Chapter 109: Parting Heart
readx;? After visiting Xie Zhen, Lu Yifan decided to leave Wenyang City tomorrow and continue to move southwest. Pen ~ Fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info somehow, since he had a strange dream on Juyang Peak for four months, there has always been a faint expectation of the southwest direction in Lu Yifan's heart, and it seems that there is some incredible mysterious power there that is silently calling him.
Late at night, Lu Yifan came to Xie Yun's room alone, during these days in Wenyang City, Xie Yun can be said to be the only friend he has ever made, and when he was about to leave, Lu Yifan's heart was most relieved by Xie Yun, who had just experienced a heavy emotional blow.
Xie Yun's room was arranged very simply, a half-burned candle was quietly swaying gently on the table, trying to emit a faint yellow light that made people sleepy, and on this table there were several dishes and bowls full of food, the delicious dishes exuded a faint luster under the candle flame, a pair of clean and tidy chopsticks were lying quietly on the edge of the bowl, at this moment these meals had become cold, and through this pair of chopsticks that had not been moved, it was not difficult to see that he did not eat a single bite of these meals specially prepared for Xie Yun。
In fact, as soon as Lu Yifan entered the door, he had already guessed Xie Yun's state, and at this moment, when he saw it with his own eyes, Xie Yun's haggard and distracted appearance still made him startled, it was only less than a day's work, but Lu Yifan clearly felt that Xie Yun's face had lost a lot of weight, and the original ruddy luster on his face was gone, replaced by a sad sallow, this feeling was like a wilting flower about to wither.
"Xie Yun ......" Lu Yifan sat on the edge of Xie Yun's bed lightly, looking at Xie Yun who was lying straight on the bed like a dead man with a worried face, staring straight at the roof with a pair of blank eyes, even Lu Yifan pushed the door in just now, Xie Yun's eyes did not move at all, and at this moment he seemed to be terminally ill and pitiful, "You...... What are you looking at?"
Although Lu Yifan knew very well in his heart that Xie Yun would not answer his question at all, he still took the initiative to speak, no matter how Xie Yun was his friend, Lu Yifan had never been a person who put his friend's safety at risk, which was also the reason why he came here tonight.
Sure enough, Xie Yun didn't react to Lu Yifan's words, and even his pupils didn't change at all, if it weren't for Xie Yun's chest still rising and falling slightly, I'm afraid some people would have thought that Xie Yun was dead.
"Xie Yun, I know what you're looking at!" Lu Yifan smiled slightly, and said slowly in a soft voice, "You're looking at Miss Yingying, right?"
Just when Lu Yifan's mouth spit out the word "Yingying", Xie Yun really reacted, only to see his pupils shrink suddenly, and then a thick look of pain flashed in his eyes.
"Miss Yingying has already left, and she is going with your eldest brother Xie Feng!" Lu Yifan closely observed Xie Yun's every move, and then opened his mouth again and said, "It was with your help that they were able to escape smoothly, your eldest brother ......"
"He's not my eldest brother!" Before Lu Yifan's words fell, Xie Yun's eyes changed suddenly, and then he squeezed out this sentence from his hoarse throat, "He's no longer my eldest brother......
Hearing Xie Yun open his mouth to speak, Lu Yifan's heart couldn't help but feel a little calmer, the reason why he wanted to use Xie Feng to stimulate Xie Yun just now was to let Xie Yun open his mouth to speak again, because only when Xie Yun opened his mouth could this heart knot be untied, otherwise he would live a miserable life like this.
"Whether he is your eldest brother or not, you did help him last night!" Lu Yifan said again, "Or you helped him and Miss Yingying, and it was you who made them walk together in the end." ”
Xie Yun was still staring intently at the roof, although his expression no longer changed, Lu Yifan still felt the stirring in Xie Yun's heart from Xie Yun's slightly changed ruddy eyes.
"Xie Yun, tell me do you regret it?" Lu Yifan asked suddenly, this remark also made Xie Yun's eyes move, obviously he didn't quite understand the meaning of Lu Yifan's words.
"Do you regret letting Xie Feng and Su Yingying go?" Lu Yifan added again, "Or you don't want them to be together at all, you don't want the three of you to be alone in the end, because it's not fair to you!"
"No......" Xie Yun said slowly, "I said a long time ago, as long as it is Yingying's choice, no matter what it is, I will support it without hesitation, and letting them go will give Yingying happiness, I don't regret it......"
"Then what are you suffering? Pain you lost the person you loved, or pain Last night, your Xie family killed each other?" Lu Yifan asked, "Do you love Su Yingying, do you want to be with her forever, or do you want her to be happy?"
"The man I hope to bring her happiness is me, but it's a pity that ......"
"It's a pity that it wasn't from the beginning!" Lu Yifan finished the next words for Xie Yun, "Long before you knew Su Yingying, she was already obsessed with Xie Feng. I believe that if you were the one who was sent to seal the city that day, you would have been desperate to save Su Yingying. You are the same as Xie Feng, there is actually no superiority between the two of you, and the only reason why Su Yingying would choose Xie Feng over you is because it was Xie Feng who rescued her that day, not you! What you missed was an opportunity, this is providence, not your own problem! Do you understand?"
Xie Yun was obviously interested in Lu Yifan's words, he slowly turned his head, stared at Lu Yifan with a solemn gaze, and asked faintly: "You mean that if I met Ying Ying first two years ago, then Ying Ying's final choice will be me?"
"Yes!" Lu Yifan nodded and said, "The man who belongs to Su Yingying's heart is actually the person who saved her that day, not any specific person, he can be Xie Feng, you Xie Yun, or even any person! As long as he appears in the right place at the right time and does what Su Yingying thinks is the most suitable, then he is the hero in Su Yingying's heart!"
