Chapter 795: What is Love?
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"Ling'er, have you finally forgiven me? Do you know that I have been thinking about you all the time in the days when I was separated from you, even though I have thousands of words, I don't know who to say to them, only seeing you can make me feel at ease. ”
On a wilderness, Lu Yifan's slightly blurred figure quietly appeared in front of Han Ling'er, which made Han Ling'er, who was looking around in a daze, first stunned, and then a touch of indescribable joy surged into her heart, she walked towards Lu Yifan excitedly, and said urgently as she walked: "Yifan, I don't blame you...... I've never blamed you...... I didn't say goodbye because I was immersed in the pain of losing my child, but since I left, I haven't thought about you for a day, and I haven't been thinking about you for a moment...... Yifan, since you and I separated, I can only pretend to be calm in front of outsiders, in fact, every time I am alone, my heart hurts like a knife, I think you think of forgetting everything, even forgetting who you are, I think you don't want to do anything, don't want to say anything, I can't see you can only immerse myself in your thoughts......"
"Ling'er, don't say it again, I understand all your feelings, you said that you think I forgot everything, why am I not like this?" Lu Yifan's appearance finally became clear in front of Han Ling'er's eyes, their eyes were full of tears, they couldn't help themselves, they looked at each other affectionately, carefully examined each other's every hair, every expression, as if they wanted to make up for the pain of parting at this moment.
"Yifan!" Han Ling'er looked at Lu Yifan and suddenly frowned, hurriedly grabbed Lu Yifan's arms, and said urgently, "You don't want to go to the Jinghai God Clan to take revenge, okay? You alone are not their opponents, you must not do such stupid things, okay? Let Liu Sandao and Ji Yuan help you, let your father and master help you, and let all the masters of the Five Domains come to help you together, don't go your own way, don't take risks alone, okay?"
In the face of Han Ling'er's urgent plea, Lu Yifan's eyes showed a look of distress and pity, he slowly reached out and gently stroked Han Ling'er's cheek, helped her take care of the slightly messy strands of green silk next to her cheek, and chuckled softly: "Ling'er, I really hate to kill myself when I see your haggard appearance, blame me for always doing something that worries you......"
"Yifan!" Han Ling'er shook her head desperately nonchalantly, and at the same time, her Qianqianyu hand was also gently pressed against the back of Lu Yifan's hand, biting her lower lip lightly, as if she was trying her best to suppress the tears that were about to break the embankment, and her crying laughter still sounded so moving, "Don't be so stupid, don't always think about others, okay? If you have something, what should I do? You can do what you want, but the premise is that you must bring me with you, okay?" What I fear most is not dying with you, but living alone after losing you......"
Looking at Han Ling'er's pear blossom with rain and Chu Chu's moving appearance, Lu Yifan's eyes were suddenly blurred by tears, he gently hugged Han Ling'er into his arms, gently held her soft and boneless waist with his left hand, and slowly stroked Han Linger's three thousand green silk with his right hand, and said softly: "Ling'er, because I have too many people leaving, father, mother, Lu Jun, Wencai, Luo Xiu, Mr. Yan...... There are too many to count. I can't let people die because of me anymore, not a single one...... My dear ones are now left with little to spare, and you ...... It's all I'm ...... I want you to live, live well, live no matter what happens......"
"I want to be with you and never be separated again!" Han Ling'er hugged Lu Yifan tightly with her backhand, buried her head deep into Lu Yifan's strong chest, and sobbed silently, "No matter what happens, I will be with you, we will not be separated for a day, we will not be separated for a moment, you promise me, please promise me......"
"Silly girl, how could I not agree to you?" Lu Yifan sniffed Han Ling'er's intoxicating fragrance and said affectionately, "We will never be separated again, we will be together for eternity and eternity......"
"Really?" Hearing Lu Yifan's promise, Han Ling'er finally burst into tears, she raised her head slightly and looked straight at Lu Yifan with a pair of big teary eyes, her eyes were full of affection, "Yifan, do you know? I have waited for this day for too long, although I have only been separated from you for a short year, but this year seems like a lifetime to me...... I always dream of this scene in my dreams, but every time I wake up, the feeling of gaining and losing makes me worse than death! I don't care, even if it's a dream this time, I'm going to keep doing it, and I'll never ......wake up."
"Ling'er, I promise you that we will stay together forever, but you have to wait for me to finish the last thing, let me have the last grievance between the Shenyuan God Clan and the Jinghai God Clan. Lu Yifan suddenly said.
Han Ling'er was stunned when she heard this, and then she slowly pushed away Lu Yifan's embrace with a frown, and looked straight at Lu Yifan in confusion, only to see that Lu Yifan's face at this moment no longer had the slightest affection and sweetness just now, replaced by an unshakable resoluteness.
"Yifan, you just promised me......"
