Chapter 7: Frustration (7)

The second lady continued to induce in order: "If this bun is delivered today, if she receives it." And then, do you have any further expectations, and how long do you plan to chase after it?" the second lady continued to remind, "The Imperial Commander of Jun'an will come this time, at most half a month. ”

Qi Bei was infinitely sad: "Taishi Mansion invited the Hundred Opera Troupe to stay in Fenglin City for half a month. That's half a month. ”

The second lady nodded: "Half a month later, she will return to Jun'an City, what about you?"

"I don't know what Senior Brother thinks, I feel that it seems unlikely that I will go to Jun'an to act. ”

The second lady slowly fanned and looked at him with inquiring eyes.

Qi Bei was extremely depressed: "It's possible, I can't see it." Alas, madam, I tell you, it's not that I don't understand these things, I don't want to think about them, and I don't dare to think about them. I probably won't be able to get into the place where she lives in Jun'an City. If it weren't for the Wind in the Taishi Mansion, I'm afraid I wouldn't have had a chance to meet her. ”

The second lady nodded: "You are right about this. In fact, when you can't see it, your thoughts will slowly disappear. People all have seven emotions and six desires. The first time I saw it, I was really excited. But when you calm down, you understand that there is more of an impulse in it. ”

"No, no, it's not an impulse, my thoughts about her won't go away!" Qi Bei opened his mouth to deny, but he clenched his hands tightly, wanting to grasp what he couldn't grasp, "So...... Iβ€”I want to use this little time to look at her a little more and talk to her more. ”

"What else are you going to tell her?"

"I'm going to say...... Say...... Let's talk about ......"

Second Lady: "You're not going to tell her the truth, are you?"

If the little junior sister asked, Qi Bei would definitely shout heroically, "I just want to confess!" But now, he was frustrated one after another, and the second lady splashed a basin of cold water on him to slowly sober up, and his heart gradually retreated. If you have the chance, do you really want to speak up? Can you confess your feelings to her? What will she think after hearing this? The way she looked at her just now was no longer as gentle as it was outside the city gate yesterday. She clearly wanted to stay away. If she really confessed, how would she respond?

Seeing him pulling his hair violently, scratching his ears and scratching his cheeks, the second lady once again woke him up with more straightforward words: "If you tell the truth, will she accept you? You have also seen that she has become a relative, and her husband is the imperial official of Jun'an City." ”

Qi Bei hurriedly said: "I'm not that stupid. Last night, my sister educated me. She is of noble birth and has a husband, who may not necessarily accept me. ”

The second lady breathed a sigh of relief: "What you said is clear. ”

"But should I give it a try? Qi Bei hesitated, and hung up this breath of unyielding, as if he had set up a gallows for himself, which was really painful.

Feeling the sincerity of this demented person, the second lady couldn't help but tremble, and said infinitely sadly: "I know the ending, why try it." ”

"If I don't give it a try, I will, I will-" Qi Bei blushed, and unconsciously followed the second lady's train of thought, obviously talking to the bystanders about Mrs. Bailing, why did he talk about the feeling of life and death?

"I'm going to want to die. It's boring to be alive. ”

Wiping tears from his eyes, he emphasized, "If she ignores me, I will want to die." ”

It's really the same stubbornness.

The second lady swallowed the bitterness in her mouth and gently tapped his head with a fan: "The word 'death' is not allowed to be said casually. In our fire country, it is most taboo to curse people with death, let alone use this word on ourselves. Beware of one carelessness, it will become true, and it will be too late to regret it when the time comes. ”

Qi Bei hurriedly expressed his heart: "For her, I am willing to give up my life." ”

The fist and fist traces that were willing to be placed on top of the sword figurines had the momentum of ten horses pulling horses without looking back, but unfortunately, the woman behind the mountain shadow wall could not hear a word. With infinite coldness, she left a long time ago.

The second lady glared: "Will she accept your life?"

Qi Bei smiled bitterly: "Is it because my cheap life is worthless? But this is all I have." ”

"Yes, just because it's all yours, don't give it away easily. Got it?"

Of course he didn't understand.

"Shouldn't I give her my best and most precious things?" Qi Bei cried, "I want to be good to her, sincerely good, am I wrong?"

The second lady knocked his stupid head with hatred: "People, once you get into a dead end, you can't get out." Yes, you are not afraid of refusal, you muster up the courage to run to people, say in front of the whole world that you like her, and then what? Where do you put her face?"

Qi Bei was stunned: "Her face? will she feel that I confessed, and she is disgraced?"

The second lady gritted her teeth, and it seemed that she had to make up for it from the beginning: "Confessing this kind of thing, you must not first make sure that the other party is interested in you? If she has not thought about this aspect at all, you will abruptly go up and confess, it will be causing trouble to others." Not to mention that she is a married woman, and the person she is married to is still from the Jun'an royal family! What kind of reputation do you want to give her? You are saying this sincerely, yes, you are not afraid of death, you don't look at the Jun'an royal family in your eyes, you are relaxed, but where do you put her face?"

Qi Bei blinked his eyes: "She will be very embarrassed?"

"Don't you just be embarrassed? That place in Jun'an City is no longer able to tolerate her. ”

Taking a breath of cold air, Qi Bei said frankly: "I haven't thought that she will feel embarrassed. Butβ€”" the unyielding disposition came up again, "Madame, are you sure she, she, doesn't likeβ€”" pointed his finger at himself.

This kind of thing should be directly visible to those who have eyes.

"But!" Qi Bei felt that he was being forced to the edge of the cliff little by little, and the second lady pulled the rope in her hand and threw him into the bottom of the cliff inch by inch, and now, she was about to let go of the rope and let herself fall and fall apart.

"Really, doesn't she mean anything to me?" he opened his mouth, but couldn't make a sound, "Then why did she smile so softly when she saw me yesterday......

The second lady said coldly: "That smile is called 'Drunken Peach Blossom', and it is a masterpiece designed by the talented lady of the city lord of Jun'an. Don't you see the look on her face to everyone?"

Qi Bei looked at the sky and blinked the moist corners of his eyes.

"Madam, do you say that liking someone and wanting to be good to her sincerely is also a burden for her? Will she be unhappy? I feel that in this world, money, status, and power, there are, but are those important? What about sincerity? Is sincerity and sincerity important? If she wants to see it, I will immediately gouge out my heart and show her the color!"

He cried, "I really tried hard. ”