Before the testimonial, I would like to thank many brothers who have been supporting me, as a newcomer with little experience, in the process of writing the book, there have been many bugs or loopholes, and many readers may give up when they see a little dissatisfaction. Pen | fun | pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

I understand all of this, so I cherish all the brothers who are still reading this testimonial, you can insist on reading me write here, thank you very much!

Thank you for the support of readers such as [What to do if you are sleepy and don't sleep] [Love Death Scythe] [Fantasy A] [Le Lingyu] [Flower Snow Flying Lightly] [Big Love Little Bird] [Ye Nanye] [Ember Dadbi] [Five Returns] [I am a Second Cargo Taoist] [Muzi Li 8103954] [Hell's Dodder] [Squeaky Mouse] [Endless Stars Are Only for Dreams] [Nerd Cloud] [?Bill] [0w0 Me] and other readers.

There are still a lot of readers who have been supporting me, it's not that I haven't seen it, it's just too much, the eyes are looking at some flowers, and some brothers are missing, please don't be surprised.

Many brothers insist on voting for me every day, often give me tips, I can see it, every time I see some familiar IDs, I will feel very warm in my heart, thank you for your company.

And then let's talk about the problem of updating on the shelves, because this time the shelves are in a hurry, on the shelves on Friday, and I only received a notice on Wednesday, and there are only two days, so I don't have time to save the manuscript at all.

Tomorrow plans to explode ten watches, if nothing else, two o'clock in the afternoon starts, but I only wrote two watches now, and there are still eight watches left, stay up late at night and work hard to see if you can get out.

If it's really sleepy, can't get out, please don't be surprised, ten more, less more, less, I'll remember, owe it later, starting the next day after it is put on the shelf, the bottom three more, and more is the update that is still owed.

In addition, everyone's reward has been added.,I've already owed eight chapters.,I remember.,It's going to start paying back slowly after it's on the shelf.。

Next is the real testimonial, please take a look at your face.

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After a few months, this is the second time I have written a testimonial on the shelf, and I am holding back a lot of words in my heart, and I don't vomit or feel unhappy.

I still remember the first time I wrote a book, I wrote it for more than two months, and I couldn't even sign a contract, which was very devastated at the time, and then the second book was successfully signed, but I was so happy that I thought I had finally succeeded.

However, reality gave me a blow again, I wrote it for two months, and after it was put on the shelves, the single-digit average order, and the monthly manuscript fee never exceeded 700 yuan.

Among them, 600 yuan is still a full attendance award given by the website, which means that I can't even earn 100 yuan a month!

Ever since I started writing books, I've often been alone in my room, not out of the room for hours, rarely communicating with my family, and just writing a novel on my computer all day long, writing a novel that may not be read by any reader.

My mother often told me, so tired, don't do this business, you can't make money, and it hurts your body, you see you are like now.

Every time, I can only be silent, I have nothing to refute, because I can't make money.

Sometimes I often wonder why I should write a book because the people who pick up garbage earn more than I do, and why wouldn't it be nice to get a casual job?

I asked myself again and again, why don't you give up, why do you persevere?

Then I figured it out! Because I love writing novels!

It's not a bullshit dream, it's not a dream to make a career, there's no reason for it!

To like is to like, just like to like someone, there is no need for reasons and excuses at all.

I used to talk to my author friends, and they were all saying, who the wants to write a novel if you have money? Tired, brain-burning, thankless, and often scolded by readers, scolded by family members, who the wants to write a novel?

They all say that codewords are to make money, but I want to say that I make money for codewords.

Doesn't it sound noble? Some people may laugh when they see this, you are really good at blowing, and you are talking about it in a big way, isn't it just to deceive readers with tips and subscriptions?

Here I do not explain, I have always disliked explanations, because those who do not believe in you, all explanations are pale.

If one day, I get rich, I lie at home and sleep without worrying about food and clothing, and at this time I still sit in front of the computer and write novels, maybe you will understand.

I even fantasized about the days when I would no longer write novels, and I felt empty in my heart, as if I had broken up and been in love.

I don't want to be empty, I don't want to leave regrets, I want to stick to it!

I only want a basic income, and I can give all this income to my family, just to 'buy' a qualification to continue writing books.

Please brothers, give me this qualification, give me the qualification to continue writing!

It's on the shelves, and it's a turning point for a book where many readers will leave and many readers will stay.

I don't know how many people will leave and how many will stay, I'm not sure, I don't have a bit of confidence, I'm afraid that when I see the number of subscribers tomorrow, it's another psychological breakdown.

But this time, I was sure that no matter how hard reality hit me or slapped me in the face, I would do everything possible to write it down.

I don't want to write five, ten, or twenty, I want to write for the rest of my life, until I can't write.

I'm an author, Hell.