In the depths of winter, when you look out the window, you will see a white expanse.

A few days ago, it was still a warm sunny weather, and a heavy snowfall last night wrapped the imperial city of Beihua in a white carpet of silver.

A thin layer of mist floated in his eyes, and it took a long time for Long Jinyu to 'draw' his gaze back.

This kind of Beihua is too familiar, and many years ago it was also this kind of weather, she set off from home with a lunch box and went to Beijiang Wharf to deliver food to her eldest brother Long Jinyan. After many years, this situation is still familiar, but it is no longer a person!

The thought of this makes my heart ache like a pinprick in a pin.

A knock on the door sounded from outside. The figure in contemplation stiffened slightly, and it took a moment to come back to his senses.

"Come in. With a shallow voice, Long Jinyu slowly turned around facing the window.

Seeing that the 'door' was pushed open, Long Jinyu walked over. Xu is because he has been standing at the entrance of the 'door' for a long time, his 'legs' are a little numb, and every step is a little mechanical.

"What's the matter? Sit down!" As soon as she walked in, Gu Linxi saw her mechanical steps, walking towards the 'door'. Hurriedly stepped up to meet her, Gu Linxi eagerly helped her and asked her to sit down quickly.

Glancing at the 'legs' of the 'woman', Gu Linxi spoke softly.

"Your 'legs' are uncomfortable, and you don't know it. Dare to stand at the window for so long, don't want your 'legs'?" The words of blame were distressed, and Gu Linxi squatted down and raised his hand to gently massage her.

"It's okay, I'm just bored, looking at the 'color' outside the window. You don't have to worry so much!" As she spoke, she wanted to push away his hand that was massaging herself, but as soon as she made a move, she was frightened by a reproachful look from the man.

Her 'leg' disease is an old 'hair' disease, and in the past five years, she has been in severe pain whenever she encounters 'cloudy' and cold weather. Knowing her 'problem', every time this happens, Gu Linxi will prepare a warm bag for her to prevent her 'legs' from hurting.

"Afraid of the cold, and you still like the snow scene so much? I remember that when you were abroad, you liked to watch the snow, and when you went back to China, you saw it again, and you thought it was beautiful?" Long Jinyu was afraid of the cold, and winter was almost torment for her.

But she loves to see the snow scene, whether it is abroad or at home, as soon as the snow falls, she seems to have forgotten the time to watch the snow, and one stop is a long time.

Worried about her 'legs', Gu Linxi said about her every time, and she smiled lightly every time and said that she was fine.

"It's all beautiful, and the hometown is even more beautiful, but with a touch of sadness!" The eyes gradually deepened, Long Jinyu's voice was clear and the words were clear, and they fell into Gu Linxi's ears, making the man's eyebrows frown.

It's not the snow scene in her hometown that is sad, it's her heart. Beihua is a place with memories for her, but those memories are full of hurt for her.

What happened five years ago is a scar that can never be erased for her, even if the wound can gradually disappear over time, but the wound in her heart can never be erased.

Sometimes it's not the scenery that is sad, it's the human heart. The scenery in your heart is beautiful, and the color in your eyes is also beautiful. "understands how deeply it hurt her in the past, Gu Linxi's words, both openly and secretly, are comforting her. A lot of things depend on what you think. If you can let go, you can be relieved, and there is nothing you can't get over.

Staring at the handsome person in front of him, Long Jinyu floated a smile, the smile was too shallow, shallow only for a moment.

Since he found her from abroad five years ago, Gu Linxi has never seen this 'girl' child laugh heartily. The dazzling smile seemed to disappear with the gunfire of the year.

"I understand......" She understood what he said, he cared about himself, and Long Jinyu also understood. But it's not so easy to really let go and let go.

She persuaded herself countless times that the past was gone, and she was no longer the Long Jinyu she was five years ago. After experiencing a life and death five years ago, she is now locked in love, like walking with a corpse 'meat'. Even though she knew Gu Linxi's heart for her very well, she never gave any response!

"What about Ze Xuan and Mu Xuan?" didn't want him to say anything more, Long Jinyu spoke before him. Hearing her ask about the little brothers, Gu Linxi chuckled lightly and sat on the chair on the side.

Pouring a cup of tea for her and herself, Gu Linxi said with a light smile: "The two little guys have grown up, so naturally we don't have to watch them all the time." Mu Xuan's child was lively, and he had just taken his brother to the 'door' to play. "Mu Xuan's 'sexual' personality is lively and outgoing, which is different from Zexuan, who has autism.

Mu Xuan knew that his brother was sick, and he was sensible since he was a child, so he deliberately approached him and played with his brother when he was not so disgusted with him.