"Ling'er, there are some things I have to solve, otherwise I won't be willing even if I hide with you in the deep mountains and old forests for the rest of my life!" Lu Yifan's expression at the moment was the stubbornness that Han Ling'er hated the most. Han Ling'er shook her head again and again: "You are not like this, you are not like this just now......"
"Ling'er, this time I have no choice, I must go!" Lu Yifan began to slowly retreat as he spoke. Han Ling'er was reluctant to step forward and reach out to grab Lu Yifan, but at this moment, she suddenly found that her legs were not obedient at all, and she was so anxious that her feet were always standing in place and motionless.
"Yifan, don't go! Don't go! I beg you not to leave me......" Han Ling'er cried and waved her hands desperately forward, but in the face of her reluctance, Lu Yifan's figure retreated farther and farther, and his appearance gradually became blurred. Han Ling'er was overwhelmed with grief and cried urgently, "If you want to leave, take me with you!" Yifan, you come back and take me with you......
In Han Ling'er's bitter crying, in the distance, around Lu Yifan, black lightning suddenly emerged like a steel knife, and then a sharp and cruel voice suddenly sounded from mid-air: "Shentian'er, today the deity is going to avenge the murder of the son, I want you to pay for your blood debt!"
With a roar, I saw thousands of black lightning bolts piercing through Lu Yifan's body in the distance like ten thousand arrows piercing his heart, and under the attack of these lightnings, Lu Yifan's whole person must have turned into a blood gourd, and his body was interspersed with thousands of holes and bleeding from the lightning.
Seeing Lu Yifan, who was covered in blood and dying, slowly fall down in front of him, Han Ling'er was in pain, and her heart-rending cry resounded in this wilderness that she had never seen before.
"Yifan, you can't die...... Yifan...... Yifan ......"
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"Boom! Click!"
A bolt of lightning pierced the sky, and then a thunderclap woke up Han Ling'er from her sleep. I saw her sit up from the bed abruptly with sweat, her face was full of sweat and tears, and she kept calling Lu Yifan's name in her mouth while opening her eyes.
"Bang, bang!"
Suddenly, a hurried knock sounded outside the cabin, and then Liu Zitang's worried voice came in: "Miss Han, what's wrong with you?"
Han Ling'er, who was sitting on the bed in a daze, looked around at the things around him left and right with a blank face, the cabin that was swaying slightly, surrounded by a familiar and unfamiliar arrangement, and gradually regained consciousness, Han Ling'er finally came to his senses, he was not in any wilderness, but on the big boat that broke the waves in the sea, on the way back to the holy land from Donghua Island. And everything just now was not reality, it was just a dream she had.
"I didn't ...... It's okay......" Han Ling'er gently wiped the sweat on her forehead and the tears from the corners of her eyes, and replied breathlessly, "It's just a nightmare......"
"Squeak!"
With a soft sound, the wooden door of the cabin was pushed open, and then Liu Zitang, who was pale, walked in slowly with a cup of hot tea. Liu Zitang walked to Han Ling'er's bed and sat down, carefully fed her a few sips of hot tea, and said with sad eyes: "Miss Han, did you have that nightmare again?"
Han Ling'er took the teacup by herself, and nodded slowly while stabilizing her mind.
Liu Zitang sighed and said: "It has been seven days since we left Donghua Island, and you have had the same nightmare almost every night for these seven days, how can you rest well? You see that your face is even more haggard than yesterday. Saying that, Liu Zitang also took out a handkerchief from his sleeve and gently wiped the tears on Han Linger's cheeks that had not yet dried up.
"Zitang, do you think I'm stupid?" Han Ling'er asked absentmindedly, "I grew up with Yifan's childhood sweetheart, how could I not know what he was like?" But the last time he said those heartless words to me on Donghua Island, I didn't even think about it and believed that he had changed, and I even got angry with him and complained about him...... Am I stupid to even hate him? Am I not qualified to be a lady?"
"The old man in our village once said that no matter how smart a woman is, when she meets the man she loves, she will become the stupidest and dumbest fool in the world, Miss Han, you don't have to mind what happened last time. Liu Zitang comforted softly, "The reason why you resent Brother Tian is precisely because you care too much about him. It is precisely because you care that he loves him that you can't help but lose your mind and act only with your own feelings. ”
Hearing Liu Zitang's words, Han Ling'er's pale face finally showed a smile, she reached out to hold Liu Zitang's hand, and said softly: "Although you are younger than me, you know more things than me." Zitang, no wonder Ji Yuan Xie Yun They all said that you have a pure temperament, even Yifan praised you for being a kind and simple good girl, and now I realize that you are really kind and simple. You always listen to the experience of the village elders, but you don't know that the world is complicated, and many truths sound easy, but it is really difficult to follow them. ”
"Miss Han......"
