504 What do you do when you say it, when I really will sympathize with you?

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Time stopped in an instant, and disappeared in an instant, and it was impossible for Qin En, who was a person with time ability, not to have any feelings for it. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info

This breath is very similar to that of Sixteen Nightsaki.

But Qin En wasn't sure.

Compared to the head maid, there seemed to be something special in this breath, similar to Remilia's.

"Are they all changing?"

The invasion of outsiders and the sweep of succubi through Gensokyo still brought spiritual transformation to the local residents.

Someone loses, naturally someone gains.

"But what did I gain?"

Qin En sighed, and the ink seeping out of the cheap fountain pens produced in Gensokyo was dripping onto the white paper. Qin En held the pen and pondered, but found that his head was empty, and he forgot to write the pen, so he had to give up the idea of writing and put it aside.

After nightfall, under Hu Tao's arrangement, he found a relatively large abandoned mansion nearby, and lived in it temporarily, in Hu Tao's words, to make up for the night.

Ligelu summoned a bunch of bugs with her ability concentration when she entered the room and drove them out, don't worry about falling into disrepair or anything, Qin En directly used time to reverse the current to make the house look like it was cleaned last time.

Although it is only a one-night residence here, Qin En, who has extremely high requirements for enjoyment, will not tolerate a dirty environment, this is a disadvantage, it is easy to go from thrift to luxury, and it is difficult to go from luxury to thrift!

The change in his abilityβ€”that thought blossomedβ€”was the greatest result he had gained in this mutation.

The sound outside gradually became quieter, and Usa saw that Renzi, Motoju Kosuzu and others had fallen asleep earlier, but Qin En still hadn't fallen asleep, so he sat back again, picked up a pen, and scribbled on simplified Chinese characters that were not good-looking.

It starts with three words: resignation letter.

The pain and trouble that Yakumo Blue had brought to him stung his slender heart, and the trust between people was destroyed by the Nine-Tailed Fox's own opinion, and all the trust accumulated from the Red Devil Mutation was destroyed.

It's too easy, it's really too easy for this kind of thing to be smashed, thinking of this, Qin En hated that he didn't know anyone at the beginning, why did he choose Yakumo Lan as his boss blindly?

"I'm with the wrong person!"

Leaving the 'company' of the Yakumo clan seems to be a sure thing, but just at the beginning, it worries him-

"Dear Lord Purple......

As soon as he wrote the beginning, Qin En restored it with the ability of time with a black face.

"Stinky old woman, do you remember the master? I fired you squid!"

Then, restore again.

It became a blank slate again.

Qin En's expression was a little sluggish.

He didn't dare to send it out.

Sensei said that Yakumo Purple is a woman, even if she is an ordinary person, she will slap him!

It has nothing to do with status, anyone will be angry when they hear this!

So, so far, Qin En hasn't moved a word, originally wanted to find Yakumo Zi's black history from his memory to resign, but after thinking about it, he felt that his abrupt resignation was easy to anger Yakumo Zi at this joint.

"What the hell am I supposed to do?"

Ask yourself, Qin En no longer wants to obey Yakumo Purple and Yakumo Blue.

But Yakumo Purple is a big flag, and there is no more reliable big flag than Yakumo Purple in Gensokyo.

Although it was invisible, Qin En had actually been eating the benefits of the Yakumo Clan all along, and without it, anything he had done before would have been greatly affected.

"Jumping to Monster Mountain?" But although Monster Mountain is big, it's just a stupid-looking type, Spirit Dove Irin is true that she has a good impression of herself, but she is not a good thigh.

Moreover...... If Qin En jumps to Youkai Mountain, in addition to the internal contradictions in Youkai Mountain, they may also face the blame of the Yakumo Clan, which involves the exchange of interests and all kinds of troubles, which will make people have a headache and sleep poorly.

So how about changing people? Dream Pavilion? Anyway, there was a relationship before, Hu Tao is also an acquaintance, persuade Hu Tao, and then ............

Instantly, a face with a fragrant wind appeared. But what Qin En remembered was not her kind attitude when she first worked for her, but ...... The indifference when I was going around with the earth demon people in Gensokyo!

A resentment that could not be vented surged into his heart, and Qin En, who was thinking about the future, stood up suddenly, and yelled at the air in the room where there was no second person! "Damn, are you fucking retarded?"

It's back to the old misconceptions.

"Qin En, Qin En, haven't you seen the mean appearance of the Gensokyo monsters clearly, do you still believe that they will protect you!!"

