Chapter 461: The Best Time That Never Came Before
Life is always full of too many dilemmas that we can't solve, otherwise, this life will lose its meaning. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
It is precisely because there are too many difficulties and dangers that stand in our way that we will continue to move forward firmly.
But at this time, Mo Ran didn't want to. If he could, Mo Ran would rather bear all the pain and danger in Anne's place.
He asked himself again and again what he should do, and if he couldn't solve it, Anne was in great danger, and there was no doubt how difficult it was for an expectant mother to give birth to a baby by herself, and to a certain extent, it was almost impossible.
In other words, if the obstetrician and gynecologist cannot be found in time, Anne may face the risk of dystocia not very much, but 99%.
In fact, the doctor they have been looking for is on Nanshan Island - Matsushita Qinyin.
Matsushita Qinyin is professional in medical skills, there is no doubt about this, Mo Ran's life was picked up by her at the beginning, but she has never been a midwife, and she has no practical basis for midwifery, and even theoretical knowledge is not necessarily complete.
Mo Ran didn't worry about handing over the lives of Anne and the child to someone he wasn't sure of, that was Bo, using the lives of Anne and the child to make a possibility, what he wanted was foolproof, definitely not just a possibility.
But now the situation seems to have fallen into a dead end, he is not an indecisive person, but the so-called concern is chaos, the safety of Anne and the child, how can he not care?
That's why he's been hiding from Anne at first, but now he can't keep his composure anymore, and he desperately needs to find a qualified midwife as soon as possible.
"I don't want any accidents to happen to you, I owe you too much before, and I want to make up for it, but now it seems to be even worse, Annie, I love you, do you know?" Mo Ran didn't know how to express the uncomfortable emotions in his heart, and even the word love, which rarely appeared, popped up inadvertently, but he didn't notice it.
Mo Ran clenched his fists in pain, pressing the right hand of Annie's hand and trembling uncontrollably, his emotions were no longer controllable.
In order not to worry Anne, he has been hiding this matter, although he also wants to behave as naturally as possible, but in the case of worry, it is already unnatural, even the best disguise will be exposed.
How could Anne not feel it? Mo Ran could clearly feel everything he had done for her, and he had been around her every day during this time, doing everything he could for her, and this change had almost made him no longer look like himself.
She was touched and relieved.
For so long, what she has paid for Mo Ran is not only to give up her arrogant temper, but more often to be a spiritual support behind him.
Mo Ran is fighting outside, injured and tired, with her, she can heal his pain, eliminate fatigue for him, and use her own way to refill the energy for this strong-looking man, all along, her identity is easy to be ignored, but she is the one who really does the most for Mo Ran, who can understand how much a woman needs to sacrifice herself to pay silently?
In this era of equality and women's sovereignty, how many women can change themselves for a man, so as to stand behind him in obscurity and support him?
Maybe this is inseparable from the general environment they are in now, but even so, as long as she thinks, with how much attention Mo Ran attaches to her, it is not easy to get any authority? But she did not, and even in order not to affect Mo Ran's decision, she will never participate in the formulation of the plan for the development of the organization.
Isn't such a woman worth cherishing?
Feelings have always been unequal, Anne has paid so much for Mo Ran, Mo Ran is not unaware, but what he can do is to create a stable environment and a better and better life for Anne as much as possible.
It wasn't until the last time I returned from Bibo Island that it suddenly dawned on me that a stable living environment and an increasingly affluent quality of life were not necessarily the whole pursuit.
It was from that house that he felt the meaning of life, and it was only then that he thought, is it true that Anne has been obedient to him for so long in order to seek his protection?
Only then did he realize that he had been wrong all along. He mistakenly thought that it was not easy for him to fight for his life outside, it was his lifeless struggle that brought Anne and everyone on the island a stability, and Anne and others generally did not need to take any risks, of course, he was not unbalanced, after all, his own women need their own protection, it is really a normal thing.
But is that really what Anne is after?
Mo Ran suddenly realized that it was because of the theory of strength and weakness in his mind that he had been thinking that it was like that for so long, in fact, all Anne needed was a comfort from him, a hug from him, a kiss from him, and nothing more.
Looking back on the past, Mo Ran realized how much Anne had sacrificed for him.
When his prodigal son turned back and finally woke up, it was easy for him to stabilize and love Anne well, but the good times did not last long, and now he is facing this extremely bad situation.
"I don't blame you, do you know what the happiest thing in my life is?" Anne kept a smile on her face and whispered to Mo Ran.
Mo Ran has neglected her and hurt her, but this little man is very manly, whether it is the means of doing things or his personal character, he is full of wolf-like wildness, this kind of aggressive man may inadvertently bring countless scars to the women around him, but he can still let her follow closely without regrets.
Mo Ran didn't answer, he was still immersed in deep self-blame and couldn't extricate himself, it was his hesitation that caused the current situation, he knew that since Anne knew what he wanted to do, he would definitely not let him take this risk, and he also knew that even if he really went now, he could not come back himself, and whether he could rush back before Anne gave birth was uncertain.
He had been anxiously waiting for news on Nanshan Island, because he couldn't just run around like a headless fly, without a goal, and even if he had the ability, he wouldn't be able to achieve it.
But now because of this waiting, the best time has been missed, and in fact, the best time may never have happened. By the time he received that a team member had arrived on the mainland, there was not much time left.