Chapter 835: Joys and sorrows

In the darkness before dawn, there was silence in the Xihuang Mountain, and Han Linger's room was also dim.

In the gloomy room, Han Ling'er sat alone beside the bed, silently crying all night. I don't know how long time has passed, Han Ling'er slowly stood up and walked to the bronze mirror, carefully dressed herself, gently wiped the rouge, lightly swept the moth eyebrows, carefully combed the three thousand green silk to the slightest, and gently tied it up with a purple hairband, today's Han Ling'er's makeup is not graceful or gorgeous, but on the contrary, it is just like when she was sixteen or seventeen years old, with a bit of playful immaturity and youthful charm. From the bottom of the wardrobe, she took out her favorite yellow skirt robe, turned around and smiled lightly, as if going back in time, Han Linger returned to "back then".

Han Ling'er, who was dressed up, walked slowly to the round table, in the dimness, she first poured herself a cup of tea, and then took out the red antidote from her waist and threw it into the teacup, the red elixir melted when it met the water, and disappeared without a trace in the blink of an eye, Han Linger gently picked up this cup of pale cyan tea, and her beautiful eyes quietly stared at her slightly unfamiliar reflection in the tea, and after a long time, the corners of her mouth raised a familiar playful smile, and then she did not take this cup of antidote as impermanence advised, but threw the only cup of antidote on the ground with a flick of her hand๏ผŸ

After spilling the tea, Han Linger picked up a pot of wine prepared in advance last night from the table, and when she opened the lid of the pot, a wisp of intoxicating wine suddenly escaped, which made Han Ling'er feel shocked, and her eyes were even more energetic. Han Ling'er silently took out the Nine Turns Returning Pill, and her slightly trembling hand stagnated on the wine jug for an unknown amount of time, Han Ling'er's fingers loosened slightly as if she had lost her mind, and with a soft sound of "bang", the Nine Turns Returning Pill fell into the wine jug, and it was already invisible in the blink of an eye.

Holding this pot of wine in her hand, Han Linger's breathing became more and more rapid, and she stood alone in a dimly lit room.

......

The east is white, the sky is already cloudy, and a new day is coming.

Lu Yifan's room was still dark and gloomy, and with the sound of unlocking, the golden lock that imprisoned the door was slowly opened. Then the door was pushed open a crack, and Han Ling'er, who had a calm gaze and a smile on her face, slowly walked into the room, and after crossing the threshold, she turned around and closed the door from the inside.

At this moment, Lu Yifan was snuggly snuggled on the platform next to the bed, half-asleep and half-awake, the room was messy, and the bedding on the bed was also half piled up at the head of the bed and half drooped on the ground, looking very sloppy. As if disturbed by the movement of the door opening, the pale Lu Yifan slowly shook his head, and tried to open a pair of eyes that had narrowed into a slit and looked at the door, but saw a gray figure step in, but because the room was too dim, he couldn't see the person's appearance clearly. At this moment, Lu Yifan still felt a headache, but he was probably used to this kind of pain, and now it was not as bad as last night.

After entering the room, Han Ling'er didn't help Lu Yifan, but silently helped up the table and chair that had fallen on the ground again, and then she found a half-broken candle and lit it flat on the table, the dim candlelight instantly illuminated the whole room, until this moment Lu Yifan finally saw Han Ling'er's face clearly by candlelight. He wanted to say hello, but when his eyes stayed on Han Linger's makeup today, he couldn't help but be stunned, Lu Yifan weakly leaned on the edge of the bed with a pair of slightly cloudy eyes and looked up and down at Han Linger, who was different from the past today, and in a trance, he seemed to have returned to more than ten years ago, and the scenes of laughter and scolding of all kinds of childhood sweethearts in the past are still vividly remembered, and the arrogant and unbeatable Miss Han finally appeared in front of Lu Yifan again today.

"Spirit...... Ling'er?" Lu Yifan called softly in a hoarse and dry voice, and a faint look of doubt inevitably welled up in his eyes.

"Lu Yifan, how are you feeling now?" Han Ling'er's voice also changed from the previous gentle worry, and became hearty and a little playful, every word was just like back then, "You must be thirsty after screaming all night, so Miss Ben specially brought a pot of wine to help you moisten your throat." Saying that, Han Ling'er smiled and gently shook the wine jug in her hand a few times towards Lu Yifan.