Gu Linxi and Mu Xuan have a good relationship, in this child's words, although their father doesn't want them anymore, it's not bad to have a godfather who hurts. Of course, these words can only be said 'in private', and Mu Xuan doesn't dare to let Mommy hear them.

"Don't worry, since you returned to Beihua, you have become more and more haggard, if you continue like this, I am afraid that you will fall ill before you start work!" The words of the reproach were full of concern, Gu Linxi pushed the hot tea in front of the 'girl', looking at the clear face that the years had not left traces on it, and the smile of the handsome man deepened more and more.

"Brother Gu, you said my eldest brother would be there now?" Speaking of Long Jinyan, there was a faint worry in her heart. Before going to see Yan Beiquan, Ji Junmo said that he could see the eldest brother, but he saw the shadow of the eldest brother there!

She still remembers that when she returned to the Long family's courtyard, the house was cleaned up neatly, and it didn't look like she hadn't lived for a long time.

Beihua has no relatives of the Long family, if it weren't for the eldest brother in the city, who would take care of the Long family's small courtyard. But if the eldest brother is here, why can't he see himself?

While I was thinking, there was a chaotic sound downstairs, mixed with the sound of an engine.

"It seems that someone is coming, go and take a look......" Hearing a sound outside, Long Jinyu was in a hurry to get up, and one of them almost fell down if he didn't stand firmly.

Hurriedly stretched out his hand to support her, Gu Linxi was scared into a cold sweat.

"You stay here, I'll take a look-" Without giving her a chance to refute, Gu Linxi pressed her shoulder and sat her down, got up and went downstairs.

Long Jinyu's room was on the second floor, which used to be her boudoir. Coming out of her room, Gu Linxi walked down the stairs in a few steps, and the moment he stepped out of the hall, Deputy Director Gu's footsteps stopped suddenly, and his hand that unintentionally held the 'door' frame tightened.

His eyes were as clear as spring water when he walked in through the big gate, and when he looked at the person, he wanted to speak, but his throat seemed to be choked.

The person who came was dressed in an officer uniform, and the navy blue 'colored' military uniform was 'stiff' and stylish. The cold and proud seems to have a bookish atmosphere, and between the pride and the warmth of the scroll, it gives a unique ethereal and delicate rhyme.

Long Jinyan held Mu Xuan in one hand and led Zexuan in the other stride in, and saw Gu Linxi's thin 'lips' raised at the 'door' of the hall with a touch of arc.

"Godfather, godfather, uncle is here. "The two small short 'legs' took a big step, and Mu Xuan pulled Long Jinyan to walk in front of Gu Linxi first.

"Hmm... What's wrong with Godfather?" Seeing that he hadn't reacted yet, the little guy tilted his head and glanced at Long Jinyan, his eyes full of ignorance.

"Why, don't you invite me in and sit?" chuckled, Long Jinyan leaned over and put Zexuan down.

Looking at that familiar face, with a smile as warm as 'jade', Gu Linxi seemed to find his voice for a long time, and let the way for the family to walk in: "This is your home, of course you can enter!" He said well, the Long family's small courtyard was originally surnamed Long, and he was just staying here temporarily. With Long Jinyan coming back, it was too late for him to be happy, how could he not let him in.

"Godfather, what about Mommy, isn't she coming to welcome her uncle?" It was still Mu Xuan who spoke, tilting his little head, and speaking in an orderly manner. And Ze Xuan on the side never had a trace of expression, and his little hand tightly grasped the corner of Long Jinyan's clothes.

Zexuan has never liked to contact people, but he has no resistance to Long Jinyan. At this time, he was a little dependent on Long Jinyan's appearance.

The surprise and 'agitation' just now passed, Gu Linxi took a few steps closer, raised his hand to 'touch' the top of the hair of the two little guys, and said to Long Jinyan: "You are finally back, she mentioned you just now." Jinyan, go and see her!" Knowing who Gu Linxi was referring to, Long Jinyan nodded silently.

'Handed' over the two brothers Zexuan and Mu Xuan to Gu Linxi, Long Jinyan stepped on the wooden stairs step by step.

The ladder to the attic has age, and with every step it takes, it makes a sound. The voice was not loud, but it also came clearly into Long Jinyu's ears.

I don't know why Gu Linxi hasn't come back for so long, and I don't know if the sound of a car just now is coming at them?

The hand stopped on the 'door' frame, and the person in front of him made Long Jinyu stunned at the 'door' entrance, and the sourness of his eyes and the tip of his nose swelled together.

"Big brother, you're finally back......" Throwing herself into the arms of her eldest brother, Long Jinyu couldn't hold back tears anymore.

"I thought I'd never see you again...... I thought I'd never see you again......" she repeated over and over again with a sobbing voice.

Five years ago, she thought that she would die like that, never have anything to do with this world again, and no longer suffer because of those grievances and troubles.

