48. Memories of youth 2
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"Wake up, wake up, wake up ......"
Fan Chen was woken up by a soft force, and what broke into his sight was the face of a young girl, looking at him seriously with her head up, and there were still undried tears on her face. She poked her head out www.biquge.info pen "Fun", grabbed the bricks on the broken wall with one hand, and grabbed Fan Chen's arm with the other.
"Don't stay in such a conspicuous place that will be discovered by the enemy. ”
Fan Chen slapped the girl's hand away and stepped back vigilantly.
"Be careful!" The girl was really startled when she watched Fan Chen's foot in the air and her whole body fall from the other side of the broken wall, but she grabbed Fan Chen's other arm in time.
Her arm rested on the broken wall, and she tried to pull the boy on the other side up, but she couldn't use any strength, only grinding her arm into a bloody blur, and the blood seeped into the filthy broken bricks.
"Let go. ”
"I don't!"
"I'll let you go. ”
"You're the only one alive, your people, and I won't let you fall to your death!"
"What?!"
"I said, I'm not going to let you die!"
"It's a big joke. "Fan Chen is not distressed that a girl's arm will be broken, at a young age, he has the decisiveness and calmness of an adult, as well as the indifference of rejecting people thousands of miles away, which completely exceeds the temperament he should have at this age. It was as if everyone in the whole world except for the people around him was his enemy, and everyone could use it to slaughter.
Fan Chen snapped open and grabbed his fingers tightly, and his body fell.
"Don't!"
The girl's exclamation rang out from the other side of the broken wall, and she spread her five fingers, unable to catch him as he fell, and panicked, forgetting that there was still an enemy lurking around.
The dust on the other side of the broken wall landed unharmed, graceful and graceful, with flowing silver hair.
Fan Chen walked around the broken wall, walked to the other end, and looked at the girl lying on the high wall for some reason, she stood on tiptoe, stepped on a crumbling stone, leaned out, but could not see the situation at the other end of the broken wall, crying and saying, "Don't die, you don't want to die......
"Hey!"
"Huh?!"
The girl was startled, turned around, slipped her foot, broke her foot, and fell from a great height.
Fan Chen watched her fall indifferently, as if he was watching a play, watching a puzzling play, it was the first time he had a conversation with someone in such a scene, which was very strange.
Fan Chen hesitated, but finally stepped forward to catch the falling girl, her body was soft and warm. Fan Chen was startled, and quickly let go of her hand, the girl slipped from Fan Chen's arms and fell to the ground, but it was not high, and it was not very painful. Fan Chen took dozens of steps back, a full ten meters away from her.
The girl rubbed her eyes, he was suddenly so far away from her, was he afraid of her? The girl looked around, raised her head again, pretended to be brave, but her eyes kept trembling, tears rolled down, in fact she was very afraid, but she said, "Don't be afraid, I am not afraid, we must not be afraid, if we are afraid, the enemy will succeed." ”
"You...... Is it a living person?"
Fan Chen asked in surprise, and as soon as the girl limped closer, he stepped back.
"Huh, what's wrong with you?"
The girl wondered why he was more afraid of seeing the living than the dead.
Fan Chen collected his fingers, and there was residual warmth from her on his fingertips, when he caught her body, he clearly felt the warm body temperature on her body, and asked her if she was a living person, which seemed to be an extra move, but it scared Fan Chen so much that his face was pale, and his delicate face seemed to have an extra layer of gloomy temperament.
"How can you be alive? This can't be, how can it be?"
Fan Chen muttered to himself, unable to understand, hesitant and confused.
"I ...... Am I supposed to be a living person......? I ......" the girl squatted down, I don't know if it was because of the pain in her feet or in her heart, she endured it for a while, and she still cried.
"No, don't cry, I didn't mean that. Seeing the girl crying, Fan Chen began to explain, but who would explain his doubts?
The girl began to mechanically turn over the pile of rocks on the ground again, and when she was asleep, she waited for a long time, and found that there was no enemy, so she kept turning over the rocks, but she could not find the remains of her parents, "Perhaps, I shouldn't be alive, I shouldn't be the only one ...... alive."
The more the girl talked, the more sad she became, and she cried so much that the pear blossoms brought rain.
Fan Chen slowly stepped forward, removed the stones from her hands, and helped her remove them piece by piece, helping her find the bones she was looking for, the bones of her parents.
During the whole process, Fan Chen didn't speak again, but his heart was very heavy. It was quiet, except for the choked cry of a young girl.
Eventually, the bodies of the girl's parents were found, so distorted that they could not recognize their faces, but only their clothes, clothes worn only by kings and queens.
The girl reburied the bodies of her parents, and she wept for a long time, until the moon went down and the sun rose.
Fan Chen sat under the broken wall, silent.
Two people of the same age, but with different identities. From this moment on, a secret was planted in Fan Chen's heart, and since then, he has been carefully guarding and guarding her.
"I'll take you away. ”
Fan Chen got up and stretched out a hand to her, he wasn't sure if she would be willing, maybe kill him directly, and she would not hesitate.