Lu Yifan couldn't help but smile weakly when he heard this, and said weakly: "Ling'er, what's wrong with you?"

"Don't be hippie and smiley, you'd better be serious in front of Miss Ben!" Han Ling'er snorted lightly, and that cute appearance of anger made Lu Yifan suddenly feel extremely nostalgic, "Come and drink with me!"

"Ling'er, are you too tired during this time, so you want to use wine to kill your sorrows......" Lu Yifan smiled bitterly and nodded lightly, and then he reached out and gently tapped his head, which was no longer so painful, then took a deep breath and stiffened his body, holding his hands on the edge of the bed and staggering to his feet, he raised his eyes to look around at the darkness, and then looked at the shimmering sky outside the window, and said with a smile, " Drinking at this hour is something that has never been heard of in my life, and it is rare that no one will disturb me so cleanly, so today we will have a good drink with each other. โ€

After that, Lu Yifan shook his slightly weak legs and dragged his tired body towards the table step by step, when Han Ling'er saw that his weak face still showed a gentle smile, the original playful and funny look couldn't help but slowly solidify, she looked at Lu Yifan who had just sat opposite her with all her might, and her eyes couldn't help but turn red again.

"Let me smell what wine you've brought with you today. Lu Yifan didn't notice Han Ling'er's abnormality, of course, in front of Han Ling'er, he was always in an unguarded and casual state, Lu Yifan took the wine jug on the table and put it to his mouth and nose before sniffing deeply, and then shook his head and sighed with an intoxicated look, "It turned out to be osmanthus wine, mellow and soft, sweet and fragrant and not strong, it is indeed suitable for women to taste, good wine, it is indeed good wine, hehe......"

In fact, this pot of osmanthus wine was simply found by Han Linger from Xihuang Mountain, and there was no special selection, at this moment, when I heard Lu Yifan say this, I couldn't help but feel a little regretful in my heart, and secretly laughed at myself: "Since it is the last time to drink, why didn't I choose a better pot ......of wine?" It's a pity, it's a pity, it's a pity'

"Ling'er, why did you suddenly remember to ask me for a drink?" Lu Yifan put the wine jug back on the table, endured the pain in his head, and asked with a smile, "Is it because of my illness during this time?" Saying that, Lu Yifan took a closer look at Han Ling'er again with the candlelight in front of him, and said with a smile, "And your makeup today, why are you so ......?"

"So what?" Han Ling'er asked softly, she didn't want to say anything more at the moment, she just wanted to hear Lu Yifan say more about herself. Lu Yifan was a little twisted when Han Ling'er asked him like this, only to see him scratching his ears and cheeks with a tangled look, smashing his mouth again and again, and said with a wry smile: "It's really a book that I hate when I use it, and I can't find any words to describe this feeling when you ask me like this, in short, it's the kind of thing that has been lost for a long time, but it's very familiar, and it's a little out of place with you now...... Tut-tut, in short, it's that indescribable feeling......"

Hearing Lu Yifan's evaluation, Han Linger couldn't help but pretend to be angry and glared at him, and said, "Isn't it good-looking?"

"Good-looking! Of course it's good-looking!" Lu Yifan didn't hesitate anymore this time, and replied decisively, "It's so good-looking, you don't need to drink, I just see that you're about to get drunk." Lu Yifan said as he propped his head with his hands, staring straight at Han Ling'er with a pair of eyes, as if he was shaky and drunk. Seeing his appearance, Han Ling'er couldn't help but be amused and laughed out loud, and then without waiting for Lu Yifan to tease himself in a smooth tone, Han Ling'er coughed lightly twice to make herself look as serious as possible, and said, "Who wants you to see me drunk? I think your most serious illness is not your head, but this mouth that can speak well." โ€

Lu Yifan smiled when he heard this, and then he took the initiative to pick up the wine jug and poured out two glasses of wine quite casually, and smiled disappreciatively: "Since you don't let me see drunk, then let's taste the beautiful bar! Wine and beauty, I can't leave anything behind, I can't let Ling'er's kindness go to waste, right?" Saying that, Lu Yifan also took a glass of wine and said respectfully to Han Ling'er, "Miss Han, don't be angry, it was just Lu someone laughing just now, here I, a manly man, make amends to Miss Han first, I will do it first!" Listening to Lu Yifan's ridicule, the anger on Han Linger's face finally disappeared, and was replaced by a thick sadness, what a "manly tofu", a good "Miss Han", if you can really make time go back to the days of "Big Tofu" and "Big Miss", how good would it be?