"No, I don't believe it, I don't believe it anymore, I believe it again, I'm a bad pen!!"

Self-questioning, self-pity.

Knock, knock, knock.

Suddenly, there was a knock on the door.

"Who is it?"

"It's me. ”

The voice of the first generation of Hakurei.

Qin En was a little embarrassed: It should have been shouted just now to attract the first generation, right?

"Can I come in now?"

Hakurei rarely makes requests, and most of the time she passes the time quietly alone, and she is the type to have no presence in the group.

Unlike the Ijinquan Shadow Wolf, the Shadow Wolf just doesn't bother Qin En most of the time, and usually messes with Hu Tao, Ligellu and others, and doesn't know what he's doing all day.

"Okay...... I'll open the door now. ”

I was going to pass through the door perfunctorily, but the first generation unexpectedly didn't ask him what he was shouting, and after a little thought, he finally agreed to her.

Hakuri Hakudai entered Qin En's room. The first generation of shrine maidens is still dressed the same as before, because of too many washes and old and faded witch clothes, black close-fitting tight leather clothes and defenseless smooth armpits and hazy visible side chests, red trousers also have an opening, as if you can see the scenery inside the trousers from there, the feet with white foot bags step on the very unstable clogs, making a strange sound of clattering, walking at night is still quite obvious.

"You're staring at me again. ”

"Ah...... Haha, I'm sorry, you're really ...... dressed like this."

It's so sexy.

He wondered more than once, is this witch costume too colorful?

"When it was first remodeled, it was tailored to improve the breathability of the garment. ”

"Wow, even so...... Don't you feel ashamed? It's not safe at all. ”

Qin En is the type who feels uneasy in cropped pants, briefs, cropped pants, off-the-shoulder vests, and pocketless trousers are almost no longer on his radar.

The original dress was far more dangerous than an off-the-shoulder vest and pocketless trousers.

"Performance is more important, when I was fighting for life and death, I didn't think about it so much, and gradually I got used to it. ”

Hakurei Hatsudai pointed out the truth lightly, and his expression was flat, as if there was no female shame at all, but objectively said what other women would not say in this kind of scene at all.

Even if she is no longer used in the field, even if the first generation has lost the power of the witch and becomes an ordinary mortal, she still maintains her old habits, like a veteran who never leaves her gun and is used to military uniforms.

This pure black cat, white cat theory leaves people speechless.

He vaguely felt that he might not be able to see the shy appearance of the first generation of Boli in his life, right?

But sometimes, that's what made the original Porray so appealing.

"Are you going to write a letter of resignation to Yakumo now?"

"That's right, I'm going to write a letter of resignation to Lord Purple and Lord Blue. ”

Unlike when he was in trouble with Bayi Yonglin, he didn't intend to hide this thing, so he didn't panic when it was punctured.

"Do you really think that the world of Gensokyo will be like you in the outside world, and you can end it with a resignation letter?"

Really.

Before writing the letter, he had expected that Gensokyo's relationship with his boss and subordinates would not be so simple.

The words of the first generation confirmed this from the side, and there is no doubt that this is the experience summed up by the first generation of witches after indifferent watching Gensokyo for nearly a hundred years.

"Then what do you want me to do? Hatsudai, is there a safe way for me to leave the Yakumo Clan?"

"I advise you not to leave the Yakumo clan's forces: that's unwise, Gensokyo doesn't have a more reliable boss than Yakumo Murasaki. ”

"Reliable?

The words of the first generation of Boli can be regarded as a hornet's nest.

Thinking of Huys's destruction, Qin En's mood was difficult to calm down, and the pen in his hand was also rudely thrown to the ground by him, bursting into pieces.

"What is he Yakumo Purple to me? Come and go as soon as he calls! Take away my base without permission, then destroy it, and finally give me a mess! When I am what? Dog!?"

"The king regards the minister as a sibling, the minister regards the king as the heart, the king regards the minister as a dog and a horse, the minister regards the king as a countryman, the king regards the minister as a mustard, and the minister regards the king as an enemyβ€”β€”"

From Mencius to King Xuan of Qi.

In his eyes, the flame of resentment burned: "She treated me like that, I didn't rebel with outsiders because I already have a conscience!"

Follow the outside world to rebel

β€”β€”This thought was originally just said by him so casually, but after spitting it out, Qin En seemed to be lit with a lamp called wisdom, and suddenly stiffened and did not move.

