In Wuqi Middle School, Li Shuchong and Qin Wen stood opposite each other. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

Li Shuchong asked bitterly, "Why? Why are you alienating me? Could it be that I did something wrong?"

Seeing Li Shuchong's painful appearance, Qin Wen felt very uncomfortable, she hesitated for a moment, and said thoughtfully: "Shu Chong, you are a good person, you are so good in all aspects now, and you will be even better in the future, I don't think I am worthy of you." ”

Li Shuchong said eagerly: "Since you think I am good, why do you want to alienate me and reject me? I swear, no matter what I look like in the future, I will not change my mind about you." ”

Qin Wen saw that Li Shuchong didn't seem to understand the meaning of the "good guy card", so she had to continue: "Look, your martial arts are so high, and now you are one of the richest people in the local area, I am afraid that others will gossip behind my back, saying that I have taken a fancy to your money." ”

"The mouth grows on others, we can't care about it, Qin Wen, I just want you to be with me. ”

"Shu Chong, we think about different issues, no matter what, we will still be friends in the future. ”

Li Shuchong understood the meaning of this sentence and said: "No, I don't want to be a girlfriend, I just want you to be my girlfriend." ”

"Shu Chong, let's calm down and think about it carefully, we may not be suitable together. ”

"Qin Wen, why do you think like this? When we were alone together a few days ago, didn't we feel very good? I was a little busy during this time, and I may have neglected your feelings, I admit that I was wrong, and I will correct it later, okay?"

"This is not the point of the problem, the point is that our concepts are very different! If we live together, there will be irreconcilable contradictions in the future. Qin Wen was forced to be helpless and expressed her concerns.

"We're happy together every day, aren't we?"

"Shu Chong, this is completely different. As an ordinary friend, I will applaud some of your actions, but if we are together in the future, if you still do this, I will criticize you, oppose you, and stop you, often like this, there will be a lot of contradictions between the two people, and it will be very painful at that time, so it is better to calm down and think clearly. ”

Li Shuchong was a little confused, he didn't expect that he would be rejected by Qin Wen, he thought about it and said, "Are you saying that I have a problem with my life?"

"Shu Chong, I think you're a little too idealistic. ”

"Don't be afraid that I won't be able to withstand the blow, just say it. Do you think some of my ideas and practices are too naïve?"

Qin Wen didn't speak, which was equivalent to acquiescence.

Li Shuchong said bitterly: "It doesn't matter what others think of me, I can't imagine that you also think I'm naïve and naïve." Yes, I admit that my ideas are a bit unrealistic in the eyes of others, and some of my practices will be praised desperately by others in front of me and laughed at me behind my back. ”

Li Shuchong sighed, and then said: "Over the years, there have been economic leaders everywhere, everything is looking at money, morality is slipping, faith is lacking, the vast majority of people have become self-centered, utilitarian and realistic, many people can give up their dignity, they can give up their principles, and they can give up the bottom line for money...... I understand all of this, and there is no problem with my IQ. However, when I have strong strength, why can't I pursue another way of life? It is precisely because there are too many utilitarian people in society that it is all the more necessary for me to rebuild Changnan Academy, and use the blood, backbone, pride, and chivalry of the traditional virtues of the Chinese nation to cleanse the worldly servility, selfish desires, greed, and copper stench. ”9

Qin Wen said: "I also know these truths, but these should be things that great men and saints should do, I am just a mortal person, I don't want to live with a saint for a lifetime, I am afraid that I can't bear that pressure." ”

Li Shuchong knew that Qin Wen was very assertive, and felt that it was difficult to convince her for the time being, so it was better to calm down and talk about it later. "Okay, Qin Wen, let's be friends first, please give me two years to prove myself, I believe in my choice, I will definitely get your approval." ”

Qin Wen said noncommittally: "We are all very young, no one can predict what will happen in the future, let's study hard now, do a good job in the academy, and talk about it in two years." ”

The heavy blow made Li Shuchong a little breathless, he looked at Qin Wen's familiar pretty face, and gradually felt a little out of reach, and his mind was full of one sentence: "I'm out of love." ”

Qin Wen tried to comfort Li Shuchong, but she was afraid that he would be wrong, it seemed that Gao Ling would not be able to go today. The two of them left Wuqi Middle School silently, but Li Shuchong still insisted on going to Gaoling and asked Qin Wen to help him go to the neighborhood to inquire about the tenant of Wuqi Middle School. Qin Wen got on the electric car and went to Xiaogang Village in front of her to inquire about the news, Li Shuchong waved goodbye to her, looked at the beloved girl quietly, and slowly left him......

I don't know when, tears overflowed from Li Shuchong's eyes, flowing across his face and lips. There was a faint bitterness in his mouth, and there seemed to be a song in his ears:

I'm going to control myself,

I won't let anyone see me crying.

Pretend to be indifferent to you,

I don't want to think of you,

Blame yourself for not having the courage.

Heartache so much that I can't breathe,

I can't find the traces you left behind,

Looking at you,

But there is nothing they can do,

Let you disappear to the end of the world......

Li Shuchong pushed the electric car and left the gate of Wuqi Middle School in a daze. The true image of the lyrics, the heart, when it hurts, it seems that a huge stone is pressed on the chest, and it is so heavy that you can't breathe.

Li Shuchong's mind was full of Qin Wen's pretty face and figure, either frowning or smiling, sitting or standing. He pushed the cart mechanically, walking aimlessly and dejectedly. He was also constantly blaming himself in his heart: "Why do you want to do those thankless stupid things? After a while, he persuaded himself: "A good man stands up to the sky, why does a husband have no wife?" but soon fell into boundless thoughts.

Li Shuchong suddenly remembered Zhang Danfeng, a white horse scholar in "Ping's Tracer Film", he was more depressed than himself. He fell deeply in love with the "little brother" Yun Lei, but the two families of Yun Lei and Zhang Danfeng have a national hatred and family hatred that they have formed for decades, and they are also extremely painful when they are separated. Zhang Danfeng, who is known as a Confucian hero, "is also crazy and chivalrous, a true celebrity, can sing and cry and vulgar", and can say freely and freely when parting: "You will be sad when you meet, I will be sad if you don't meet, you are not as sad as me, little brother, go, go!" But why can't I be so free?

Li Shuchong was so tired that he couldn't walk, so he simply parked the electric car on the side of the road and walked towards the river not far away......