0538 Live with Understanding

The wind is whistling in my ears, and the white clouds are flying in front of me. ?

Xingtian didn't know where the so-called Supreme Battlefield was, so he could only let the empress drag him through the void.

Maybe it's a moment, maybe it's longer.

In short, in a trance, the empress had already pulled him to the ground.

A huge altar appeared in front of them, still the kind of cloud-piercing platform made of a blood-colored spar that the punishment heaven could not recognize at all, there was a door on the platform, and the six big characters of "for my human race Yongchang" were suppressed on the door, and the altar that he had just seen was exactly the same, but the strange thing was that the black gas on this altar was almost devouring those blood-colored spars.

The ominous aura pervades the body in all directions, making the body chill, it is the breath that is completely opposite to the peace of life, heralding unpredictable death and the turmoil that pervades the world!

But all living beings will instinctively reject this breath!

Even the land was eroded by extreme intensity, taking on an eerie dark red color, radiating from the altar to the surrounding area, and finally dyeing the entire land within a kilometer radius with this dull and depressing hue.

The ominous smell is stronger than ever!

Even a tenacious person like Xingtian had an inexplicable sense of depression when he stopped here, looking up at the altar eroded by the black qi, he knew that this should be the place where the Supreme Battlefield was suppressed, the former forbidden area of life, and the current lost space, all made that territory full of mystery, and people couldn't help but speculate.

Suddenly, a delicate and clean hand grabbed Xingtian's fist-clenched hand, but it was the empress who walked up.

At this moment, the empress no longer had the posture of dominating the world, she looked at Xingtian cautiously, and wanted to raise her other hand to touch Xingtian's cheek several times, but finally held back and asked tentatively: "Are you angry?"

Xing Tian was silent.

"You're really angry. ”

The corners of the empress's mouth lifted a trace of bitterness: "There are some things I don't tell you to protect you, and that's taboo, don't say it to anyone!"

"Understandable. ”

Xing Tian smiled, quietly withdrew his hand, looked at the empress's cheeks, which became a little pale in an instant, and respectfully saluted the empress: "Although I don't know why, but you are very good to me, how big is life, except for those younger brothers and sisters who believe in me unconditionally, as well as the grandfather who is obviously wise and terrible but can only struggle and wander in the tide of fate, and Luo Ying, a stupid woman who knows that she has no heart and lungs to be good to me, you are the fourth person who is not qualified to be good to me."

Of course, you may also have the conditions, but it is not yet time to bring it up, and when you do, I can't refuse. ”

"I didn't!"

The empress interrupted Xingtian impatiently: "I really don't have any intentions for you. ”

"Okay, then I know, please forgive me for always being suspicious, no way, although the world I live in is not as high as the world you are in, but please believe that if it is really about cannibalism, my world is more blatant than your world, and it is more unscrupulous, in order to live, I have to keep an eye on everything, and I can't help but feel that strangers who are inexplicably good to themselves must have intentions. ”

Xingtian shrugged his shoulders, his tone was a little helpless, but in an instant, all the different colors converged, looked at the empress very seriously, and said word by word: " I am very grateful for what you have done for me, your kindness to me is something that others have never given, even if I am not used to it, even if I instinctively reject this kind of feeling that makes me a little afraid, but I am not a white-eyed wolf, nor is I a mad dog that bites people when I see them, I know your kindness, and I know how good it is, you are really good to me, and I may not be able to repay my cheap life if I am fine, so I am not qualified to hate you, and you don't have to mind. ”

Saying this, Xingtian's lips moved: "However, I haven't learned how to love you." ”

“......”

The empress's face was pale!

I'm not in a position to hate you, but ...... I haven't learned how to love you either!

Hearing these words in her ears, her heart was like thousands of needles pricking, and she was a little suffocated in pain!

It seems that Xingtian is justifying that he is not angry, and seems to be explaining her, but in fact...... It has long been rejected from thousands of miles away!

"You're really angry!"

The empress's tone was resolute: "I know you're angry at me for refusing to sue you for those bloody altars. ”

Xing Tian glanced at the empress very seriously, knowing that this woman had bitten to death, and no matter how much he said, he would be blind, so he simply admitted it, spread his hands, and said: "Okay, I admit it, you see through me, I am indeed a little angry." ”

"But, it's only a little bit!"

"In fact, no matter who this kind of thing is put on, there will be a little bit of dissatisfaction, and I am in between that kind of situation!"

“......”

The empress explained weakly: "I'm really doing it for your good. ”

"I know!"

Xingtian's tone suddenly became heavier, and a trace of tyranny flashed in his eyes: "Yes, all of you are for my good, but everyone doesn't tell me why!"

At the beginning, the grandfather who loved and protected me for 20 years was like this, sacrificing himself for me with a gourd, and brought a belly of secrets into the coffin!

The old man is the same, shouting that the chosen one should do this and that for this world, but he doesn't tell me why!

Sometimes I fucking want to ask, why?