"But don't you follow my example, thinking too many simple things too complicated, and the result is to shoot yourself in the foot. Han Ling'er smiled bitterly, "Compared to you, I'm really a stupid, stupid and smart fool." ”
Seeing Han Ling'er so self-assured, Liu Zitang couldn't help but have a sour nose, she held Han Linger's hand with her backhand, shook her head again and again, and said: "Miss Han, in fact, I am neither kind nor simple, on the contrary, I am actually a very despicable woman......
Liu Zitang's words made Han Ling'er stunned, she looked at Liu Zitang who was about to fall tears, and couldn't help but gently rub her forehead, and smiled: "Silly girl, what are you talking about......
"It's true!" Liu Zitang didn't dare to continue to bear the favor from Han Linger, she suddenly broke free of Han Linger's hand and quickly stood up, and said frankly with tears in her eyes, "Actually, I ...... I...... I went to see him late the night before Brother Tian said goodbye......"
Han Ling'er was slightly stunned, and she was not in a hurry to ask, but quietly looked at Liu Zitang, whose face was red and white, as if she was waiting for her to continue.
"I'm actually going to find Brother Tian...... It's to show him his heart......" Liu Zitang bit his lower lip lightly, and said in a slurred voice, "I know that Miss Han, you and Brother Tian have long been a match made in heaven, but in fact, I did it when I didn't know Brother Tian's true identity...... Only...... I'm already in love with him......"
In the face of Liu Zitang's confession, Han Linger was still silent.
"That night, I went to look for Brother Tian, but I found that Brother Tian was holding the letter written to you and staring at the candle flame in a daze, and even his finger was burned and he didn't know ......" Liu Zitang plucked up his courage and said, "At that time, I already knew that I would never be able to replace Miss Han's position in Brother Tian's heart, Brother Tian has a deep affection for you, but he only treats me as a sister...... But I really don't want to see him so sad, Miss Han, do you know? Brother Tian has hardly been really happy without you, especially on the day of their wedding on the first day of October, what I saw from Brother Tian's eyes was envy and loneliness in addition to blessings, I don't want Brother Tian to touch the scene, and I don't want him to be immersed in the pain of lovesickness all the time...... So...... So I ...... So I took off my skirt in front of Brother Tian that night, hoping that I could replace Miss Han and you serve Brother Tian, even if it was only for one night......"
Liu Zitang's words were said to be at this point, and the person had already knelt down in front of Han Ling'er, bowed his head and admitted his mistake: "Miss Han, I know that Brother Tian is your husband, I am tantamount to seducing Brother Tian by doing this, I am a shameless vixen, I don't expect you to forgive me, I just want to tell you that I am not as simple and kind as you think, in fact, I am a bad woman......
Han Linger stood up slowly and silently, reached out without saying a word to help Liu Zitang, who was full of guilt, and pulled her to the edge of the bed and sat down despite Liu Zitang's prevarication. Han Ling'er looked at Liu Zitang with a complicated expression, brushed her sleeves to wipe the tears from the corners of her eyes, and said softly: "Zitang, you are too stupid." ”
"Miss Han, I ......"
"Needless to say, I'm also a woman, why don't I understand your intentions?" Han Ling'er smiled, "As a man, Yifan does have too many things to attract us women. It also happened that you met him at the beginning of your love, it is human nature that you like him, you are willing to wronged yourself for him, I, Han Ling'er, not only can't see the slightest meanness, but can only see your kindness. You don't have to apologize to me, I should say thank you to thank you for taking good care of him, caring for him, and even loving him in the days I left. ”
"Miss Han, in fact, nothing happened to me and Brother Tian that night, and he didn't accept me in the end, because he only has you as a woman in his heart. Liu Zitang hurriedly explained.
Han Ling'er shook her head with a wry smile and said, "Actually, I know these words if you don't say them, because I know him too well." ”
It was only at this moment that Liu Zitang suddenly realized that he would never be able to compare with Han Ling'er, where was the gap? If he were Han Ling'er today, he would definitely be furious, and maybe even slap the other party a few times. But Han Linger is because of her trust in her husband, even if the two are thousands of miles apart, she still has no doubt about Lu Yifan's loyalty to her, and this deep belief in each other alone is definitely not something Liu Zitang can do.
"It's a pity that Lu Yifan has never been a worry-free man, and it is a great blessing that you didn't marry him. Han Ling'er recalled the nightmare just now, and said faintly, "Otherwise, those of us who are women will follow him all day long to suffer from the upheaval of life and death, and the cycle is endless...... This kind of taste is worse than death......"
"Since it's so hard, then why did you choose to go back to Xihuang Mountain to preside over the overall situation for Brother Tian?" Liu Zitang asked half-understandingly.
Looking at Liu Zitang's curious gaze, Han Ling'er couldn't help but smile slightly, although her face was haggard, but when she thought of Lu Yifan, her eyes couldn't help but reveal a touch of happiness that was difficult to hide.
"To put it nicely, this is called Qin Se and Ming, and the phoenix is flying. To put it mildly, this is marrying a chicken and following a chicken, and a husband and a wife singing!"
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(End of chapter)