Chapter 59: Shame
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They trained and studied together with other little soldiers, and gradually became branded with the marks of soldiers.
In the words of Team Leader Guan, Qiao Xiaojing and Cuiyu have entered the track, integrated into all the roles they play, their professional level and ideological quality are improving day by day, and many bad habits that do not meet the requirements of soldiers have almost been changed.
In general, although they are older than other soldiers, they are still very malleable.
Qiao Xiaojing's changes were not only recognized by the women's combat group, but also by other team members, and more importantly, by Captain Wang and the political commissar. The recognition of comrades-in-arms is an incomparable honor for the soldiers.
As a matter of fact, the recognition of the guerrilla leaders at all levels was earned by their efforts more than others. And this kind of tenacious and aggressive efforts did not start with the momentum, they experienced ridicule and humiliation from others before they finally germinated.
In the first three months of their enlistment, the recruits had no combat missions, and their daily tasks were all kinds of training and ideological and political study.
The training of the army is boring, and the study of political theory is also boring, two boring things are put together, and they have to face at least three months, many recruits are full of displeasure with this monotonous and boring life, of course, this also includes Qiao Xiaojing and Cuiyu.
In the process of training, they were tired, as if they had lost their souls.
Although he did not show the emotion of resisting the training, but the training actions were not in place, Team Leader Guan talked to them many times, whether it was serious persuasion or scolding, unfortunately, it had no effect at all.
The same is true for learning, neither taking the initiative to speak nor participating in discussions, even if the group leader is constantly inspiring, they are glazed and unresponsive.
Team Leader Guan originally thought that after hard work, Qiao Xiaojing and the others would improve, but who knows, day by day, they are still like this. Team Leader Guan slowly accepted this fact and didn't expect much from them.
At this moment, an unexpected thing happened that completely changed Qiao Xiaojing and Cuiyu.
One afternoon, Team Leader Guan went to the team headquarters to attend a regular work meeting, and the training task of the women's group was temporarily designated as being in charge of the female soldier A Zi.
Ah Zi is a more introverted, but very assertive little girl, the first time she saw Cuiyu and Qiao Xiaojing was in the battle to rescue the villagers who were detained by the devils and built fortifications for the devils, due to the ignorance of Cuiyu and Qiao Xiaojing, she almost let her team leader die, and from that moment on, she didn't like Cuiyu and Qiao Xiaojing.
By mistake, these two joined the guerrillas again, and also entered the women's combat group, Ah Zi kept convincing himself that since he had become comrades-in-arms, he should be more tolerant, and the idea of bridging the rift in his heart.
The grinning Jade is full of thoughts about fighting with the devil, and she is not willing to put her time and energy into monotonous and boring training and study, although Qiao Xiaojing is not as open and clawed as Jade, but her mind is not completely focused on training and studying, and the performance of the two of them can be described as extremely negative, which Team Leader Guan sees in his eyes, and Ah Zi also sees it in his eyes.
Every training and assessment, either the jade is the first to the bottom or Qiao Xiaojing is the first, and every political theory study and assessment, either Qiao Xiaojing is the first to the bottom or the jade is the first, there has never been an accident, it is true that such a result is self-evident.
Ah Zi wanted to rush forward many times in the face of such a result, and slapped Cuiyu and Qiao Xiaojing to relieve the hatred in her heart, of course, it was not hatred, but hatred, but soon her contradictory heart made her return to her original place.
Maybe they still need time, as long as they are patient, they will definitely change. Sometimes, Ah Zi also comforts herself like this. Rather than wasting time on them, it is better to step up to improve one's own quality, which is the right way. Sometimes, Ah Zi admonishes herself like this.
Just like this, the relationship between Ah Zi, Cuiyu and Qiao Xiaojing is always not salty or light, and to put it bluntly, they are just members of the same group.
Ah Zi, as the person temporarily designated by Team Leader Guan to be in charge of the training of female soldiers, in the afternoon training class, she tried her best to restrain her emotions in the face of Cuiyu and Qiao Xiaojing's lazy style and disobedient behavior.
I was going to turn a blind eye, but when the training was over, the volcano erupted.
The training was about to end, and Ah Zi ordered Cuiyu and Qiao Xiaojing, who were standing aside to bask in the sun, to pack up their training equipment, and after repeated orders, Cuiyu and Qiao Xiaojing didn't respond as if they hadn't heard, and still basking in their own sun. The other team members kept looking at Ah Zi, Cuiyu and Qiao Xiaojing, they didn't have the heart to train, they were all waiting for the results of the development and change of things.
Ah Zi was completely pushed on the back of the tiger, and fell into a situation where it was difficult to ride a tiger, difficult to advance and retreat, and embarrassing to leave and right.
Cuiyu and Qiao Xiaojing were somewhat in awe of Team Leader Guan, but for Ah Zi, to put it more seriously, they didn't pay attention to it at all.