Seeing the change in Han Ling'er's expression, Lu Yifan only thought that he had said something wrong, and immediately hurriedly apologized: "Okay, okay, I won't say it, I'll punish myself and make amends to Ling'er." Lu Yifan raised his glass and wanted to drink it all.

"Wait a minute!"

At the last moment, Han Linger couldn't help the tension in her heart, and suddenly opened her mouth and said, her sudden drinking stopped Lu Yifan couldn't help but be stunned, and the wine glass that had been raised in front of him also subconsciously stagnated in mid-air, seeing Lu Yifan's surprised appearance, Han Linger was worried that the truth would be exposed, so she hurriedly prevaricated and covered it up: "Yifan, don't drink it first, you only said what you had to say, but I still haven't finished speaking." โ€

Lu Yifan raised the wine glass in his hand and said with a smile: "Why don't we talk while drinking......"

"No!" Han Ling'er retorted resolutely, "You put down the wine glass first and listen to me!"

Seeing Han Ling'er's more genuine appearance, Lu Yifan couldn't help but smile bitterly, nodded and compromised: "Then you say, I'll just listen to it." He sighed softly as he spoke, and put the glass back on the table.

Seeing the sake constantly swaying in the cup, Han Ling'er's eyebrows were full of complicated feelings, her eyes were ruddy, and tears continued to condense in them, but Han Ling'er kept holding back and didn't let the tears fall.

"Ling'er?" Lu Yifan looked at Han Linger's strange appearance, although he didn't know what Han Ling'er was thinking in his heart, he could feel a deep sadness and pain in his heart, and these emotions came from Han Linger. Lu Yifan couldn't help but think back to his illness during this time, and then remembered that Han Ling'er's scars were all due to himself, and his heart suddenly felt pain like a knife, and he whispered with guilt in his eyes, "Ling'er, I'm sorry for you, it's me who wronged you, it's me who deserves to ......die."

"Yifan. Han Ling'er suddenly raised her eyes and stared at Lu Yifan tightly, choking up, "I want to ask you a question." โ€

"You say!" Lu Yifan hurriedly replied.

"Do you love me?" Han Ling'er tears rolled back and forth in her eyes, but the corners of her mouth forcibly showed a relaxed smile.

Lu Yifan was stunned for a moment when he heard this, and then nodded heavily: "Love!"

"How much love?" asked Han Ling'er again.

"I can give everything for you, including my life. Lu Yifan replied categorically, "As long as you want to do something, I will do everything I can for you." โ€

"If ......" Han Ling'er hesitated for a while, and finally said slowly with a trembling, "I said that if one day, only one person between you and me can live, and the other person may not only die, but even the soul will be destroyed, then ......"

"The one who lives must be you. Lu Yifan's eyes were also filled with tears at this moment, but his tone was still unusually firm, "Whether it is death or ashes, I will not let you bear it." โ€

Han Ling'er nodded silently and said: "Truly loving someone is not necessarily about getting him, not necessarily having him, not necessarily staying with him forever, but as long as he can live well, then everything is not important...... Yifan, you are the one who only wants to make me good......"

Looking at a crystal clear teardrop hanging from the corner of Han Linger's eyes, Lu Yifan was also moved for some reason, and said with tears and laughter: "Of course, as long as I can do it for your good, what I do is worth it......"

"What about leaving me?" Before Lu Yifan's words fell, Han Ling'er had already opened her mouth and asked, "If you leave me, you can make my life better, ...... What will you do?"

"As long as it can make you live well, I can do whatever I want. Lu Yifan said in an unquestionable tone.

Han Ling'er nodded silently, and said softly as if talking to herself: "Yes, when I was in Donghua Island, you knew that you were going to the Divine Realm to avenge your death, and you had already made a choice at that time, in order to make me no longer care about you and love you anymore, you even did not hesitate to make me hate you and make me hate you...... You've done a great job, and I've always been too selfish compared to you......"

"Ling'er, the past is over, why should you ...... Why mention it again?" I don't know if it was affected by mood swings, at this moment Lu Yifan's headache began to become more and more intense, and even his voice couldn't help but start trembling, but even so, Lu Yifan still gritted his teeth and insisted, "I promised you that I would never leave you again after I came back...... I'm sure to do what I say......"

