Chapter Seventy-Four: Fear Itself Is Not Terrible

readx;? I was anxious for a while, but I couldn't do anything now, so I could only silently pray to Liu Chenfeng for no one's land, it didn't matter how he spilled, just don't involve the innocent. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 infoAfter a while, I was thinking for a while, I don't know if Liu Chenfeng's forgetfulness gave me some confidence, and my mind slowly calmed down.

The temperature in the hospital room dropped a lot because of the glass, and with the help of the cold air, I closed my eyes and recited the mantra silently, and I quickly entered a meditative state. After all, at the moment, the most important thing is to recover as soon as possible, otherwise you can't do anything here.

After closing my eyes this time, I directly blocked the sounds around me, even the sound of glass bulbs in the ward, which I deliberately ignored, turned a deaf ear. The powerful effect of the Returning Mind Mantra was vividly exerted by me in meditation, and even I could clearly feel it, and the pain in my back was gradually reducing. In my feelings, it seems that the whole back and bones have been itching, and a few times I almost couldn't help but scratch my back, but in the end I still endured, after all, my back is also very painful in my arm.

That's it, there was nothing wrong overnight, even if there was something, I had to pretend to be dead, I couldn't even get out of bed, how could I pretend to be forced!?

The sound of the door startled me out of my meditative state, and I moved my stiff arms and legs, and the sour feeling suddenly spread all over my body, but this movement, my back did not have the same pain as yesterday, and it looked much better.

"Su Ran, how's it going?"

A male voice sounded from the side of my bed, and I opened my eyes suddenly, but unfortunately my head was turned out of the window, but I only heard the voice, and I knew that it was Li Yubo coming.

I turned my head to the side of the door again with difficulty, and although my neck hurt a lot, it wasn't as exaggerated as yesterday, and I thought it was due to the meditation I had done last night. Li Yubo still didn't have a hat today, but walked to my bedside at this time, looked at me and smiled, and said, "Yiwen went to buy food, I'll come later." ”

Yiwen should be the name of the forensic doctor Xiao Liu, this is the first time I have heard her full name, quite elegant.

"It's okay, it's much better today than yesterday, and I should be able to get up by the afternoon. I moved the muscles on my back and felt the opening.

But after Li Yubo listened to my words, his face turned slightly condensed, and he said in a deep voice: "Su Ran, listen to the doctor, I told Yiwen that we will help you with the money for your hospitalization first, and I will take care of you in the next two days, don't worry about this, don't be in a hurry to be discharged." ”

I was slightly stunned and asked, "Don't you have to go to work?"

He sighed, smiled, turned his back to me, and pointed to the back of his head, "I called in sick." ”

I looked at the white flower on the back of his head, and suddenly remembered what he told me at the door of Xiaozhi's house yesterday, as if he didn't say everything, only that he fainted, but didn't say anything about the aftermath.

I hesitated, but I still couldn't overcome my curiosity, and asked: "Brother Li, yesterday at the door of Qiu Jiangning's house, you said that you fainted, what about after that?"

Li Yubo's body was stunned, and after more than ten seconds, he took a deep breath and said: "I don't know, when I woke up, I was in the emergency department of the hospital, and I was sent to a big brother who lived on the second floor of our building. ”

"I fell on the stairs, he called me but didn't respond, the family was frightened, after calling 120, he accompanied me all the way to the hospital, only to the hospital after a while of stitches, I woke up, but I was very excited at the time, kept saying that I had met a ghost, and the doctors on duty at that time were quite worried, because the people in the psychiatric department of their hospital did not work night shifts. ”

I was relieved to hear that he could still make this joke at this time, before this question was asked, I was quite worried that he would not be able to stand it, but now that I heard him say it, I became even more curious, "Who knocked on the door, didn't they see it?"

"No, when they opened the door, they saw me faint on the stairs with a big drop on the back of my head, and they said they shouted in the hallway, but no one answered. Li Yubo shook his head, his brows furrowed, and his face began to turn a little pale.

I tilted my head to look at his face and sighed, saying that these days, my own brows are about to wrinkle, as if just like I felt before, since the eye of heaven was opened again, my physique has become a ghost, either always meet dead people, or always meet ghosts, in short, nothing good.

Li Yubo was silent for a while, walked to the wall, leaned against the wall, and asked in a low voice, "Su Ran, have you ever encountered such a situation?"

I thought about it for a while, and the ghost hitting the wall when I was in the hospital during the Chinese New Year was okay, but it wasn't as terrifying as him, after all, in my feeling, the ghost hitting the wall didn't even have that crybaby horror, just walked a little way, just saw him so depressed, and wanted to comfort him, so I nodded and said, "I've encountered it more than once." ”

After hearing this, he raised his head and asked, "Are you afraid?"

