Chapter 778: Long Pain and Short Pain
"Ling'er ......"
Lu Yifan looked at the beautiful woman who was thinking about him stupidly, and a thousand thoughts instantly poured into his mind, with indescribable bitterness in his heart, his face was excited but his hands and feet were stiff, his eyes were affectionate but his demeanor was hesitant, and he was constantly wanting to say a thousand words. Super fast and stable update, this article was first published by
Excitement, longing, love, excitement, nervousness, doubt, pain, grievance, bitterness...... Thousands of indescribable feelings surged into Lu Yifan's heart, making him in a trance with mixed feelings, even though he had thousands of words, but at this moment, he didn't know where to start.
"Ling'er, you're finally here. Yun Huaizi looked at Han Ling'er with compassion, and his words were filled with a touch of helpless relief.
"The master is as kind to me as a mountain, how can a disciple not save him when he dies?" Han Ling'er didn't seem to dare to look at Lu Yifan, his eyes dodged in a panic and Lu Yifan's fiery gaze looked straight at Yun Huaizi, although his attitude seemed quite pious, but the careful Lu Yifan could still clearly feel the ups and downs from the depths of Han Linger's heart through Han Linger's slightly flickering gaze and unnatural tone.
"Ling'er!" Han Xiao didn't know when he had rushed to Han Ling'er, looking at his baby daughter with red eyes. Since Han Ling'er said goodbye without saying goodbye, Han Xiao seemed to have aged dozens of years all of a sudden, and the originally energetic general had long since disappeared, replaced by the poor old man with gray hair and a slightly rickety figure standing in front of Han Ling'er today.
Seeing Han Xiao, Han Ling'er could no longer suppress the excitement in her heart, tears burst out of her red eyes instantly, and she cried: "Daddy......", and then rushed directly into Han Xiao's arms, the father and daughter hugged each other tightly, and they couldn't cry anymore.
"Dad, my daughter is not filial, so my father is worried......" Han Ling'er cried silently and kept expressing her inner guilt and self-blame to Han Xiao. Han Xiao hugged his daughter tightly, shook his head again and again with a handful of snot and tears, and said, "It's okay, Dad is relieved to see that you are safe and sound......
"Master, apprentice?" Liu Sandao looked at Lu Yifan in surprise and asked suspiciously, "When did Madam enter Donghua Palace......?"
"Brother Liu!" Without waiting for Liu Sandao to finish speaking, Ji Yuan took the first step towards him with a silent gesture, and then lightly pointed at Lu Yifan, who was hazy with teary eyes and a dull expression, Liu Sandao immediately realized that he hurriedly covered his mouth, Ji Yuan waved his hand backwards towards Liu Sandao and the surrounding people, and everyone slowly retreated silently, and the people in the fairy realm who were originally kneeling on the ground also quietly retreated under the leadership of Yu Shang. A moment later, only he, Han Ling'er, and Han Xiao were left within a radius of ten miles from Lu Yifan.
Han Xiao's mood gradually returned to calm, and he seemed to realize that there must be too many things between Lu Yifan and Han Ling'er that he wanted to tell alone, so he slowly pushed Han Ling'er away, wiped the tears on her face with a smile, and said softly: "Ling'er, since you left Xihuang Mountain, Yifan seems to be a different person, although he doesn't say it, but my father can see that in fact, he has already thought in his heart that you are going crazy." Dad knows that Yifan can't live without you, and Dad also knows that you can't do without Yifan, go and talk to him, there is nothing that the couple can't say. ”
After that, Han Xiao didn't wait for Han Ling'er to dissuade him, but he had already turned around and walked away, and only Lu Yifan and Han Ling'er were left on the ice field at this moment.
The former lovers reunited proudly today, Han Linger had no way to hide, there was no way to avoid it, so she had to raise her head slightly and look at Lu Yifan with tears in her eyes. The two of them looked at each other for an indescribable complex entanglement, and they were silent for two hours. Until the sun sets, the golden light sprinkles the entire West Sea, the frozen ocean begins to melt gradually, and cracks also appear in the ice field, and a huge ice surface floats in the returning seawater.
"Yifan, long time no see......"
After a long time, after all, it was Han Ling'er who opened her mouth first, and at this moment, her address to Lu Yifan was not as unfamiliar as it was at the beginning. Lu Yifan wanted to rush forward at this moment and hug the woman he was worried about into his arms, and vomited the pain of lovesickness. But Lu Yifan, who gradually regained his senses, could never do that, and he was already very satisfied to see Han Ling'er safe and sound today.
Han Ling'er's words were exchanged for Lu Yifan's silence. Han Ling'er's face was complicated, and she mustered up the courage to speak again: "I have been relieved of the past, the deceased is gone, I won't blame you anymore, and you don't have to feel guilty anymore......"
