My heart is full of melancholy, but I don't know where to start. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info

When I first stepped into the online literature circle, it was a pure accident, and I somehow said in front of my roommate that I wanted to write a book, and then I wrote it to the present. The journey was intermittent, the longest fragment was several months, and I thought about giving up at one point, but then I was unwilling to pick it up during the summer vacation, and I was ready to work hard again.

However, the reality is too cruel, coupled with his lazy terminal cancer, and personal limited ability and other reasons, resulting in the book's grades are extremely poor, the only time to test the water recommendation, or during the Spring Festival, when book friends are celebrating the festival with their relatives, and how many people will use the computer to search for books? Therefore, the collection is a mess......

This book has also written hundreds of thousands before, at that time in a state of ignorance, but there is infinite momentum, just to fight for a signing place, but in the end, after getting his wish, Fang found that the nightmare has just begun, it turns out that the road ahead is not a broad road, but an endless abyss......

I have asked myself this question countless times, and the answer in my heart is two words: dreams, writing for dreams, should be a pleasant thing, but it is only today that I suddenly realized that maybe dreams are really just dreams in dreams......

Perhaps only when the dream fades away, will we realize that we are just an ordinary person.

Speaking from the heart, writing a book is tiring, but it's more about mental exhaustion than physical exhaustion, because you never know where your hope is, you can only go step by step.

Some friends said that ambition is not afraid of old age, not to mention that you are still young and should persevere, but in addition to age, there is a more important, more realistic, and more cruel reason that affects chasing your dreams, that is, life.

Dusty rain is a single-parent family, my father died in a car accident in 08, in addition to my mother, there is an older brother in the family, as the eldest son, but I can't bear the burden of family life, Dusty Rain really feels ashamed.

Say so much for no reason, just just want to vent, this book Dusty Rain will continue to write, a lifetime of dreams, this is the motto of Dusty Rain, but Dusty Rain is not long away from graduation, maybe after graduation, he will be busy with work and will neglect to write, but in the end this story will have a perfect ending.

ps: Although the results are poor, more than 300,000 should also be on the shelves, after all, the contract is signed, and the update will stabilize after it is put on the shelves.