Han Ling'er looked at Lu Yifan's painful appearance and only felt that she was in pain, she seemed to be very satisfied and nodded heavily, the tears in the corners of her eyes finally couldn't be suppressed anymore, but she was smiling very happily at the moment, crying and laughing was distressing, before Lu Yifan could say anything to comfort, Han Ling'er had already picked up the glass of wine in front of her, and said with a smile: "I, Han Ling'er, really haven't married the wrong person in my life...... I'm content! really...... You have suffered so much for me, how can I watch you disappear?" The last two sentences, Han Ling'er's voice was extremely small, and Lu Yifan had a splitting headache at the moment, and he didn't want to hear her last words clearly.

"Yifan. Han Ling'er raised her wine glass and saluted Lu Yifan, "Husband, this glass of wine will make me the first to be a lady, to thank ......" Han Ling'er couldn't cry at the moment, and her tears couldn't stop flowing, but she was still smiling, choking and laughing intermittently, "Thank you for your love for me......"

"Ling'er, you ......"

Without waiting for Lu Yifan, who was frowning, to figure out the reason, Han Ling'er had already drunk the osmanthus wine in the cup, and when she put down the wine glass again, her face was full of tears, but her smile was extremely charming.

"Ling'er, my head hurts a little...... Lu Yifan endured a headache, picked up the wine glass with difficulty and saluted Han Ling'er slightly, and quickly said, "After drinking this glass, you will go out first, I don't want to and must not hurt ......you again" Saying that, under Han Ling'er's tearful and silly gaze, Lu Yifan covered his head with one hand and held the wine glass with the other, and poured a glass of wine into his stomach with a pour on his back.

When Han Ling'er saw Lu Yifan swallow a glass of wine, the smile on his face could no longer bloom, and at the same time, a howl of extreme pain instantly covered everything in the room.

It's also strange to say, when Lu Yifan drank this glass of wine, his originally painful and dark head suddenly eased a lot, Lu Yifan was first happy in his heart, and then suddenly heard Han Ling'er's cry, his expression immediately changed, and he hurriedly asked: "Ling'er, what's wrong with you? Did I do something wrong again? Did I scare you again just now?"

"Yifan...... I'm sorry...... I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"

Han Linger cried so much that she almost lost her breath, and in the face of Lu Yifan's repeated questions, her answer was only the three words "I'm sorry".

Lu Yifan was at a loss, anxious and worried in his heart, and hurriedly asked: "Ling'er, you are not sorry for me, I am sorry for you...... Don't you want to be like this, okay?Beware of crying and breaking your body......" As he spoke, Lu Yifan had already flashed to Han Ling'er's side, gently hugged her into his arms from behind, his lips and teeth were close to Han Linger's ear, and he continued to comfort him softly, "Ling'er, it's okay...... It's all gone......"

In the face of Lu Yifan's comfort, Han Linger shook her head again and again, turned around and grabbed Lu Yifan's arm with tears in her eyes, and said grief-stricken: "Yifan, I'm sorry, we're going to die......"

"What?" Han Ling'er's words made Lu Yifan shocked, he looked at Han Ling'er in surprise, and said with a dry smile, "Ling'er, what are you talking nonsense......

"I've met Lord Impermanence. Without waiting for Lu Yifan to finish speaking, Han Ling'er suddenly spoke, and at the same time, a trace of red blood began to spill out of her mouth and nose, which frightened Lu Yifan and hurriedly blocked it with his hands, but it seemed that the more it was blocked, the more overflowing, it was not under his control at all, "He has already told me everything......

"Ling'er, what are you talking about? Lu Yifan was already frightened into the six gods, he desperately waved his hand and pressed back and forth between Han Linger's mouth and nose, trying to suppress the continuous outflow of blood, but in an instant, Han Ling'er was already bleeding from the seven orifices, Lu Yifan was in a hurry, but it was difficult for Gu Dong to Gu Xi, he wanted to wave his palm to convey the power of the underworld for Han Ling'er to continue his life, but when his palm was attached to Han Linger's back, he suddenly found that Han Ling'er at this moment was actually broken in the meridians, and the five organs were integrated, and he could no longer absorb half of the external force, looking at the dying Ling'er in his arms, Lu Yifan cried bitterly, and shouted again and again, "Ling'er, it's okay! You must be fine! I will save you, I will definitely save you......"

