Meditate on yourself, is tomorrow really better?

On weekdays, I am busy with work, and it takes nearly two hours to write a chapter, and these two hours are sometimes an important accumulation of other aspects of my development, if it weren't for the dream of being a writer in my heart, I don't think I would have persevered here!

2013 is finally coming to an end, and when the clock strikes midnight, even announcing the end of the year and the beginning of the new year, it means that the earth has finally revolved around the sun and returned to its old ways.

Pen %Fun %Pavilion www.biquge.info And me, do I still have to follow the old road like this every day, or do I go on with all my heart?

I don't want to!

Almost every day, I think about where the road ahead is, and every day I can't forget to ask myself what the value and purpose of life is, and how to achieve it and how to complete it!

Of course, these are unanswered questions.

If I could do my daily work like everyone else, and then enjoy the life I should enjoy, I don't think these inexplicable troubles would have arisen, but unfortunately, I found that I couldn't do it at all.

I yearn for fame and fortune, yearn for beauty, and even feel that I have great potential to be used every moment, but I am reluctant to abandon everything around me, daily work, daily duties, and daily brilliance in the eyes of others!

I can't throw it away, I can't get it, the more worried I am, this strange circle has really formed in my life and work, I really don't know what to do, I really don't know!

In the past two days, I have almost fallen into deep thought again, and perhaps only the so-called deep reflection can give my soul a little comfort...... I'm sorry.,I drank a little wine today.,There's really no idea.,If you make up a chapter.,I'm so sorry for everyone.,Tomorrow will be updated normally......