, he pointed to his eyes.

That's how I look at it. ”

"So you know what kind of person my father is!"

"But such a cruel person, who is as gentle as water to a woman, she is my mother. ”

Saying that, Qi Xi fell into the color of memory.

"It was a calm afternoon, a rare time for the family to be together, and everything was so calm and warm before it happened. ”

As he spoke, he raised his head and drank several sips, the liquor running down the corners of his mouth, soaking the placket of his clothes, but the tears in the corners of his eyes were because they were too choking, or too sad.

"I don't know why we were ambushed by enemy troops, and my mother and I were separated from my father and the guards. ”

"My mother and I were surrounded by a small group of enemy troops searching for us, my mother was wounded in the leg, and I ......"

He poured all the rest of the wine into his mouth, threw the jar out, and fell to pieces in the distance, the sound was so loud in this place that Lay seemed to hear his heartbreak.

Rai watched him pour all the wine into his mouth and throw the jar out, venting his frustration.

Kiki slapped his hand the guardrail, clenching his hand tightly.

"I left her and ran away, you don't know how helpless her eyes were, I ran away by myself, I ...... so much"

At this time, Qi Xi was no longer crying, although he tried his best to endure it, but the snot and tears were not controlled at all.

Lai froze in place, trying to say something, but his voice seemed to be stuck in his singing voice, and he couldn't say anything.

"When my mother was found, she was disheveled, and she committed suicide to preserve her virginity. ”

Kiki's voice squeezed out between his teeth, and he crouched on the ground and grabbed his hair fiercely with both hands.

"But you were only sixteen at the time, and you ......"

Lay crouched next to him to comfort him.

"No, you don't know, there are no cowards in my family, and there are only two kinds of people who go to battle, one is the hero who triumphs, and the other is the heroic soul who died in battle. ”

"It's been a hundred years, and I've been such a piece of waste. ”

"No one blames me, but I know they are all disappointed in me to the extreme, my father has been on the front line since that time and has never returned, I'm sorry for my mother, I'm a waste, I ......"

"Enough!"

Rai sprang to his feet and yelled at him at the loudest voice.

Kiki turned his head, his face full of tears and snot.

"You're only sixteen years old, and even if you were, your mother would want you to live. ”

"But what can I do if I live, I can't change anything. ”

Kiki roared hysterically like crazy.

Rai punched him in the face, knocking him to the ground, and Kiki curled up like a shrimp, shivering.

"You're alive!" is proof that your mother has always loved your father. ”

Rai gasped and crouched down and tugged at his collar.

"You only know how much your father loves your mother, but do you know how much your mother loves your father?"

"Who can prove their love when you die, you look at those stars, who remembers after they disappear, their love needs to be remembered, and the proof that they have loved is you, you know, you know, know?"

The veins on Lai's neck bulged.

"So what, what if others know, mother, she can't come back, can't come back......"

Qi Xi gasped word by word, and the pain was incomparable.

"But is this something you can change?"

Rai's eyes were a little dim, as if he was exhausted, let go of him, lay down next to him, and looked at the stars in the sky.

"I want to die in battle, it's so painful to live. ”

"Don't be naïve, okay? ”

Rai turned his head, and Kiki had fallen asleep, tears and snot and saliva running down the floor.

"You and her are like, really like. ”

Rai said as he looked up at the sky and held the necklace up to his eyes.

"Xi, you are all in pain, living in self-blame, and you can't breathe when you are pressed. ”

"You're miserable too! ”

Rai put the necklace down and looked up at the stars in the sky and muttered to himself.

He got up from the ground and stood beside the guardrail, holding on to it, looking at the street scene in the distance.

After a long time, he sighed, turned around and helped Qi Xi up, and walked towards the hotel with him.

Along the way, Qi Xi was in a half-dead state.

It was almost an hour away, and it was an hour and a half.

As he approached the inn, Rai saw Ryerli looking at the door.

Approaching on his behalf, Riarly saw them at a glance, passing the crowd towards them.

"Auntie. ”

As she approached, Rai shouted softly.

"What the hell are you two doing? Don't say a word that has worried me for so long. ”

Rui Erli said angrily, but she hurriedly came over to support Qi Xi.

"Wow! I learned to drink at a young age. ”

As they approached, the smell of wine on the two of them hit their faces, and Ruierli was even more annoyed.

The three of them walked to the door, and Kenco, Wei'er, and Siyi were all sitting inside, and they hurried over to help.

Kenko helped Rai get Kiki back into the house and back to the hall.

Rai's body is strong, and he is not as drunk as Kiki after drinking so much wine.

Although his head was extremely dizzy, he still had a hint of sanity.

A group of people sat together and asked him what was going on, although Lai was a little confused, he didn't say anything about Qi Xi, after all, these things, Qi Xi is not so easy to put down.

Rai just said that he and Kiki were in a bad mood and went out to drink a little, and then Rielli scolded him a few more words.

Although he was scolded, Lai's heart was still warm, and he suddenly understood that he and Qi Xi were lucky compared to the stars in the sky.

They weren't as bright as they were, but there were still people who worried about them, and the stars were left alone in the icy sky.

Lai suddenly figured it out a lot, and his heart was not as uncomfortable as just now.

"Okay, this kid has also drunk a lot, let him go and rest!"

Seeing that Rielli was still nagging again, Kenco finally stopped her, and Riarli stopped.

Rai smirked, stood up to say goodbye to the others, and turned around and walked towards his room.

"Ray is Turnell's game tomorrow, are you going?"

Lai had just taken two steps when a voice suddenly came from behind him, and his body trembled.

"Ah, I'll go back. ”

I won't go forward.

But he didn't even notice that the joints of his fists were white.

"There's a big festival between them, huh?"

Kenco asked, looking sideways at Sier.

Sir shook his head and said he didn't know.

"These two guys, one is heavier than the other, it's really hey!"

Kenco sighed and stopped talking.