"Walnut ......! Walnut .......!" In a trance, Hu Tao, who was caught in the dark whirlpool, felt that someone was calling him gently, opened his eyes slightly, and only saw Tu Ge with an anxious face, knowing that the other party was talking, but not knowing what the other party was saying, suddenly a deeper tiredness hit, and Hu Tao fell into the darkness again. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info After a while, a fishy sweet liquid flowed into his mouth, Hu Tao sucked a sip, feeling that his body was light, as if in the clouds, it was very comfortable, very delicious......

"Ahh

"Where is this?" asked Hu Tao, looking around. By this time it was already dark, and it was obviously night.

"Trapped in the sand! Death Desert!" Tu Ge said lightly, seeing that Hu Tao had woken up, his worries for many days were finally put down.

"What did you just feed me?" Hu Tao touched his lips and found a few strands of blood hanging from the corners of his mouth.

"I just captured a demonic beast and fed you with its blood!, otherwise how would you wake up?" Tu Ge smiled as he pursed his pale initial anger.

"You didn't lie to me, what about the monster?" Hu Tao looked around, but found no corpse of the beast.

"You've been in a coma for three days, and I've been carrying you for three days, so you're so tired! I didn't expect you to be quite heavy!" Tug joked.

"You ......." Hu Tao didn't doubt too much, just thought that Tu Ge was tired these days.

"Wake up and get some rest! I've found my way out!" Tu Ge said with a calm expression, slowly leaning against the rocks and closing his eyes. In the cold wind of the night, Tu Ge's body trembled obviously.

"Are you cold?" Hu Tao came to Tuge's side and slowly hugged him.

"How can I be cold, I'm the Sword Venerable of the Seventh Rank!" just this little cold wind .....," Tu Ge said softly, coughing a few times, not even having the strength to refuse Hu Tao's kindness.

Looking at the dark sky without stars, Hu Tao suddenly said faintly: "Tuge, do you think we will die here?"

"Who knows?" Tug's uncertain words sent a pimple through her heart, and an ominous premonition enveloped her.

"Are you really okay?" Hu Tao checked Tuge's body, vaguely feeling that the other party was hiding something from him.

"It's all right, go to sleep, you'll have to go tomorrow!" Tug whispered hurriedly.

"I can't sleep!Tug, tell me about your past, why do you know so much?Whether it's in the Raven Forest or the Scorpion Desert, you always seem to have a way to get through......" Hu Tao quietly leaned on Tug's broad shoulder, moved to a comfortable position, and asked softly.

"Do you want to hear it?" Tu Ge himself didn't know why he was rambling a few words, was it because he was really close to the limit? Hu Tao subconsciously hugged Tu Ge's somewhat cold body and nodded fiercely.

"I used to be a person with low self-esteem, and I grew up ....."

"Hee-hee......" Hu Tao couldn't help but sneer, "You still have low self-esteem?

"Listen to me!" Tu Ge couldn't help but laugh with Hu Tao, looked into the distance and said in a deep voice: "This point, I have always followed me to junior high school and high school, and I have never dared to talk to others, especially those beautiful girls, and even when I went to college, this has not changed.....

Hu Tao gave a soft sigh of encouragement and waited for Tug to say the next thing, because she knew something must have changed him. Suddenly raised his head and asked with curious eyes, "Then what are you inferior?"

"Inferiority to everything, everything...... There is no good family background, no handsome appearance, no humorous and flattering language.... Even ......"

"Looks like you have all of them now!"

"Huh..... Because I am the kind of person who is typical of the extreme, and when I have a certain level of inferiority, I will start to be confident, blindly confident, that kind of unwarranted and arrogant self-confidence, even with crazy pride...", Tug continued. On a certain day, at a certain time, on a certain occasion, I was on the bus, thinking about this torturous question, looking at the scenery outside the window, and suddenly I suddenly figured it out, that kind of understanding is not a day or two, but more than ten years, more than twenty years of uninterrupted thinking to be able to figure out, why do I have low self-esteem? Why don't I dare to talk to others? Why don't I dare to look up? Obviously, they are all individuals, all human beings, all living beings? What am I afraid of?"

"And why is that?"

"The answer is no!" Tuge's tone was like the sound of the wind around him, and it dissipated as soon as it blew.

"None?" Hu Tao repeated in surprise, what kind of answer was this.

