305, Goss's wish
"Goss, if I die one day, can you do me a favor?" asked Su'er with a smile.
Goth was busy making medicines, casually saying, "I'm not going to let you die." ”
"What stupid things to say, of course I'm going to die. ”
"Whatever sickness you have, whatever wound you have, I will heal you. ”
"Ge Si," Su Er smiled, her smile was very warm, it could warm Ge Si's obedient heart, "I am an ordinary person, even if no one does anything to me, even if I don't get sick or injured, I will be old, I will die, I am not a member of the Protoss, have you forgotten?"
Ge Si stopped his hand, looked at the herbs in his hand, and said nothing, Su Er was right, and he Ge Si didn't think about this at all, he had even long forgotten the fact that Su Er was an ordinary person.
A trace of sadness flashed in Su Er's eyes, she couldn't bear it, she didn't feel at ease, but she had to choose death, because she wanted to protect this lonely boy through her meager strength and protect him in another way. At this moment, she has a secret hidden in her heart, which is to leave his secret, in fact, soon she will die, at the hands of Gos, who knows nothing.
She knew that her death was inevitable, compared to the people of the Protoss, her life was humble and short, if she could save him, she was willing to leave in such a hurry, she only hoped that he could be less injured in the future, protect himself more, and not live for others.
Su Er took away the herb that Gosi was holding tightly in his hand, and he looked at her, her fingers pinched the herb, sniffed it close to the tip of her nose, and said with a smile, "Goss, do me a favor, okay?"
"I don't want to. Goth turned his head.
"I was rejected," Su Er was a little surprised, a little regretful, but not angry, and said, "Why?"
Goss didn't answer Su'er, he reached out and grabbed another herb and continued to tinker with his new medicine.
"Well, since Goss doesn't want to, then I won't force it, but I still want to say it," Su'er didn't want to regret it, her time was running out, she always wanted to say as much as she could, just to drive away the loneliness of this withdrawn genius boy, she continued, "I'm dead, don't bury me in the soil, okay? I don't want bugs to eat my body in a dark and damp place, and bury me in water, okay?"
"Not good. Goss's voice was a little unhappy, and he didn't want to continue talking about such a topic with Su'er.
"Why not?"
Ge Si dropped the herbs in his hand, looked directly into Su Er's eyes, and said, "I will soak your corpse in the potion for a long, long time, and you will soak it for as long as I live." ”
"Goss ......" Su Er was stunned, she saw the angry Gosi for the first time, but his tone was extremely serious, without the willfulness of children.
Su Er lowered his head, and a sadness welled up in his heart, he trusted and relied on her too much, if so, what kind of mood would he have in front of her corpse? He could live for a long time, so long that Su Er couldn't imagine that it was not a good thing that her corpse had been with him, and she believed that it would make him even more lonely.
"I don't want to soak in the potion," Su Er didn't dare to look up, she was afraid that Ge Si would see her tears, "give me a water burial, otherwise, I will be angry, even if it is a corpse, I will be angry with you, and I will not forgive you." ”
"It doesn't matter!" Goss dropped a sentence, pushed the table away, and turned to leave, he was angry that Qi Suer said strange things.
Su Er raised her head, tears had blurred her vision, and she watched through the thick tears as Goss gradually walked away. In the future, he will be left alone, will he live well? How can she rest assured? But she has no way to accompany him all the way, sooner or later she will have to go first, it is better to exchange her death for his independence and growth.
The memory ended in Gosi's mind, and he stood by the river, looking at the stranded ship, on which lay a medicine man, unlike Su'er, at least in Gosi's eyes, Su'er could not replicate. For thousands of years, Goss still remembers Su'er's face when she was young, she was young when she died, and he still remembers what she said, and her tears.
Xi Yao looked at Gosi's lonely figure, and the river wind blew away Gosi's long hair, as well as a section of bandage exposed on his wrist.
Xi Yao has always been curious about what Ge Si insisted on doing with Ling Er's corpse, maybe she will really understand today that this sick Jiao Ge Si has always hidden a secret in his heart, a wish that has never been fulfilled, it is his regret for thousands of years, and the pain and remorse of his killing Su Er, buried in his heart, brewing endless loneliness.
Ge Si blinked tiredly, his blurred eyes were extremely clear, he knew that the "person" on this ship was not really Su'er, even if he got Xi Yao's corpse in the first place, he was just doing such a thing. To fulfill Su'er's last wish and do her a small favor, she wants a water burial, but at that time Goss decisively refuses her, and he angrily leaves her alone.
