Chapter 213: I'm Not You

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When Cen Xiuyu was merging his body to the stage of merging consciousness, that is, the fusion of consciousness, there was a deviation in the memory of his true yin body and true yang body.

When Cen Xiuyu was a child, he was told by Fugu Huai that he had to practice the supreme immortal relic of Qingyun Star - Taiyi Shendao since he was a child. Therefore, since he was a child, his body was divided into two, one practicing the masculine exercises and the other practicing the negative exercises.

Cen Xiuyu has been accustomed to living in the shadows behind him since he was a child, and he has always lived another self. They have the same appearance, the same mind, one yin and one yang, and they have practiced the practice of combining the doppelgangers since they were young, so that they can be fused together very early.

However, when today they merge in the form of the True Yin Body and the True Yang Body, and it is necessary to carry out a complete fusion of consciousness and memory, it is from the moment they are born.

The first thing Cen Xiuyu of the True Yin Body heard in his memory was his mother's cry, and she said: "They are all the same children, they are all our biological flesh and blood, he was only born late at the time of half a burnt incense, why should he be born to lose himself as soon as he was born, be the shadow of his brother for the rest of his life, and only practice the negative energy exercises that the Demon Dao can practice?"

This sentence made Cen Xiuyu, who was in the body of true yin, suddenly realize that he and Cen Xiuyu were not alone, but siblings!

It was because they were siblings that their father chose the two of them to practice Taiyi Shinto in this way from an early age, and he himself was chosen as a younger brother to cultivate the True Yin Body.

Since then, he has been the shadow of Cen Xiuyu since he was born, he has no name of his own, but he is repeatedly emphasized by the people around him all day long that he is another body of Cen Xiuyu.

I listened to it since I was born without self-awareness, so Cen Xiuyu believed it and believed it himself!

Because the two brothers have practiced the exercises of being able to harmonize their bodies since they were children, and they are twins who look exactly the same, they have never doubted the statements of their father and the high-ranking members of the sect.

It was only at this time that he realized that he was not Cen Xiuyu's other body, he was an independent life form with self-awareness.

The sad thing is that he has lived for more than 30 years, and he has never had his own name, so he can only be the shadow of Cen Xiuyu, who has been hiding in the shadows.

Now he has just understood that he is an independent life form, but he is about to be completely annexed and integrated by Cen Xiuyu.

Cen Xiuyu, who was in the body of True Yin, had a strong unwillingness and resentment, and this rejection immediately caused the fusion to fail, and both of them were hit hard and fell out of the combined state.

"What are you doing? Do you want to die, to be distracted at such a time!?" Cen Xiuyu of the True Yang Body said angrily.

Cen Xiuyu of the True Yin Body was a little stunned, he was still a little in a trance, and after thinking about it, he said: "Didn't you hear it just now when our memories were completely fused? We are not alone, I am not you! We are twin brothers, all because of this abominable Taiyi Shendao, they ...... They have been deceiving us.

"I-I've lived for more than thirty years, I have never had my own name, I can't have my own consciousness, it's sad! From today on, I don't want to be your shadow anymore, let alone be swallowed up by you, I want to be myself again. ā€

"What did you just hear? Nothing, that's your hallucination, it's your demons! We have been one since we were young, you are another me, we are one person. We are going to practice the Tai Chi Dao body now, and we have to trample Mo Fei under our feet and take back the woman I like. Either way, we must become one. ā€

"Don't deceive yourself anymore, in fact, I have long found out that something is wrong, although our hearts have been communicated, but I sometimes have different ideas from you, and I also have my own consciousness. I don't want to be your shadow anymore, they never asked me if I would like to be your shadow for the rest of my life.

"Revenge is your own business, the woman you like is not the same type as the one I like, I want to be myself. Cen Xiuyu, who was in the body of True Yin, shouted wildly and rushed out of the Hongmeng Pagoda.

"You can't go, you're me, we're going to melt into one, you definitely can't go!"

Cen Xiuyu, who was in the body of True Yang, immediately chased after him with all his might.

Cen Xiuyu, who had the body of True Yin, was not used to thinking and acting independently, and after coming out of the Hongmeng Pagoda, he couldn't help but feel a little confused in the vast snowfield.

At the moment when Cen Xiuyu, who was in the body of True Yin, was confused and hesitated, Cen Xiuyu, who was familiar with the body of True Yang, had already teleported to his side, hit him in the back with a palm, and imprisoned his soul with his true qi, and Cen Xiuyu of the body of True Yin fell into a coma in the wind and snow.

Cen Xiuyu, who was in the True Yang Body, also fell to the ground, and his heart also fell into an extreme struggle.

When his consciousness and memory merged just now, he also heard their mother's voice, and he also knew that the person lying next to him was indeed his twin brother!

"What the hell should I do? What if he doesn't cooperate? How can I melt into one, how can I cultivate into a Tai Chi Dao body, how can I trample Mo Fei under my feet?"

"If you want to become one with him, isn't that just swallowing? This is easy to do, I can help you to swallow with him, in that case, you don't need him to take the initiative to cooperate!"

The soft voice that had guided him to cultivate the True Yin Body sounded in Cen Xiuyu's heart again.

"Really!?What should the juniors do, and ask the seniors for guidance. ā€

After easily and successfully cultivating into a true ** body, Cen Xiuyu was already convinced of this "senior", like a drowning man grasping a life-saving straw.

A set of cultivation methods then appeared in Cen Xiuyu's sea of knowledge, and after Cen Xiuyu read it carefully, he found that this heart method was not mutually coordinated, equal, and communive. Instead, they take themselves as the main body and forcibly annex and merge all the other party's energy and body, consciousness, memory, etc.

After studying, Cen Xiuyu couldn't help but wonder and said: "This is not equality and communion, but annexation. ā€

"Different paths to the same end!"

"Is there really no problem with that?!"

......

The soft voice only said these four short words, and Cen Xiuyu didn't respond when he asked again.

After Cen Xiuyu of the True Yang Body asked again to no avail, he said in his heart: Different paths lead to the same end! Although they are different paths, the final destination to be reached is the same. The words of the predecessors also make sense.

However, he is my younger brother! He has been my shadow for so many years, it is hard enough, and he also wants to live his own life! If it were me, I would definitely not like to be the shadow of others when I was born, and in the end I would be swallowed up, right?

No, he's not my brother, he's the other side of me, this is the inner demon in cultivation, he's been my dark side since birth, it's another me, that's his fate.