It's the end of the year, it's New Year's Eve. 1 - The old year on the solar calendar is about to turn over, and the new year is about to begin. At this time, I suddenly felt something and told you what was in my heart.

Writing to extinguish the dust was initially unconfident.

As soon as he finished his best city, he jumped into the big camp of fantasy to fight. Truth be told, not too many people are optimistic. And he is relatively unconfident and confident.

When I first started writing, it can be said that it was still very smooth. But when it came to the days when it was about to be put on the shelves, there was a problem with the plot. Specifically, I had a problem with the positioning and structure of this. So during that time, the updates were slow, extremely slow, and even sometimes, there was serious self-doubt.

I don't know what happened to me, but I felt like a big ship, and I tried to steer it in the storm, trying not to deviate from its course. The process was hard and accompanied by self-doubt along the way. I feel like I've let you down, I'm a little disappointed in myself.

Although many are not satisfactory. But after all, he stumbled and came to this point. It still came to the end of 2012.

I look back on the year here, and there are many shames, I can't stand your waiting, I'm sorry for your expectations, I can't stop you waiting day and night. And to this day, there are still many friends who still unswervingly subscribe and vote for me, looking forward to me still writing beautiful things for you.

Looking back on 2012, all I can bring to you is a kind of guilt. It turns out that I will go through this year with this emotion. It's very sad.

I love this job very much, and I can't bear to let you go. So I feel like I have to work hard, no matter how hard it is. I want to persevere, with the desire to write a good book, to get the vanity that many people agree with to repay those friends who have firmly supported me to this day.

Because of you, there is grilled fish. That's why I've been able to get paid for writing a book to this day. There's still some value in proving yourself.

There is a saying that "there is always pain in my heart, but my love for this land is deep".

Now I also want to give this sentence to my friends who support me, my conscientious moderator "Unruly Boy", my friends who are on the fan list, friends who insist on subscribing to vote every day, my book friends who post it, and those friends and book clubs who support traditional publishing. Although writing a book is a painful thing, I have also sat in my seat until my back hurts, and I have sat until sunrise and sunset, and I have found that time has passed, and I occasionally feel scared and sad. But because of you, all this pain is not pain, and the time that has passed from my life has never been so full and meaningful.

I am willing to use my lost life to write for you.

And I supported it until I couldn't write.

Because I love all of this. Damn time, go slow and you're going to die! In 2013, grilled fish will not disappoint everyone. Next year, the dust will be over, and I will strive for the next book to mature as soon as possible. We have walked through all this together in peace, and we will continue to walk unswervingly.

2012, the end of the fuck off. We are united, and the end cannot be separated!(To be continued......)