"That's right, someone else is someone else, I'm me! Regardless of the external things, appearance, talent, personality! Even if I do a good job, I am still inferior, because I see something higher and compare more perfect things, so I feel inferior!!"

"I don't understand!" Hu Tao shook his head, because Hu Tao has not experienced everything about Tu Ge, since he was a child, because he was beautiful, he has always been the stars holding the moon, his parents hurt, and his grandmother loves him, so naturally he will not understand Tu Ge's pain.

"To put it simply!" Tu Ge paused, looked down at Hu Tao, and said in a cold and piercing voice, "That is, to forcibly inflict one's own pain on others forever and forever, so that oneself will not be inferior, and will not be so painful! Let others bear everything for oneself." ”

Hu Tao still didn't understand after hearing a cold war, but he felt a little sorry for the man in front of him in his heart, and he didn't know what he had experienced over the years.

"Only by imposing all the pain on others can I not feel inferior! That's right! The inner thoughts of others will not affect me, and no matter what others say, I will not lose anything, let alone lose anything. Everything you do, everything you carry, it's always someone else's ...... who suffers."

"I still don't understand!"

"It's okay! I'll tell you about an incident I had when I was a sophomore! At that time, I was a member of the soccer team, and in one game, we lost the game, and the captain was so angry that he called me out and reprimanded me. That's right, it's a reprimand, but the mistake is not me, even if it's me, I won't admit it, the mistake is in the face of losing, the meaning itself is the biggest lie, a big lie, winning is the best negative teaching material for mistakes. The captain went to the hospital the next day, and when I went to see him scarred and bandaged, I noticed the deep fear in his eyes, and suddenly realized that it was so simple to enslave and make a person obey, as long as it was bloody violence....."

Hearing a soft snoring sound from beside him, Tu Ge paused in his voice and smiled bitterly. Let yourself talk about the past, but I didn't expect Hu Tao to fall asleep by himself.

Slowly closing his eyes again, Tug also planned to have a good rest, but after talking to Hu Tao about the previous events, he found that he couldn't sleep anyway. My mind was full of previous scenes, and the most common thing that appeared was a girl named Qu Ling. Knowing her, Tug didn't know whether to say lucky or unlucky......

........

"You did that, right?" Qu Ling looked angry, "You also beat the captain secretly, right?"

"Classmate Qu, in front of no evidence, please don't spray people with blood!" Under the camphor tree on campus, a few shrill chirps made people look irritable, and Tu Ge's indifferent voice pierced the leaves and projected them on Qu Ling's face.

"You come back for me!" Qu Ling grabbed Tu Ge, who turned around and wanted to leave.

"Classmate Qu, I don't know you very well, please let me go!"

"You and I went to the hospital to apologize to the captain!"

"Why?" After listening to Qu Ling's words, Tu Ge snorted coldly, and easily shook off Qu Ling as a woman with his physical advantage.

Qu Ling fell to the ground, Tu Ge sneered, and didn't even look at the other party, even if Qu Ling helped him many times, but every time, Tu Ge didn't have any gratitude in his heart, and even took it for granted.

"Just because you did something bad! You should apologize! Others don't know you, don't think I don't know how bloody and violent you are!" Although Qu Ling was a head shorter than Tu Ge, he looked at Tu Ge without flinching, and there was even a trace of contempt in his eyes. This feeling of contempt made Tu Ge a little crazy, because deep down, the most unbearable thing for Tu Ge, who experienced that period of inferiority, was the contempt of others!!

"I'll tell you! if I do it, I won't regret it!" Tu Ge grabbed Qu Ling's collar and said viciously. Suddenly pushed the other party to the ground again, indifferently no longer looked at Qu Ling, who was sitting on the ground expressionlessly, turned around and left immediately, and the students who came and went thought it was just a couple quarreling. Tu Ge knows best that he is not afraid of others, and he will not care about the eyes of others, and he is most afraid of people who know himself...... He's going to get out of here, out of here...... I don't want to face Qu Ling's perceptive eyes anymore.

.......

"Tug! Tug!!Wake up!"

"Hmm-" Tug opened his eyes, and it was already dawn. "What are you dreaming about, and you keep calling my sister-in-law's name?" Hu Tao frowned slightly, and his eyes were a little vigilant.

"Your sister-in-law's name?" Qu Ling, Qu Ling, Tu Ge shook his head, "I dreamed that your sister-in-law was calling us home!" Tu Ge explained. Hu Tao nodded, choosing to believe Tuge's words, and did not dwell on anything too much.