Speak from your heart

First of all!

Bow down! Apologize!

To those lovely book friends who have read this book, collected, recommended, and supported nine--- I make you feel cold, I'm so sorry!

It's been more than a year since the end of this book, and I've thought about and done a lot in the past year. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

Don't be blind and ridiculous self-confidence and expectation of pie in the sky.

As for the books I talked about in the past few years, I am not afraid of everyone's jokes, except for the original "Horizontal Knife" sold the copyright and got some small manuscript fees, and the latter is really nothing.

Originally, Jiu still fantasized about making some money to support his family with this "Warcraft" or something.

Hehe!

The reality is really cruel.

Of course, Nine definitely didn't mean to blame anyone. If you have to complain, then you can only blame Jiu yourself, you want to get something for nothing, thinking that you can hide from the world.

At the end of the book, Nine originally wanted to open a new book immediately after.

However, graduation was imminent. I really can't make time. It's put on hold. After that, I walked out of school and joined the work. I thought I could prepare a new book with peace of mind. But for some reasons, I decided to resign and find a new one. In this way, the plan is in vain. had to delay the plan at this time.

After the Spring Festival in 2012, Jiu didn't think about anything and followed a buddy to the sea.

However, at this time, the sea had already changed, and it took nearly a month to get a job.

After settling down, it was probably in June that I had the idea of opening a book again, and I wrote two or three beginnings in this book.

However, I caught up with the school to get the certificate, and when I returned again, I looked at what I said before, it was miserable, and I had no choice but to put it on hold again.

In the months that followed, Jiuyi repeatedly wanted to open a book.

But, really, for some reason, I always think too much and worry too much in my heart. It hasn't been opened for a long time. There was a time when I was even more suspicious of myself.

Am I really fit to write a novel?!

On this doubt, I was sleepy for more than half a year, until recently, I saw a sentence:

"People live their lives, and they always have to do something that interests them. ”

In an instant, the doubts that had been bothering Nine disappeared. I have been reborn repeatedly, and I feel relaxed.

What am I worried about, what am I afraid of?

Afraid of losing?!

But......

I was poor and had nothing but time. Even if I lose, what can I lose!

Tossing and turning, I understood, understood, and grew up.

The desire to write a book, to show the story in my heart and the world in my head, constantly urges Jiu--- to open books and open books!

Hehehe!

Isn't it ridiculous.

But it's true.

For the first two books, Nine doesn't want to say anything now, and for the reason of those two books, Nine once thought about opening the vest and starting over.

However, in the end, I gave up.

There's no need for that.

A new book is a new beginning.

My thoughts are a little chaotic, and I am a little upside down, so I still don't talk about it. Let's talk about it later!

As for the new book, it is being prepared, if nothing else, it will probably be opened in a few days at the end of the month!