I didn't know how to answer, to be honest, I'm not very afraid, even if I really encounter a ghost, I have a way to deal with it, of course, Huo Yunfan will ignore it first, just talk about that ghost hitting the wall. Before I could figure out what to say, he spoke again.

"Su Ran, do you know? I'm a police officer, and with all the training I've undergone and the militarized education I received in college, I haven't felt this kind of fear for a long time. Before I met you, I didn't believe that there were ghosts in this world at all, so no matter what cases I encountered before, I could face them senselessly, and it can even be said that after college, I forgot what it was like to be timid, until the night of the twelfth day of the first lunar month. ”

"I'm terrified of walking down that staircase at night, for fear that I'll step on something again, or meet a ghost again, so tormented, I've been going crazy every day for the past few days. As he spoke, the expression on his face was extremely painful, and he rubbed his face vigorously with his hands, trying to calm down.

Looking at his appearance at this time, I remembered a sentence I saw in the book, which I used to comfort myself before, and now it also applies to him.

"Brother Li, fear is such a thing, everyone will have it, everyone has their own things to be afraid of, fear is not ashamed, it is not shameful, fear is not synonymous with the weak, I will be afraid when I see those ghosts, but if I show my fear, maybe I have already become a lonely soul to accompany them. Actually, the original words of this passage are very concise and touching, but somehow, when they come out of my mouth, they sound a little verbose.

"I understand that, but I can't overcome it. His breath became rapid again, and in this short sentence, there was a little collapse and choking, and I didn't know what to say for a while.

"It's normal to be afraid, and I'm afraid too, or everyone else is afraid. ”

Fortunately, at this time, Xiao Liu's forensic doctor came, in fact, when I was talking about that paragraph just now, I saw her standing at the door and listening, and it wasn't until Li Yubo was about to lose control of her emotions that she pushed the door and walked in.

I looked at it and didn't say anything, because I thought that given the relationship between the two of them, her words would be more effective than mine. Sure enough, Li Yubo's originally trembling body began to calm down gradually after listening to her words, and Forensic Doctor Xiao Liu walked up to him with a big bag in his hand and said calmly.

"I haven't told anyone about my four years in college, because in those four years, I have had more breakdowns than you have investigated, forensic professionals, the most taboo thing is to talk about ghosts, because we deal with corpses almost every day, do you know how I reacted when I first saw a corpse?" she said, pausing and looking at me and Li Yubo calmly, but neither of us spoke.

"The first time I saw the corpse soaked in formalin, I threw up, not only me, but two girls with me, ran out and vomited all the contents of my stomach in front of the trash can in the hallway, but after I vomited, I told myself that if I couldn't even pass this first hurdle, then I chose this major, it was a capital failure, and this failure was only because of my fear, not anyone's reason, but because of myself. ”

So, after wiping it clean, I went back to the classroom again, and the old professor, who was standing in front of the corpse, looked at me indifferently and solemnly, and asked me to apologize to the corpse, because these people who donated their bodies to us were our teachers who fell asleep, and my actions insulted him. I didn't know why, I wanted to cry, but I held back, bowed and apologized to the corpse. ”

"But my fear didn't go away because of that class, and in the first few days I went to class, I had nightmares every night, and I would wake up every night and sweat profusely. But after I honed myself every day, gradually, after my senior year, I was no longer afraid, not because of habit, but because I understood my heart and overcame my fear. ”

"After graduating, I went to work in the institute, and the corpses I encountered in this work were not as complete and clean as those in our school, and even some of the corpses were blurred and unrecognizable when they were sent, but I had to calm down, find out the cause of their deaths, and do my best to find the murderer for them. She said so much in one breath, although she was talking about her own experience, Li Yubo gradually calmed down in the process of saying it.

"Fear is not scary, what is scary is that you don't understand your fear, let it get deeper and deeper, so that the shadow it leaves on you is difficult to erase, and the ghost is the same, it can't actually control you anything, it will only use your fear to make you fall down by your own fear. ”

After Liu Yiwen said this, he no longer paid attention to Li Yubo who was standing by the wall, walked up to me with the bag in his hand, took out a cup of soy milk from it, put it next to the bed, and put an extra-long straw into it, and brought it to my mouth before turning his head to ask him again.

"Got it?"

Li Yuchang exhaled and nodded, but looking at his pale face, he couldn't be sure whether he really understood or pretended to understand. However, what Xiao Liu Forensic Doctor said is good, but it is not all right, ordinary ghosts are not capable of harming people, at most, they use some small means to amplify the fear in people's hearts, so as to crush people's hearts, and Li Yubo encountered this kind of thing.

I took a sip of soy milk and didn't speak, after all, not everyone has my kind of luck, and a pit can be dug by the ghost king.

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