Why should Lao Tzu be at the mercy of others? Why do you never give Lao Tzu a chance to choose? Why do you inexplicably say that I am the chosen one of Lao Shizi, and then abuse Lao Tzu without explanation, and finally tell Lao Tzu to remember that he has a common heart!

I'm going to fuck the people!

This world, the fate of this dog's day, those so-called common people, have never been kind to Lao Tzu, why should Lao Tzu shed blood for them?

Is it because Lao Tzu is the most unlucky of all living beings?

That's right, I deserved Lao Tzu to be unlucky, and I didn't do it with a good person, but I was dragged by that stupid family to go to the east and west, and finally I was stunned to make Lao Tzu a monster who is not as good as a monster that is not human, not a ghost, and a beast, and you probably think that I am pitiful and different to love me so much, right?"

"Domineering love, love that Lao Tzu can't refuse even if he wants to! Because you have big fists, you want to love me, and if I don't accept it, you will beat me!"

The negative feelings that Xing Tian suppressed in his heart suddenly broke out, his eyes showed a strange pale red, and he said hatefully: "It's a pity that you will never know and will not consider that your love bothers me very much!"

Because you like to hide, because you like the mysterious ways of God, so I don't know what is going on, I have paid a heavy enough price for this painful fate and life, but I don't understand what I am living for. ”

I've paid a heavy enough price for this painful fate and life, but I don't understand why I'm alive......

The moment Xingtian's words came out, the empress burst into tears!

The empress cried, cried groundlessly, without hysterical and mournful screams, but the tears came down like a flood that opened the floodgates.

She couldn't imagine what kind of person she had been through to say such a thing.

"No, not what you think. ”

The empress shook her head vigorously: "There are many things that I really can't sue you, sue you and you will die, there are too many secrets in you, even I can't figure it out, I can't see it clearly, I tried to see it, and it ended up provoking the light of heavenly punishment!"

You won't understand what that means!

The secret of your body is feared even by the heavens!!

It doesn't allow others to see these secrets, and when the time is not right, whoever wants to spy on it will ruin it, even yourself!

You're still too weak after all, and you can't afford real turmoil and catastrophe at all......"

“......”

"I've never been afraid of death, from the moment I just learned to walk, just picked up a knife, and cut the neck of an unarmed mortal sent by the Xuanwu family, I knew that I would definitely suffer retribution, this world is like this, the murderer pays for his life, this is the rule of heaven, so no one has been able to ask about eternal life so far. ”

Xing Tian smiled astringently: "Actually, for me, as long as I can realize my lifelong wish, then I am willing to die." ”

"In my life, I have three wishes!"

"One, find out what kind of monster I am, well, it seems like you don't want to admit that I'm a monster, but it's a fact, anyone who looks at me and I'm a real mongrel. I just want to know why I'm like this, even if I can't fight against Yiqiē, but at least I have to figure out who harmed Lao Tzu, right? Lao Tzu has always wanted to be a person for a day since he was a child, but they can't even be a person for a day, I can't even be a person for a day if I don't find out who they are, I won't be blind if I don't find out who they are, of course, the Xuanwu family must be one, but I think they are just clowns who jump off the beam, and there are others who harm Lao Tzu. ”

"Second, stepping on the Xuanwu family, you may also know this, but what you don't know is that when I was four or five years old, I had this kind of mind when they forced me to cut the throat of the first person with a knife, and I was thinking at that time, you must not fucking let Lao Tzu turn over, otherwise how will you let me cut other people's throats today, how will Lao Tzu cut your throat when he turns over, and even children want to run, because Lao Tzu is also a child, but you have no mercy, and you don't treat me with humanity!"

"Third, I just hope that while I still have a breath, I can slaughter all the guys who may hurt my brother, my relatives, and women, and do whatever it takes!"

"You see, in fact, my requirements are not high at all, as long as these three points can be achieved, Lao Tzu can die right now!

Unfortunately, the only prerequisite for achieving these three points is to understand !!

Live clearly, know why you live!"

“......”

Xingtian is not a person who talks a lot, but today he is chattering endlessly, this breath has been held for too long, and the empress is just an opportunity to excite him, so he broke out all of a sudden.

It's just that the empress calmed down strangely, and after listening patiently, she seemed to have finally made a decision, gritted her teeth and said: "Well, since you want to know so much, I decided to selectively let you know some, of course, it is selective, as long as it can threaten your life, I still won't answer, I won't answer if you hate me to death!"

"You don't care about your life, but, I care!"

The Empress added.

Xing Tian was stunned for a moment, and then his face twitched: "For example......

What the hell is the bloody altar and the so-called catastrophe, you still won't answer, will you?"

"You're such a smart kid!"

The empress said softly, "I believe you know how to advance and retreat. ”

Xing Tian smiled bitterly, and his smile was a little difficult......

Knowing advance and retreat, what a powerless three words, like a threat, made him hold his breath and continue to walk on his life road deformously.

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