Chapter 309: The End and the Beginning (3)
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The boy patted Lance on the shoulder, then pressed his other hand to his heart. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info
"The two of us are already inseparable, everything about me has become your likeness, and you will never be able to leave me. We're already in this relationship, and you and I agree with it...... So, I'm not going to accept your apology—"
There is no need to apologize to oneself. ”
Troy's categorical words left Lance speechless for a moment, only to feel something choked in his throat, unable to speak again.
For a long time, from the trembling corners of the mouth that barely maintained a smile, there was only a tranquility and tranquility that was not hypocritical and hidden, leaving only a piece of sincerity.
“...... It always feels like you've become a 'philosopher'...... Anyway, is this also due to my influence? haha......"
"I guess so, how could I have said such a thing?" The vision was finally clear, but Troy didn't immediately look around to see how his surroundings had changed compared to the past. This time, he didn't take his eyes off Lance's body in the slightest, "It's all because of you that my personality has become so 'awkward', I can't even say it properly, you have to be responsible for me." ”
"What...... Negative ...... Responsibility?" Lance couldn't help but laugh when he heard this. This gentle and shy sentence came from the mouth of the young man in front of him, which really made the middle-aged man laugh a little, but he couldn't attack too much, so he had to support it, and his face instantly became weird, "Ha, ha...... This, this kind of thing comes out of your mouth...... Me, this is also my influence? Praise ...... Praise the true God ......"
The four words "praise the true God" were said extremely reluctantly, and the reaction became bigger and bigger, and the whole body began to tremble, and Lance, who seemed to be about to lose his breath, couldn't help but retreat, and his upper body had bent backwards to a strange degree, even if it would break in the next second, it would not be surprising.
“...... I'm sorry. ”
The trembling stopped, and the retreat also stopped, and the backward waist rod retracted slightly, but it had not yet straightened back. After a moment of silence, Lance stretched out his hands to cover his eyes, and then, emotionlessly, spat out the above two words.
- I'm sorry.
"Didn't I already say it? The two of us are already one body that cannot be separated, and people don't need to apologize to themselves...... So, so why are you saying this to me?, when what I just said was a deaf ear?!"
Anger, the natural anger made the boy's hands clench into fists, one step, and then one step forward, however, the pace of pursuit could not continue to be taken anyway.
"Lance, what should I say? You're a ......."
An indescribable emotion made Troy feel stunned, as if all his limbs had lost strength, and his steps naturally stopped, and at the same time, his clenched hands could not help but loosen.
And at the moment when the boy frowned and whispered, something that could no longer be hidden finally exploded, completely dyeing the "already" dilapidated world in front of him with a dark color.
"- Lance!"
Human emotions are sometimes really troublesome things.
Such a sentence flashed through his mind, and finally, Troy finally shouted the name of the man in front of him who had made a huge turn in his fate.
Lance, there were only two words, but this was the first time that the boy understood that a person's words could carry so many complicated feelings. Lance, there are only two words, but with some remorse, with some regret, with some incomprehension, with some confusion, with some bitterness, with some sadness, with unprecedented pain, with unbelievable despair.
The pure white world around it has long since become decayed and dilapidated, even if it has been filled with manic bright red several times, and then it can return to the pure white world, this time poisoned by unknown forces, and it can no longer return to purity.
This is exactly what Troy perceived, "the strangeness that appeared around him."
Black, the color symbolized by the shadows, the desperate and suffocating darkness that had never appeared in this world burst out from Lance's chest, and in an instant dyed the graceful and dashing blue robe the most terrible color.
The shadow's erosion of the place did not seem to have stopped, and this time, the forbidden thing that no longer appeared in the form of mist turned into a viscous black wave, and these unpleasant cloudy liquids that made people feel uncomfortable at the sight of them swelled the moment they dripped from Lance's chest, and in an instant took up half of the decaying white space.
"Give me—get out of his way!"
Of course, black also engulfed Lance and Troy, but immediately, with a heart-rending cry, the remaining white that was still lingering turned blood red, and the blood current, which was even more violent than the previous ones, raised a vortex of violent turmoil on the dark sea, and confronted it.
And in the center of the whirlpool, half of his body was completely invisible, and Troy, who had turned into a scarlet blood mist, tightly wrapped his arms around Lance's waist that had just been pulled out of the abyss of shadows, his eyes red by the flames of anger radiating a cold light.
"Why, so ...... Why are you apologizing to me?!"
"Hah...... Is this the focus? This kind of incandor is really like me...... Troy, you, should have been more straightforward and more endearing. ”
I wanted to stretch out my finger to touch the boy who seemed to know that his emotions were on the verge of collapse, but the moment the command was issued, it turned into wisps of light smoke and dissipated, at this moment, Lance's "already" transparent body looked even more tattered, his legs were gone, and the "wound" on his chest that was forcibly blocked by the boy with blood could erupt again at any time, and his cheeks, which were not lost to the ruthless time carving knife, as if he would never show a weak expression, could not be seen clearly at this moment.
- The traces of his existence are more than they were just now...... It's even weaker.
This is something that the teenager should have noticed earlier.
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"Is it silent? Yes...... Shy? ha...... By the way, my 'apology' didn't have much thought, just because I had mistakenly thought that I still had plenty of time, and that I could hold on for a while...... I'm sorry. ”
“...... Don't say sorry again, save your strength, I won't allow you to disappear like this. You...... Do you hear that? Promise me...... Okay?"
The color of madness slowly faded from the boy's body, and the mania that had once occupied his consciousness became a worthless weakling, and Troy's pretended strong words could no longer be supported by the appearance of something, and finally turned into a weak plea.