Follow the outside world and return to the outside world...... No, to return to Earth, to become a human being, a legitimate citizen of Earth, to eradicate the backward alien homeland - the thought spread like a cancer and took over his brain for a short time.

Qin En turned his head to look out the door - his angry roar had already resounded throughout the ruined mansion, and Usami Hasuko, Hu Tao, Liglu, Imaizumi Shadow Wolf, Mistya and others were all eavesdropping at the door at any time.

"Come in, I have something to ask you. ”

Qin En's face was strangely calm.

Maybe it was the majesty of the outburst of anger, maybe it was because of the previous love, no one among the girls took advantage of the fire, and no one expressed any opinions, even Hu Tao signaled the others not to make a sound, and the girls came in wordlessly, looked at him, and waited for him to speak.

Qin En, who was watched by everyone, coughed a few times, he glanced at the group of girls who had accompanied him so far, brewed his emotions, and wanted to say something to encourage rebellion, but his stomach was empty, and he couldn't say anything.

But that didn't stop the thought, he glanced at the girls and asked, "If I'm going to leave Gensokyo and return to the human world, will you follow me?"

"I grew up here, and it's impossible for me to leave. ”

The first generation of Boli rejected Qin En without hesitation.

"I'm a vampire, I'm always going to be a vampire, and in the technologically advanced world, there's no room for me to live. ”

Hu Tao also rejected Qin En.

"The outside world is so scary, they eat everything, and I'm afraid of being eaten. ”

Misty was shivering.

"What's so good about that kind of steel city, staying in that kind of place, arguing with people can cause a lot of trouble, where is the joy of Gensokyo?"

Izumi's shadow wolf's head shook like a wavebreaker.

"I don't want to be taxidermy by outsiders. ”

Bug Kiri Geru.

β€œ..........................................................................................”

Qin En, smiling bitterly and silently.

No one followed, no one wanted to go to the outside world with him.

Hu Tao and the first generation, no one agreed.

They refuse to change, they refuse to blend in, they refuse to be so neat that they can't be persuaded with their tongues.

The young lotus seed came to him at some point, pulled Qin En's sleeve, raised his head, and said timidly: "Uncle Qin, I am willing to go to the outside world with you." ”

"Yes......" Qin En touched the girl's hair, and sighed in despair: "As a result, only you want to follow me." ”

β€œ............ Are you going back to the world with that cousin?"

Hu Tao asked.

"There was no intention of that. After Qin En comforted the lotus seeds, he sat back on the chair and said.

"If you all refuse, why do I need to go back? Human society, ah no...... Outside, there is no one I know there at all. ”

Originally, it was just a fleeting thought, and after the thought was said and denied, the thought faded.

There are a few things that Qin En has in mind.

The terror of that organization.

There is also the woman who once attacked her through Gensokyo.

In the outside world, there is no place for him at all, and once he decides to go back, Qin En is likely to face a monster organization that can gain a foothold in human society, which is equivalent to a terrifying existence like Freemasonry!

"Forget what I said, you guys go back to sleep first, I have something to talk about with the first generation. ”

Hu Tao and the others left, and only Qin En and the first generation were left in the room, and the feverish mind gradually cooled down.

"It was my impulse just now, Hatsudai, I didn't plan to go to the outside world - let's continue our conversation, Hatsudai, how do you say I should explain to Yakumo Zi?

"There's no need to withdraw, leave Yakumo Murasaki, it's no good. ”

Don't pull out?

"Impossible!" Qin En stood up angrily again, pacing back and forth in the room: "There is no good person in the Yakumo Clan! I will never forget the destruction of Huys! I feel very angry when I think about it now, I ............ - woo!"

Before he could finish speaking, the first generation of Boli stopped Qin En from continuing.

Her cold hand pressed on her shoulder: "People are never simply good and bad can be distinguished, and the real world is never a fairy tale with simple colors." ”

"You're an adult, Qin En. ”

What does it mean, in an instant, Qin En understood.

He couldn't help but smile bitterly.

yes, adults.

What a cruel word.

No one can bear you anymore, and it's impossible to be coquettish in front of your parents, adults, you have to learn to hide your true colors.

No one will care about you, no one will care about you, and relying on your parents will only become the laughing stock of others.

When encountering misfortune and confiding in others, different age groups will also get different responses.

[It's so pitiful] [Don't take it to heart] [I'll help you figure it out] [I suggest you do this......]

This is the world of minors.

[What are you doing when you say it, I really will sympathize with you?] [How far to roll] [Hehe]

This is the world of adults.