As everyone knows, God let her pick up a life. also gave her two obedient, sensible, beautiful and lovely sons. thought that her life would end peacefully in a foreign country with her two sons.

Who would have thought that by chance, because of Zexuan's illness and the needs of work, she would set foot on the homeland of Beihua again!

Familiar streets, familiar scenery, familiar old people, seeing all this again, Long Jinyu was not 'excited', because she knew very well that all this was already wrong......

"Don't cry, aren't we meeting again? I know, my sister, doesn't die so easily. Sure enough, Xiao Yu is still alive, and she brought me two sensible and cute little nephews. Speaking of his two little nephews, Long Jinyan seemed to see a glimmer of light in the 'gloom' haze.

The child is Jinyu's hope and the hope of the Long family. Although he didn't ask the child's father, he looked at the two young and handsome little faces, and the cold air that flowed from between his eyebrows, like that man.

"The two of them ......" raised his head, and Long Jinyu opened his mouth, wanting to ask him how he knew about the existence of the two little guys.

Seeing the doubt, Long Jinyan spoke first, with a faint smile on her eyebrows.

"I was interrogated before I entered the house. Otherwise, your precious son won't let me in!" Listening to the eldest brother's words, Long Jinyu suddenly realized. Just now, Gu Liangcheng told himself that the two children were playing outside, and he must have met with his eldest brother at that time!

"The child is too young, especially Mu Xuan. Big brother, don't pay attention to them, just make trouble. "Knowing what his youngest son is about his 'sex', Long Jinyu opened his mouth without protection.

"Big brother, sit down, I'll pour you a cup of tea-" Let Long Jinyan sit, Long Jinyu poured him a glass of water. After a period of relief, her legs are not so uncomfortable, and now she is not moving and walking to be seen.

"Don't be busy, let my brother take a good look! Where have you been in the past few years? How did you come here? Jinyu, have you suffered......?" As soon as the simple words came out, Ren is Long Jinyan showed himself calm again, and his eyes couldn't help but reddened slightly at this moment.

"I... Just came over like that, whether it was good or bad, it all got through after all...... Now that Mu Xuan and Zexuan have grown up and become sensible, maybe they will be fine in the future......"

It's hard to look back on the past, but fortunately, it's all gone. Now, the two children are the pillars of her life, and she will no longer think about it or worry about it if it is not important......

"It's also said that Mu Xuan's 'sexual' personality is like Shaohong, very lively, and he is a clever child. It's just that Ze Xuan ...... "Mu Xuan's 'sexual' personality is very similar to Long Jinrui, he is clever and eccentric, and he is good at 'communicating' with people." It's just that as soon as Zexuan was mentioned, Long Jinyan's words paused.

After pondering a few words for a long time, he slowly spoke.

"Xiao Yu, Zexuan's kid ......" still didn't know what to say, Long Jinyan stopped talking about 'desire'.

"Zexuan is an autistic child, and part of his return to China this time is to treat him!" Knowing what Long Jinyan was embarrassed about, Long Jinyu took a step forward without waiting for his words to be completely spoken.

"What do doctors say? Don't they all say that foreign medical skills are advanced? Why do you want to go back to China?" "If you want to live a stable life in a 'chaotic' world, there is no other way than to stay away from this place of war and 'chaos'!"

Long Jinyan naturally knows that the medical skills in China are not bad, but after all, this is a 'chaotic' world, and the truly capable talents are not used to this, and most of them do not hesitate to leave their hometowns and live overseas.

Moreover, this is Yan Beiquan's territory, Long Jinyu came back with the child, and Yan Beiquan will not let her go easily.

"Brother, I know what you're worried about. However, I am also a doctor and I will take care of them. Returning to China is good for Xiao Zexuan's illness!And ......" Taking a deep breath, Long Jinyu pulled up a shallow smile and continued: "There are some things that are not to be avoided, there is my home here, and you, how can I not come back?"

Yes, there was her home, and there used to be her mother, sisters and brothers, but all of this was ruined by the man named Yan Beiquan......

When she came back this time, she didn't plan to hide from Yan Beiquan at all, some things had to be explained sooner or later, and she had already made it clear to him.

She said: "It's long since we got to ......

"Over, Xiao Yu, you are still too naïve! Do you think Yan Beiquan is a person who lets go easily? Five years ago, she would not let go of the Long family, she would not let you go, and she would not let you go five years later—" The tone increased a little bit, and Long Jinyan stood up a little 'excitedly'.

The thin figure is tall and 'straight'.

Compared with five years ago, he is more mature and colder, and he is no longer the scholar who is as gentle as 'jade'!

Long Jinyu asked herself in her heart, maybe my brother was right, Yan Beiquan would not let go easily, but it was destined to be impossible between them......