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"That was nearly fifty years ago, when the haze of jihad had not completely dissipated, and the Holy See had not fully recovered from the aftermath of jihad. ”

"At that time, while the Holy See was recuperating, many monsters hiding in the gutter came out. Everything that is not human is alien, and at that time the division of aliens was still coarse and very mixed, and everything except human beings was called alien by us. At that time, we had not yet completely come out of the haze of jihad, and it was impossible for anyone who had not experienced jihad to understand that even a crippled rat could make everyone tremble, and all living beings were terrified. ”

"But that's how it was back then. Everything that is alive is an enemy and a god of death, and we are afraid of everything that is alive and shuns it. Because those are the minions of the enemy, more than once because of a sparrow, a mouse, a cockroach...... Our army was wiped out, and the elite squad was easily annihilated. ”

"We suffered heavy losses at that time, the enemy came from the Nightmare Forest, and we don't know if it was left behind by the elves, or if it was simply the punishment of the elves. But we were not willing to die, so we resisted, but this resistance is also limited, because only the judge level is qualified to participate in the holy war, I also survived the holy war, I crawled out of the mountain of corpses and blood, I and the Grand Duke of Dragoon War are barely friends, in fact, I didn't deal with them at first, not because they were adventurers, but because they were not human, they were aliens...... But when they ended the jihad, I had a much better impression of them, and it made me feel much softer about the aliens. ”

"Then, 50 years ago, the Holy See recovered from the devastation of the Holy War and began to govern those who had crawled out of the gutter and thought that the Holy See had nothing to do and began to do whatever he wanted. They're anomalous, but they're not monsters, I was about the same as you are now, but I'm still better than you. ”

"At that time, we sometimes acted as a team and sometimes acted alone, I was not bad at that time, and in the past forty or fifty years, new people have joined one after another, some of them are talented and some of them are powerful, but at that time, the haze of the holy war has just passed, and the Nightmare Forest is scattered with the remnants of enemies, many people are clearing it, and some of them are dying easily than me. ”

"I was wounded in the jihad, so I was transferred off the front line. At that time, I was lucky, at least not to die in the counterattack of the remnants of the enemy. I'm a good player, so a lot of the time I'm going to go it alone and hunt down those aliens. At that time, we all professed to be righteous, and the silver cross represented the judgment of evil, and we thought we were righteous. ”

"That's when I met the girl, the girl who smiled sweetly and had eyes as blue as the sea. She is like a spirit given to me by God, I took my wounds when I destroyed the aliens, and she saved me. To tell the truth, I wish she didn't care about me at that time, so that no matter whether I would be eaten by strange rats in the end, at least she would be able to live freely. ”

"She was so kind, she was a good girl, and I was in a powerful alien territory, and the hunters of the Holy See were hostile, and if I were exposed at that time, I would have been burned at the stake, just as people tied aliens to the stake. ”

"I've seen her before, and she thought I had forgotten, but how could I have forgotten? Even in an adversarial relationship, I can't bear to see others get hurt. ”

"Jihad is a war of all living beings, and the enemy is a horror crawling out of hell, devouring all life with impunity, as if to envelop the earth in black. The Salvation Army assembled on the human side is not limited to humans. A lot of aliens have joined in, they may not have identified themselves, and they may not be for the future of humanity - they just want to live, and the enemy doesn't matter if you are an alien or a human, they just want all who are alive to die. ”

"The Holy See has never dealt with aliens, especially those of our Judgment Bureau, which are all in a relationship of undying, generally speaking, we encounter a situation where either you die or I live, but at that time, we can live peacefully, at least we will not beat our brains out. ”

When it comes to having a common powerful enemy, there's nothing you can't let go.

"We didn't join the Salvation Army because it would be embarrassing for us and the aliens, but that doesn't mean we won't be able to meet each other. Girls are the ones who will heal us, and the other aliens want us to die, and the more we die, the better. ”

"The girl thought I couldn't remember her beautiful dark blue eyes, but how could I forget. So when I learned that the girl liked me, I was so excited, it was like going to heaven. But when I calmed down, I was scared into a cold sweat, what would happen if the Holy See found out? I would die, and she would die. So I didn't dare to agree, and even pretended not to understand her hints. ”

"Later, my injuries gradually healed, but I didn't leave because I couldn't help it. The girl didn't break either, maybe she was the same and I could stay a little longer...... I sometimes wonder how good it was to walk at that time, not to stop, even with tears in my eyes, to keep moving forward. Go to a place far away from her, keep her in your heart forever, but never break the tranquility of her life. ”

I couldn't let go of her smile, her nose slightly wrinkled when she was hungry, her quiet and elegant smile when she met happy things, and the way she bit her lip and tears rolled in her eyes after being frightened...... I can't bear it. ”

So I stayed, and before I knew it, I was part of their lives...... We used to think that aliens were all bad and heinous. Because that's how the tutors in the academy teach. ”

"But the year-long relationship made me doubt my past. I only see them treating everyone fairly, whether it's a human or a human. On the contrary, we are reckless and claim to be righteous, so we who wantonly kill aliens are more brutal. In that relict village, everything is harmonious, and the thousand-year-old alien will carry things for an old man, and will also reveal his body to carry the old man and the goods home because the old man is unwell...... And we will only use humans as bait and burden. Compared to us, it is better to be different, and to care more about human beings. ”

"I found that every one of them is gentle, some of them like to be children, some like to bask in the sun and eat. ”

"They didn't drink blood, as their teachers said, and they didn't take pleasure in watching humans fight...... What I saw was a living person, with joys and sorrows, crying and laughing, all of them with their own personalities. ”

"We used to think that aliens were only people who knew how to destroy and kill, but that's when I learned that aliens also have feelings. ”

"And I also found out that just like the aliens, in their hearts we are a bunch of guys who don't eat grains. ”

Some people say that if you don't understand, then you won't care, but once you understand, understand, and know, you will care. You may not care about other people's hard work, but if you pinch things out little by little, even if it is ugly, but if others say it, you will feel uncomfortable. Because I have worked hard, because I have cared, because I have had expectations, I care.

If you never understand it, you just treat it as an enemy, just as a prey, then you will never care, but if you understand it, understand it and treat them as friends, then you will care, you care.

People who don't understand will never understand cat slaves and dog slaves.

"I stayed there for more than a year and then left, I didn't expect the girl to follow, even when I returned to the trial bureau he was still there, and he didn't think about leaving. ”

"That's when I was with her......"