Adults must face everything rationally, and radical and overly emotional methods must be avoided.

Overcoming intense emotions is the first step in adulthood, and although painful, this style tends to maximize the benefits compared to emotional actions.

Dignity or anything can be thrown aside.

Adults - Yes, I am an adult, and since I am an adult, then I must learn to be wronged.

What's more, this grievance is nothing.

"Hehe, unless Yakumo kidnaps my family, it's really impossible for me to have a fight with him. ”

Qin En knocked his head and made a small joke.

After all, Zi didn't touch the bottom line, although the multi-person foundation is indeed annoying, but it is worse than copying all over the house.

I'm sorry, the world is worse than bad, especially if you don't have the ability to build an ideal country, you can only comfort yourself by being worse than bad.

Qin En still needs to survive in Gensokyo, he is determined to live better than others, so his mind is hot...... is to be avoided.

"Thank you, Hazen. ”

Qin En is very lucky, he still has people around him who can confide in him and remind him not to take detours, compared to others, how lucky he is!

So, let's think differently -

Kazami Yuka won't be a good thigh, she won't care about Qin En, although Lingjiu Irin has a high opinion of him, but she represents an organization, she is only one of the big heads of the organization and not a pure dictator, and the Red Devil Pavilion is even worse, it is simply difficult to protect itself: they are all unreliable, and it is not easy to break away from an organization, join a new organization and make it an umbrella.

"At the end of the day, the world is still rotten. ”

Compared to the unreliable forces above, Yakumo, okay...... It's OK.

Qin En, who was rubbing the bridge of his nose, calmed down a little.

Perhaps, I don't want to be completely dependent on them.

Under the banner of Yakumo Zi, even being a nobody, it is better than being a small boss in the Monster Mountain/Dream Pavilion/Red Devil Pavilion, not to mention that Qin En was the small leader of the Yakumo Clan from the beginning. This starting point is still there: once he loses his prejudice and anger, Qin En can still find a lot of benefits.

"Let's talk about the resignation later...... However, I can't do everything around Yakumo Purple like before. ”

"I have a solution to this. ”

"Huh, do you have a good place to go?"

"Among Gensokyo's sphere of influence belonging to Yakumo Murasaki, there is a place - far from the center of the incident, Yakumo Murasaki's other subordinates think that this errand is exiled, some remote and not much oil, but ............"

Qin En answered: "For me, it couldn't be the best place to go. ”

His ambition has nothing to do with the struggle for hegemony.

Eat better food, drink the strongest liquor, play the best stuff, make the most (fun) friends...

... Although he has a lot of distractions, only the battle for hegemony Gensokyo is not in his ambition.

If you can protect yourself without getting involved in the struggle for hegemony and the power vortex (and live better), then why do I have to play with you?

What politicians, power-holders, careerists...... I'm going to kill you like a chicken and a dog! It's a trivial matter to strip you naked and throw them on the street.

What's so scary? People who want to use a time ability? Or don't dream!

I'm far away from you, you can play by yourself!

As for the environment?

Hehe...... I have the time and ability, am I worried about that?

As long as you have the time and ability, the food you eat will always be fresh, and the water you drink will never stink, so you can survive even in the desert.

With a bunch of people, Qin En is still worried that he will starve to death? Even if he lives in a cave, Qin En can contact Kappa to make a dungeon!

"The question is, Yakumo Murasaki, can you agree?"

"You tell her, I'll help you persuade her, and she'll agree. ”

Good!

Qin En picked up the smashed fountain pen on the ground, the power of time reversal restored the torn wreckage to its original appearance, the dried ink burrowed back into the barrel and became moist, and the tip of the fountain pen exuded a faint fragrance of ink.

This time, Qin En began to write letters-

It is no longer a resignation letter, but a letter to meet Yakumo Zi: it is written by Qin En himself, but the colloquial description is the first generation of Hakurei.

It's not as a subordinate.,Borrowing the tone of the first generation of Hakurei to meet Yakumo Zi.,Take advantage of this turnover.。

"I'll send it to you. The first generation of Hiroshi blew on the handwriting and took it into his arms.

Qin En didn't ask how the first generation did it, he believed that the first generation would deliver and do it.

"Will things go well?"

Qin En asked with some uneasiness.

The real problem lies in this.

"Ninety percent. ”

Hakurei replied.

Although there is a risk.

But it's not sinister.

"Oh, it looks like I'll be able to get a good night's sleep tonight for the time being. ”