Lu Yifan still didn't react to Han Linger's persuasion, but just stared at Han Ling'er quietly without saying a word.
"After I left Xihuang Mountain, I wandered around, hoping to find a place where no one knew me, so I lived in seclusion and lived the rest of my life alone......" Han Ling'er seemed to know that Lu Yifan had thousands of doubts about him, so he took the initiative to speak, "Later, I met the master who was about to leave for the Immortal Realm, that is, Yun Huaizi, one of the four great immortal venerables of Donghua Palace. The old man once had a life-saving grace for me, and if I hadn't been carefully enlightened by the master during the days when I was captured by Su Xie, I was afraid that I would have died of depression. The rules of Donghua Palace were that people from other lands could not be accepted, but the master took pity on me and had nowhere to go, so he quietly took me back to Donghua Palace, which was only known to the master and the sect master, and other people in Donghua Palace did not know about my existence. During this period of time in Donghua Palace, I followed the master to concentrate on cultivation, **** fasting and comprehending the scriptures, sunrise and sunset and rest, and the days were quite pure. One day, the master told me that Lu Yifan had become the second Su Evil, and he wanted to become the new Lord of the Five Domains, and he did even more than the former Su Evil...... I originally thought that I had completely forgotten the past, but when I heard the news, I still couldn't calm down for a long time, the master told me that if I want to cut off the root of trouble, I have to draw a line with you, today's Lu Yifan is no longer the Lu Yifan I know, I can only get pure by not meeting you in this life and this life...... But I've been wondering if you have become like this because of me? Is it because I didn't say goodbye? Is it because I left you? Will you change your temperament and become the ambitious and feared Lu Sect Master today? If I have harmed so many people, then I am afraid that the guilt of my body will not be able to make up for even if I die a thousand times or ten thousand times......
"It's not because of you!" Lu Yifan suddenly said, "What I want to do has never changed, it has nothing to do with you!" Although Lu Yifan's eyes were pitiful, his tone at the moment was quite blunt, and his words did not show any love and desire for Han Ling'er in his heart.
The indifference of Lu Yifan's tone made Han Ling'er stunned, and a faint sense of loss and sadness flashed in her eyes. But she didn't say anything, just smiled miserably, and asked softly: "Yifan, can you tell me why it became like this? The Lu Yifan I know attaches great importance to love and righteousness, and has always had clear grievances and grievances, let alone fight for the master of the Five Domains, why do you want to repeat the mistakes of Su Xie today?"
When Lu Yifan heard Han Ling'er's words, even though there was a thousand pains in his heart, his face was still indifferent, and he said lightly: "Being the master of the Five Domains has always been my long-cherished wish, but I have never told you. I went in and out of the Border Guard Mansion but refused to enter the court as an official, in fact, I didn't want to be restrained by the emperor. Founded the Soul Sect but couldn't succumb to the blessing of Xuanzong, in fact, it was because he didn't want to be a pawn of Dongfang Su. I befriended Yulou, curryed favor with Mu Dan, even if I was not qualified, I still went to the Spirit Domain to participate in the Spirit Domain, apprenticed to Mu Dingyang in the Spirit Mirror Valley, fought against Mo Yuan, competed for the position of the Five Domains Alliance, rushed to inherit the honor of the Spiritual Domain Sect Master, and then became the Emperor of the Holy Domain, and led the Holy Spirit Two Domains Sect to flourish in the Five Domains, in fact, all of this is me paving the way to become the Lord of the Five Domains!"
"It's impossible...... Han Ling'er's pear blossom with rain is pitiful, and she shook her head again and again, "The Lu Yifan I know will never be like this, and the Lu Yifan I know doesn't have so many scheming ...... at all."
"You all mistook me!" Lu Yifan looked up to the sky and smiled arrogantly, and sneered, "If it weren't for the Su Evil halfway, the throne of the Lord of the Five Domains would have been mine a long time ago." People block and kill, Buddha blocks and kills Buddha, Su Xie dares to jump out and block my way, then I want him to die a good death! Whoever dares to help Su Xie block my way, then I want them to accompany Su Xie to die a good death! Haha......"
Han Ling'er looked at Lu Yifan, who was almost crazy, in disbelief, and muttered to herself: "Did I missee you in the past, or did you missee ......yourself now?"
"No one can stop me, Su Xie, Dongfang Su, Lonely Lingtian, Xiao Hongfei, Jun Wujie, Yin Qianqiu, none of them have the qualifications to stand up and stop me!" Lu Yifan laughed wildly, "Heaven and earth can be proven, the sun and the moon are examples, today I finally did it, among the five domains, those who follow me prosper and those who oppose me die, and no one wants to stop me from half a step......"