"Yifan...... I put the Nine Transformations Resting Pill given by Lord Impermanence in the wine, and he said that this is the only way to get you out of the sea of suffering......" Han Ling'er weakly stroked Lu Yifan's cheek, gently wiped his tears for him, and said softly, "Yifan, you can't be wiped out for us, you will become the Lord of the Underworld in the future, that is the great future that truly belongs to you, and I can't be the woman who binds you......"

"Impermanence!" Lu Yifan was furious when he heard this, he looked up to the sky and roared, two lines of blood and tears slowly flowed down the corners of his eyes, "I want to kill you, I will kill you......"

"Yifan, a thought of good and evil, you must ...... Don't go astray...... This is my last ...... to you Final Request...... Promise me, okay?" Han Ling'er stared at Lu Yifan with a painful expression, her eyes full of reluctance and love, "Promise me ......"

"Ling'er......" Lu Yifan cried so much that he hugged Han Ling'er tightly, his helpless appearance was like a child who had lost his mother's protection, extremely pitiful, "I promise you...... I promise you Ling'er...... Don't you go...... I promise you everything...... I beg you not to go...... Impermanence, I beg you, I don't want anything...... You give me back my spirit......"

"Yifan......" Han Ling'er heard Lu Yifan's personal promise, the corners of her mouth finally overflowed with a smile of relief, she closed her eyes slightly tiredly, and said softly in an inaudible weak voice, "Let me go...... There is a difference between you and me, man and God, and now you must let go to break free from the bondage of the earth...... Let it go......"

"No......" Compared with Han Ling'er's words, Lu Yifan was hugging tighter and tighter at the moment, and he looked up to the sky helplessly and shouted, "I won't let it go...... Even if you die, you won't let ......"

"Boom! Click!"

At this moment, a thunder suddenly sounded in the dim sky, and then the black clouds and heavy rain tilted down to instantly cover Lu Yifan's cry, and Lu Yifan only felt that his headache became more and more intense in the thunder, he only felt that there seemed to be thousands of insects and ants in his head at the moment, and the severe pain made his whole body tremble violently, the pain made him numb so that his limbs gradually began to lose consciousness, Lu Yifan wanted to use his last strength to hug the dying Han Ling'er, but his arms became more and more weak without obeying the call, the more he gritted his teeth and approached Han Ling'er, the heart-rending headache was violent againใ€‚

"Yifan, let it go!" Han Ling'er cried with the last bit of strength, "Let it go!"

"No......" Lu Yifan's eyes were blood-red and glared at the roof, and the green tendons on his forehead burst out and even a trace of blood had oozed out, but even so, he still refused to let go.

"Everything in the way of heaven is fate, how can you be persisted in one thought? This place does not belong to you, let me go!"

The sound of impermanence suddenly sounded in mid-air, and then I saw a purple light and lightning directly break through the roof and hit Lu Yifan's heavenly spirit cover, Lu Yifan only felt that his body was in great pain as if it was burned by fire, and when he leaned over to look at it, he saw that his body was gradually dissipating into the void, first his hands, feet, and then his arms. legs, and then to the body, and finally Lu Yifan's body began to flutter towards the sky, he desperately struggled to lean over and stare at Han Ling'er who was lying in the room, and at this moment Han Ling'er was also trying to stare at him affectionately with his eyes open.

Finally, the two of them became more and more separated, and Lu Yifan's body slowly dissipated between the thunder and rainstorm, and also disappeared into Han Ling'er's eyes at the same time. And just when Lu Yifan's body dissipated, Han Ling'er finally swallowed her last breath, and the smile on the corner of her mouth had not fully bloomed, and the whole person had lost her complete vitality, and in her eyes, Lu Yifan's appearance remained until death, and she would never, never forget.

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hesitated for a long time, but still chose the ending originally envisaged, although it was a remnant flower, but it also had a charm. Tomorrow "The Legend of the Soul" will usher in the final finale, thank you again for your continued support and love in the past two years, for which the scholar is sincerely afraid and grateful. Flowers bloom, spring to autumn, I only wish to live up to the unforgettable time with you. Bye-thanks, bye-thanks!

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