Soon, the language conflict between Ah Zi, Cuiyu and Qiao Xiaojing became intense, and the rest of the female soldiers naturally had no intention of training, they all gathered around, surrounding the three of them in the middle, and became the audience and listener of Ah Zi's quarrel.
"You're just in charge of training temporarily, and you think of yourself as a leader, and you're really good at using a chicken feather as an arrow. Cuiyu poked at Ah Zi's weakness in front of all the female soldiers.
Since you admit that I am temporarily responsible, then I should carry out my orders while I am temporarily in charge. "Ah Zi is neither humble nor arrogant, and his righteousness is strict.
"Even Team Leader Guan won't be like you, and he ordered us, he really wants to treat us as maids, let us do whatever he wants, why should we listen to your little hairy boy yelling at us and drinking five and six?"
"Why? With my professional ability being stronger than yours and my overall quality being higher than yours, isn't it okay? ”
"Who do you say is a false life? If you say that, when you are old, you should be tossed according to your orders? Is it wrong to be older than you?"
"It's right to be old, what's wrong with being old? People who are older than me, I respect them as long as they deserve my respect. It's just that I'm young and ignorant, and I really don't know how to respect you two big sisters. ”
"Well, shouldn't we be respected? Of course, we don't dare to expect your respect. ”
"You deserve respect, but as a sister, your words and deeds make me, a junior, not know where the respect is?"
"Don't hide it, say whatever you have to say, I'm not afraid. Jade had a disdainful but cynical look in her eyes.
Qiao Xiaojing has not said a word since the quarrel escalated, lowered her head slightly timidly, stood behind Cuiyu, tugged at Cuiyu's clothes vigorously, and motioned for Cuiyu to say a few words, where would Cuiyu, who was on the "Xingtou", still care about Qiao Xiaojing's prompt.
The rest of the people were all like watching the group comedy, silent, watching the development and change of the plot.
"Since that's the point, let's open the skylight and say something. Ah Zi paused, stared at the arrogant Cuiyu, and then said, "You two are older than us, we should treat you as sisters, but where do you look like sisters? When training, people are eighteen or nineteen-year-old girls who can do a good job and strive to get better and better, but what about you? Either you look like you haven't eaten for several days, you look weak and listless, or you are like you have lost your soul, tired, you can sit and never stand, you can lie down, you never sit, how can you behave like a soldier?" Is it the performance of a soldier who is older than everyone else and is regarded as a sister by everyone? The training is indeed hard and tiring, so forget it, what about the study of political theory? Either he covers his head and thinks about it, or he pretends to be stupid and even sleeps profusely, is this kind of performance the performance that a soldier should have? Is it the performance of a soldier who is older than everyone else and is regarded as a sister by everyone?"
Gone is Jade's disdainful gaze, replaced by emptiness and godlessness.
Ah Zi let out a long sigh, tilted his head to look at the sky, and then said: "Think about our original intention of joining the guerrillas, think about it, and see if we still remember why we joined the guerrillas in the first place? Looking back at ourselves, how big is the gap between what we are doing and thinking now and our original intentions, and can we still find the self who had all kinds of longings for us after joining the guerrillas before joining the guerrillas?"
The training ground fell silent, and everyone lowered their heads and fell into self-reflection.
Cuiyu also lowered her head, and this time she didn't quarrel with Ah Zi again.
"Actually, I originally thought that I would make do with the two of you, and that our well water would not interfere with the river water, who would have thought that the time to pierce the window paper would come so quickly and so suddenly. Ah Zi pursed her lips, rubbed her eyes, and continued, "Now that the words have come to this, no matter how much they stimulate you, I have to say it, except for those who are older than us, you are not qualified to put on a show in front of us, especially at this juncture when everyone needs to be armed to drive the inhumane devils out of China." Perhaps, you may still be unconvinced, but there is no way, if you want to earn respect, first you have to have a reason to be respected. ”
Cuiyu and Qiao Xiaojing returned to the dormitory with a heavy, even painful heart, and it was already evening.
The two of them sat on their own beds, thinking about Ah Zi's words, thinking about it, and they cried together, and Cuiyu cried very sadly.
"Do we still shed less tears?" Qiao Xiaojing asked Cuiyu with a sob.
"This is the first time that such tears have been shed. Jade said as she cried.
"Where can there be no tears?" Qiao Xiaojing sighed sadly.
"Heaven, maybe only heaven is without tears!" Jadeite still cried.
Ah Zi's words were like sharp knives piercing Cuiyu and Qiao Xiaojing's numb hearts, and this time they felt pain.
Cuiyu and Qiao Xiaojing were insulted because of this unexpected quarrel, but what was more meaningful than the insult was that they recognized themselves.
In the time since, Qiao Xiaojing and Cuiyu have changed their concepts, trained and studied actively, and gradually became veritable big sisters.
Of course, it became an example for the little soldiers to learn.