"Where?" she asked, choked up.
"A safe place, a place where there is no death and no killing. ”
"But this was my country, my home, and my family, but now...... They were all dead. ”
"I will give you a country, a home, and a family. ”
"Family, are you?"
"Hmm. Fan Chenyan replied insincerely, but his heart was very bitter, he lied, he didn't tell her the truth, and he didn't want to tell her the truth.
"Hmm. She didn't hesitate to agree.
The more she trusted him, the more sad he felt, and the heavier the weight in his heart.
She stretched out her hand and took his hand, he took her, he carefully led the way, she limped along, and the two walked through the ruins together, as if they had spent a long life together, a heavy life.
The first time he made a promise to someone, he was so depressed that his heart seemed to be pressed against a Mount Tai. He was fourteen years old that year, and for the first time he knew that promise was so sacred, but he didn't know that it would become a seed that would eat away at the guilt in his heart, and the longer it was buried, the heavier the guilt became, and it was so heavy that he couldn't breathe.
"Come on, I'll carry you. ”
The first time Fan Chen spoke gently to the girl, it was also the beginning of his future love for her.
"It's okay, I can walk on my own, you're covered in blood, you're injured too, don't worry about me. "The girl is very well-behaved, sensible, and understanding, and how can she know that the blood on his body is not his own at all.
"I'll carry you. Fan Chen didn't say anything superfluous, just repeated, although it was plain, but there was no doubt, so that she didn't dare to refuse.
The girl lay on Fan Chen's body, and when he carried her, he decided to carry her all, her life, her future, everything, and he decided to take it on his shoulders.
Fan Chen carried the girl through the ruins of Liguo on his back, and returned to the same place, the place where he went on a killing spree, the place where he stood tall, the place where he opened the key to kill.
When the girl saw a door, she was a little surprised, she was the same as Fan Chen, because she was young and ignorant, and she didn't know that this was the junction of two countries.
Fan Chen banged on the door, very hard, and very angry.
"I'll come down, I can go on my own. The girl was afraid that she would be tired and suggested that she come down by herself, but he had no intention of letting her down.
The woman behind the door heard the movement and unlocked the door and opened the door, "Little master......"
"Get out!"
The first time Fan Chen was angry with this woman, it was also the first time he said the word "roll". He carried the maiden on his back and passed the bowing woman and walked towards the corridor.
The woman looked at the scene outside the door, then at the dust, and hurriedly ran away.
Fan Chen took the girl to his room and settled her for the time being.
"I'll go and go back, don't mess around, I'll take you away soon." ”
"I ......"
"What?"
"My name is ...... Mu Zhining. ”
"My name is Dust. ”
After a brief introduction, Fan Chen went out.
Fan Chen walked through the hallway to a door, his palm close to the door, and a blue flame ignited, instantly burning the door to ashes.
"Chen'er, why is there so much anger?"
The woman in the room saw the young man at the door, and asked flatly, as if nothing had happened, when in fact she knew the whole thing. Next to her stood the eighteen- or nineteen-year-old woman from before, who leaned over and retreated.
"Mother, you lied to me! How could you lie to me like that?"
"How could Chen'er say such a rebellious thing, how could your mother deceive you?"
"You've always said that this is practice, it's just practice, it's not true, and it shouldn't be true!" Fan Chen cried and said, the first time he cried since he was sensible, it wasn't because of blood and injuries in the fight, even if he almost lost his life, he was never afraid, and he never shed a single tear, "They are all living people! How can they be living people! Shouldn't they be phantoms on the training ground? How can they be living people? Why did the training ground suddenly become a real combat scene!"
"Chen'er, you will face these things sooner or later, and you should accept it as soon as possible, not be afraid. ”
"I'm not afraid of them, no matter how powerful the enemy is, even if they kill me, I'm not afraid, but I'm afraid of myself now, I have human blood on my hands, just now, I killed so many people, so many living people, they should have their own homes, their own families, but I ruined everything, I plundered everything from them, ruined their countries and cities, including their lives......"
"Calm down, no one blames you, this world is like this, the strong survive, the weak perish, this is the law of nature, this is the will of heaven. Mother's approach today is to teach you to understand this truth, you should not have any compassion, you should have a strong heart, and become a real strong person. ”
"Mother, you're too much!
Fan Chen roared and threw his sleeves away.
"Stop!"
Fan Chen didn't look back.
The woman watched her son go away, but the underage body was burdened with great responsibility, and she wanted to feel sorry for him, but she couldn't feel sorry for him, and she couldn't be soft-hearted.
"Lingshan. ”
"Yes, ma'am. The eighteen-year-old woman walked out of the side door again.
"Lingshan, did I do something wrong?"
"Madame......"
"I didn't know that he was still a child, and I wished his childhood had been spent in killing, but I couldn't help it, I really didn't have any way. ”
"Madame, don't blame yourself, the little master is still young and ignorant, so he doesn't understand Madame's painstaking efforts, and when the little master grows up, he can naturally understand. ”
The woman held her forehead and sighed again and again, and her heart ached.