Goss smiled, laughing so pale, laughing silently, smiling a little self-deceptive, but he had no choice, from the time Su Er died in his hands, his repentance had no effect, even if he atoned for his sins in his life, he would not be happy.
"Let her go. Goss said weakly. He said "she" because he wanted "she" to be Su'er.
"Yes, Lord Goss. Two women in red cloaks answered and pushed the boat.
Goss calmly watched as the boat drifted further and further down the river. He could never fulfill Su Er's last wish, just like he could never forget her, could not admit the fact that she was gone, and could not get rid of the loneliness she brought him after leaving.
Xi Yao witnessed the whole process, and she never expected that Ge Si was bent on thinking about the corpse of Ling Er, not because of his weird fetishes, but because he wanted to give "Su Er" a water burial that she had always dreamed of.
"Ge Si, after so many years, can't you forget Su Er?" Xi Yao looked at such Ge Si and felt inexplicably heartbroken. But she knew that if she asked this, there would be no result, and Goss was a very stubborn person.
Goth kept watching the ship drift to the end of his sight, as if he had gone to another world, between heaven and earth.
"Stop grieving for the deceased, you should live your new life, you should have your own new life, maybe that's what Su'er wants, she wants you to be well. Xi Yao couldn't imagine that in the past so many years, Ge Si was still the Ge Si of the year, just like when he stood on the edge of the waterhole under the cliff, his lonely figure has never changed.
Ge Si watched the ship disappear until he turned around, looked at Xi Yao not far away, and asked, "Why are you still here?"
"Huh?"
"I thought you were dead, but you're still alive," Ge Si walked towards Xi Yao and said, "Is this your true face? ”
"You recognize me?"
Goss was a little tired, he closed his eyes, and it took a long time to open them, of course he didn't open them completely, he was always so lazy, and answered the question, "You're not as warm as you used to be." ”
"Huh?"
"It's nothing," Goss stepped out and walked past Xi Yao, then stopped, turned around and asked, "Now, do you still think that love is sad, and do you still want to use death to liberate?"
Xi Yao vaguely remembered what she had said to Ge Si, when she was bent on death, because she loved life rather than death, and she was desperate.
"I haven't seen that silver-haired boy for a long time, and it's bad news to hear that he's back, and it's the misfortune of everyone that the Grim Reaper is back, but you're lucky. Goss said as he unconsciously looked at the endless riverside, not knowing what he was thinking.
"I'm curious, will his life end again because of you? Because apart from you, he has no weaknesses, if you die, it will be really bad news, and his future reincarnation will have nothing to worry about, and no one can stop him, so no matter what, you must be kind to your life. Ge Si hadn't witnessed Xi Yao's seal, but he had learned something from his godly father.
"Goth, I don't quite understand what you mean. ”
"You told me not to touch love, because of sorrow. When you begged to die, it was painful, as if love was really so unbearable. But why did he die for you without grief? ”
"You said Xi, you died because of me?"
"Why, didn't he tell you in this life? I think, this should be something worth showing off, showing off his dedication to love, protecting the people he cares about, this is a good thing, even if there is a suspicion of inviting merit, it is also worthy of recognition," Goss felt that there was no reason for the god of death to be silent, he was not like a person with a forbearant personality, Goss said, "So, what you said at the beginning, was it denied by yourself?"
At the beginning, Xi Yao said that her love was miserable, and if she had a choice, she would rather never have met love, at least she wouldn't feel pain. Now, there is no need for Xi Yao to say, everyone who knows about this matter is convinced that this woman who is deeply loved by death should be the happiest person in the world.
"I don't know......" Xi Yao shook her head, how much did she not know?
"Yes, I don't know, forget it, anyway, sooner or later one day I will know, at least there is something to look forward to, it's already good, just don't regret it. Goth said and turned to leave.
Gesi, there is no chance of regret, no future to look forward to, he is destined to be so lonely and alone in this life.
Qin Ling'er watched Ge Si walk away, she was very curious, what kind of person was he, why did he have a mysterious feeling on his body, how did the injuries on his body come about? Why was he covered with bandages? Is he sick? He seems to be a genius who knows medicine very well, why don't you treat him himself?
Ge Si walked away, Qin Ling'er came back to her senses, walked to Xi Yao, who was stunned, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"
Xi Yao shook her head and didn't reply.
"Okay, since you don't want to say it, I won't ask any more, but, do you know that person just now?"
"Hmm. Xi Yao nodded. Gesi's personality is a little unpredictable, even if Xi Yao, who knew Gesi thousands of years ago, doesn't know him very well, and doesn't dare to say that he is his friend, and even when he sees him, he may be tortured and killed by him at any time, because when Gesi is perverted, it is really terrifying.