"What about me?" Han Ling'er was unwilling, and her stubbornness in her bones was stimulated by Lu Yifan, and she took two steps forward and walked straight in front of Lu Yifan, and said, "If I stop you, then are you going to kill me too?"
Han Ling'er's words made Lu Yifan's heart tremble, and he secretly thought: "Kill you, how can I kill you? Even if I am crushed by a thousand knives, I will never bear to see you hurt in the slightest." Lu Yifan looked at Han Ling'er with a complicated face, and said lightly: "Ling'er, this matter has nothing to do with you, don't force me to ......"
"Yifan!" Han Ling'er reached out and grabbed Lu Yifan's sleeve, and said urgently, "I can see from your eyes that in fact, you have not changed from beginning to end, you are still the kind and benevolent Lu Yifan you used to be." I don't know why you have to be the Lord of the Five Realms, but I know that you are by no means as unbearable as you just said you were. Let's go find a place where no one knows each other and live in seclusion, and we can live the rest of our lives in peace, okay? I won't stay on Donghua Island anymore, and I don't want the so-called purity, I just want you. Let's go now, away from the worldly struggle for fame and fortune, away from life and death, okay? Let's find a place to build a thatched house, and then reclaim a field, you plant vegetables, I weave cloth, we will rest at sunrise and sunset, and then ...... Two or three more children to watch them grow up and enjoy the joy of family life in peace?"
Looking at Han Ling'er with longing in his eyes, Lu Yifan wanted to agree to her immediately, and it was a beautiful thing for Lu Yifan to fly away with his beloved, but it is a pity that this wish has now become a luxury, and it can be met but can no longer be sought. Lu Yifan forcibly endured the sourness in his heart, waved his hand violently and shook off Han Ling'er's arm, and said coldly: "Don't you go crazy anymore, okay? I have just said that no one can stop me from becoming the Lord of the Five Domains, and now that I am only one step away from success, you should not tell me these nonsense." ”
"Yifan, do you know that although you can rely on the strong suppression of the Five Domains to surrender to you, they are only unconvinced by you, and if you continue like this, sooner or later you will become the target of public criticism, and sooner or later your ambitions will be shattered......"
"Enough!" Lu Yifan's eyes were cold, he turned around with his sleeves flicked away, and said without looking back, "I know that there will be people in the Five Domains who are not convinced by me, but I don't care. No matter how respectful or fearful, no one can change the fact that I, Lu Yifan, am the first true Lord of the Five Domains since ancient times. If anyone dares to be my enemy, then I will make him regret living in this world, if the entire Five Domains dare to be my enemy, then I will not hesitate to kill everyone, and you should know better than me as the daughter of the protector!"
Han Linger looked at Lu Yifan, who swore in front of him, and suddenly felt that the man in front of him, who he had loved for many years, had now become terrible and strange, Han Linger shook his head and cried: "I just don't want to watch you kill yourself......"
"My fate is up to me!" Lu Yifan was unruly and sneered, "Yin Qianqiu is not my enemy, I want to see who else in the Five Domains can be my enemy!"
"Yifan, you have really changed!" Han Ling'er looked at Lu Yifan with desperate eyes, and said faintly, "You don't look like a person, but more like a demon who kills people without blinking......"
"Yes!" Lu Yifan turned around abruptly, looked down at Han Ling'er indifferently, and sneered, "Then I don't know if you are still willing to live with me, the devil?"
Han Ling'er sneered with hatred, held back the tears in her eyes, and said word by word: "Lu Yifan, it was me Han Ling'er who was blind to marry you, I won't forgive you, not in this life!"
"Then you will continue to live your so-called pure life on Donghua Island!" Lu Yifan replied nonchalantly.
"Good!good!good!" Han Ling'er was furious, said three "good" words in a row, and finally glanced at Lu Yifan again with grief and indignation, and said faintly, "Lu Yifan, you are so self-conscious!" After saying that, he resolutely turned around and walked quickly in the direction of Donghua Island.
Looking at Han Ling'er's distant back, the arrogance on Lu Yifan's face had gradually disappeared, and two lines of hot tears slipped down the corners of his eyes silently.
"Ling'er, I'm sorry, I'm already a dying person, how can I let you fall into love again...... If I go back to the mountains and forests with you, then the sentient beings of the Five Domains will face a large-scale vendetta against the Jinghai Divine Clan in the near future, how can I be so selfish? The so-called long pain is better than short pain, I am going to the Divine Realm to understand the grievances with Jing Weitian, I am afraid that I will die in ten lives, and it is better for you to hate me now than for you to miss me for a lifetime after I die...... Yun Huaizi is right, if you want to be pure, you must first cut off the root of my troubles...... I know your pain today, but you don't know that I hurt a thousand times more than you......"
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