"You, are you alright......" Ellie looked at Li Yi who was lying motionless on the bed, and asked cautiously. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Since Li Yi came back from the mission world, he just lay on the bed and stared at the ceiling motionless, and more than an hour passed without even moving his eyelids.

Although Ellie has a lot of grievances with her owner, and there are a lot of things she wants to complain about, but loyalty is definitely worth it. She knew better than everyone that Li Yi's body must be healthy, but she also knew that Li Yi's mental aspect was estimated to be very problematic.

She can clearly know everything Li Yi did in the mission world, but it is impossible to even see his heart, so from her point of view, Li Yi is nine times out of ten because his reason was invaded by Yueji. In other words, what is lying in front of her now is Li Yi or not.

She knew that Li Yi had even let go of the beautiful dance that was sent to her mouth, how could someone who could endure it in that situation be the kind of person who would be a strong *** girl.

However, in the face of Ellie's concern, if it was usual, Li Yi, who suffered from severe lolica control, should directly start teasing her. However, Li Yi still just looked at the ceiling and didn't know what he was thinking, or if he was really thinking about anything.

As the minutes passed, the sun gradually rose in the sky, and after nearly three hours, Li Yi finally spoke: "I once had a friend, I thought he would never leave me. ”

"Once...... ? Ellie whispered something in a voice that only she could hear, and then sat down on the floor. At least that's how it works, except there's no ground for her to sit on the computer screen.

She could feel that now her neurotic master needed an audience.

"I wouldn't have left, how could I have left. Tears slid down the corners of Li Yi's eyes, wetting the pillow.

Slowly raise your palm and look at your palm. Li Yi said with blank eyes: "What kind of revenge, it's ridiculous, it's obvious that I killed him myself." If at that time, I hadn't said something like that...... If that time, I just choose to come back...... If at that time, I am my words......"

He once lived as a genius until he was twelve years old, and then as an anti-social and anti-human psychopath for ten years. There are some things that he doesn't want to recall, but he doesn't want to remember.

As he said before, compared to the previous one who was a genius, a little kid who was still developing. He has existed longer as a mentally ill and secondary two patient, in fact, he is not so much afraid of his past memories as he does not want to return to that past self.

What's wrong with the second secondary disease, mental illness is mental illness, so what? He lived as he pleased, doing whatever he wanted. Perhaps his behavior will cause distress and disgust to others. But there is no doubt that he himself is living happily, even if he is crippled, even if he is despised, at least he has been living happily.

Is genius intelligence important? Is it really that good to be a normal person? Even if he goes back to the past, is he really a normal person?

What he is afraid of is not the memories buried in his heart, but feelings.

As a result, his willfulness finally hurt someone he didn't want to hurt no matter what, and Broken Star is not a human being.

But Li Yi regretted it, why did he commit the second illness at that time...... Why do you want to die, isn't it good to live well.

And at this moment, he was very confused, and in the few hours since he returned to V-Space and lost his battle target, he finally broke away from that crazy state and regained his composure. But at this moment, what should he do, where should he go. He has even lost the qualification to escape, he is afraid that he will lose more things after he becomes the heartless Li Yi again.

This world is not the earth, there are no parents who take care of him without asking for anything in return, and he is not qualified to eat and wait for death.

If you want to live in this world, you have to put in the effort, and in the past, he could be said to be doing nonsense, but now he may not do that. It's not that his personality has changed, as mentioned earlier, he has existed as a crazy person for a longer period of time and is more real. So it's not so much a personality change, but rather that after recovering all his memories, his paranoia and secondary two disease were cured...... But so what, what should be lost is lost after all.

Regret, does it work?

There are many things he wants to say, but he doesn't know what to say, what to say, what can he say?

A flash of light flashed around her, and the embodied Ellie gently knelt at the head of the bed, and then held Li Yi's head on her knees.

"You ......" Li Yi opened his mouth and spat out a word, and then closed his mouth.

"Actually, no matter how tragic the past is, there will always be some good things. The girl with Hatsune's appearance named Ellie stroked Li Yi's long hair with her palm, raised her head and looked at the ceiling: "Otherwise, I will definitely not survive." So, how about thinking about some happy things more than those sad memories. ”

After a pause, the girl continued, "I'm not very good at comforting people, after all, I'm not even human. However, the Li Yi I know will not show such an expression, he is a person who seems to be forever cynical and hanging. At every turn, he will do some strange things, say strange things, and at the same time show a silly smile. ”

"I never listen to others, and I always say that others are too much, even though I do very excessive things. I like to watch the anime with a cute little Lori.,While watching, I'll complain to myself.,When you meet someone you like, you can even watch it many times.。 Obviously a lonely person who makes people want pity.,But when he sleeps, he always shows a lewd smile.。 There is no particular food he likes, as long as it fills his stomach, as long as he can eat it. ”

Ellie lowered her head, looked directly at Li Yi with dark green eyes and said, "This is the Li Yi I know, a person who is timid and afraid of death, nervous but even laughs in his dreams, is there anything more real than the smile in his dreams." He is actually easier to understand than anyone else, because his world is smaller than anyone else's, so small that it is only the size of this room, and everything about him is here. If it were him, he should be secretly happy at this time and feel that he had made a lot of money, while worrying about how to fool the past. He is such a person, he has to get by, and he can mix day by day. But he was never confused. ”

"You, are you still Li Yi? ”

It's really not comforting, what the hell do you think to say these words, this guy's nerves are big enough.

Li Yi looked at the dreamlike face in front of him and slowly closed his eyes.

"Of course, the real Li Yi. ”

However, it's not the one you're familiar with.

Although it was a stupid speech, why, suddenly I felt, no longer so confused. There is still a person who knows him so well.

While maybe not really human, it doesn't seem to matter.

Pillowed on his thighs, which were as elastic as humans, Li Yi's breathing gradually became lighter and he fell asleep.

His expression was peaceful, but tears were flowing from the corners of his eyes.