Lu Yifan's words subverted Xie Yun's inherent thoughts in a sense, which made him have a completely different understanding in his heart.
"From beginning to end, I thought I lost to Xie Feng, but in fact, what I really lost to was Providence!" Xie Feng said faintly, "Providence is like this, I am destined not to become the man that Ying Ying has loved all her life!"
"Everything is like this, Xie Yun, why are you so persistent?" Lu Yifan said with a wry smile, "What's more, Miss Yingying has now obtained the happiness she wants most, isn't this exactly what you have been asking for before?" The only difference is that you are not by her side, that's all." ”
"Huh...... After all, I can't resist my own selfishness. Two lines of clear tears unconsciously slipped down from the corners of Xie Yun's eyes.
"Xie Yun, I'm here today to tell you that I'm leaving Wenyang City!" Lu Yifan changed his words, and did not continue to dwell on Su Yingying's issue, he knew that he had said enough today, and he understood the truth that he was too late, he believed that Xie Yun would figure it out by himself in the future, even if he couldn't let go of the woman in his heart, at least he could make himself a little relieved.
"Let's go?" Xie Yun looked at Lu Yifan in surprise, and then a look of relief appeared in his expression, "Also, you don't belong here after all, you will have to leave sooner or later!"
"I'm very glad to be able to make you a friend in Wenyang!" Lu Yifan reached out and gently held Xie Yun's arm, and said with a smile, "Actually, I've always been curious about how strong Wenyang's first shot is, but it's a pity that I haven't had a chance to fight with you!"
"If you had just come to Wenyang City, I would have let you lose under my gun and not find a way out, but now ......" Xie Yun's words couldn't help but laugh at this point, "Now you have an epiphany on Juyang Peak, and your cultivation is also soaring until the Nine Turns Soul Master, I also saw your hand in the sea of fire last night, I have to admit that I am not as good as you now!"
"I can't say that, in the past two years, you have been obsessed with the flowers of the Drunken Dream Building, and your cultivation has been wasted a lot, but even so, you have still reached the level of the Seven Transformation Soul Master, which is enough to show that your talent is extraordinary, when I saw the skills of Xie Yang City Lord and Xie Feng last night, I am even more certain that Xie Yun, who has a lineage with them, as long as he concentrates on cultivation, his achievements will definitely be extremely good!"
Hearing Lu Yifan's words, Xie Yun couldn't help but smile slightly: "Yifan, since the first day I met you, I like to listen to you, you can always find me under the steps, to be honest, although we haven't had much contact during this time, but since the first night you were in Zuimenglou, I have recognized you as a friend." I, Xie Yun, am by no means an ungrateful villain, you were willing to stand up for my friend last night, and I am willing to die for your friend in the future!"
"Smack!"
When Xie Yun said this, he suddenly raised his right hand and held it tightly on Lu Yifan's hand, the two of them clasped their hands like this, their eyes were facing each other, they didn't need too many words, and the sincerity and excitement in their eyes were enough to show that the two of them had become true friends since tonight.
"Xie Yun, what are your plans for the future?"
"I don't know, I let go of Xie Feng and Yingying this time, I'm afraid that Lou Zong won't give up easily, yesterday I saw my father's face gloomy and terrible, I think there may be a lot of trouble in Wenyang City in the future!" Xie Yun said lightly, "I am now my father's only son, no matter what happens to Wenyang City, I must stand with my father and clear all worries." ”
When Xie Yun said this, what appeared in his eyebrows was an unprecedented solemnity and calmness, this kind of responsibility and maturity was not possessed by Xie Yun in the past, after such a blow, Xie Yun seemed to have grown a lot overnight, but Lu Yifan found that Xie Yun, who usually likes to laugh very much, now has a lot less smile in his speech and demeanor, and his silence and determination seem to have become much more.
"And my father has taught me a good lesson, I have indeed lost my mind in the past two years, if I continue, I am afraid that my name of "Wenyang's first shot" will become the laughing stock of the whole world!" Xie Yun said with a light smile, "Therefore, I want to go to Juyang Peak to retreat and cultivate after calming down for a while, and it will not be in vain for my father's hard work!"
"You can think so, I think City Lord Xie will be very happy to know about it!" Lu Yifan nodded in agreement, "And if Lou Zong really comes to Wenyang City for trouble, I think you can send someone to Jinling City for help, I believe that whether it is Uncle Han or my father, they will go all out to help Wenyang City! If necessary, I can write a letter to my father now......
"No need!" Without waiting for Lu Yifan's words to finish, Xie Yun politely refused, "My father has followed General Han for many years, if he wants to bother General Han, how can he wait until this time, since my father and third uncle are willing to live in Wenyang City, then there must be their hardships, I think I, as a junior, should not make decisions for them without authorization!"
Lu Yifan looked at Xie Yun silently and nodded slowly.
"Yifan, I don't know when we will get together again tomorrow, I don't know when we will get together again, I don't have anything to give you, I just want to tell you one thing......" Xie Yun's expression was straight, and then he said word by word, "No matter where you encounter any difficulties in the future, as long as you say a word, I, Xie Yun, will definitely stand up to help you, and Wenyang City will always be your home!"
"Thank you, I'm the same!" Lu Yifan looked at Xie Yun gratefully.
After finishing speaking, Xie Yun sat up suddenly, and then had a tight hug with Lu Yifan, and the two of them slapped each other's shoulders a few times, and then slowly separated, then looked at each other, and then laughed loudly, and the laughter contained endless freedom and leisure.
"Yifan!
"There will be a meeting later!Xie Yun!"
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