203, the devil's mind (2)
Fan Chen put away Ji Shuang's spirit sword and said, "How stingy Ya Chi is, there are only a few people who have added to your courtyard, and they are not enough for me to wipe the sword." ”
"Why did you become like this?"
"I was like that, but the reason why they died was because of you, and you made me unhappy, so I had to find something to do to make myself happy. ”
"Fan Chen, I admit that I betrayed you, I chose to be with Ya Chi at that time because the child needs a father, I can't raise him alone, I am not as brave and strong as Mrs. Fan. At that time, I was still blind, I couldn't even take care of my own life, how could I take care of him......" Xi Yao couldn't hold back and cried.
"Xi Yao, you're so funny, do you still want to say, this child is mine?" Fan Chen thought it was funny, he approached Xi Yao and said with a smile, "Even if it's mine, I want to kill him." ”
"Fan Chen, are you crazy?!" Xi Yao was shocked, Fan Chen had moved this thought for the second time, it turned out that he had never believed that this child was his, and he would rather kill by mistake than allow this child to be born. She stepped back, shook her head, and said, "No, no, the child is innocent, you can't kill him......"
"But I want to kill him, I look at it as an eyesore, I don't look comfortable. Fan Chen grabbed Xi Yao's arm and said calmly, as if to say, Xi Yao, change your clothes, I don't like the color on your body.
"Fan Chen, I beg you, don't do this, I beg you, don't hurt him, Fan Chen, don't, the child is about to be born, don't ...... like this" Xi Yao begged bitterly, she struggled, but she was never able to break free from the shackles of Fan Chen.
"Xi Yao, I'm giving you a chance, you'd better stop challenging my bottom line. ”
"Fan Chen, if you dare to kill him, I will hate you for the rest of my life!"
"Then hate me. Fan Chen said disapprovingly.
“...... Devil, devil, you are really a cold-blooded devil! How did you become like this? He is your child! You don't let go?!"
"Huh. Fan Chen's hand rested on Xi Yao's stomach.
"Don't ——!!!," Xi Yao shouted hysterically, the pain in her lower abdomen was unbearable, and the blood flowed down her inner thighs, dripping continuously, without stopping, and she watched the dress gradually dyed red. Blood, a lot of blood, stained her consciousness red, and made her panic.
"How can you be so cruel...... How can you really get your hands dirty...... He's your child......" Xi Yao was in pain, her abdomen hurt so much that she couldn't support her body, her legs were weak, and when she fell, Fan Chen held her, she pushed his hand, crying and breaking down in despair, "Crazy, devil...... How can you do such a thing...... How did you...... It can be like this...... I hate you, Dust, I hate you! I hate you...... I will never forgive you! Devil! I will not forgive you......"
Three months ago, Fan Chen asked Ya Chi to pick up Xi Yao, he was not very kind, he was just to raise this child. A child who can be born after ten months of pregnancy is about to give birth, but when she is about to give birth, she is robbed of all hope for a mother.
Xi Yao was bleeding profusely and in shock, and she had been cursing Fan Chen until she was quiet, and she couldn't believe that he had really killed the child in her womb.
And on his calm face, there was no superfluous emotion, he knew that there was half a chance that this child was really his, and he didn't show mercy to his subordinates. From the first glimpse of Xi Yao's bulging belly, he sentenced the child to death, he did not allow this child to be born, he was really cruel.
Xi Yao made a lot of determination for this child, but she was destroyed by Fan Chen in an instant, and there was no room for negotiation.
If Xi Yao's initial wish was to hope that Fan Chen would be happy, then after having this child, she has one more wish, that is, she hopes that this child will grow up safely.
Fan Chen picked up Xi Yao and returned to Minde Mansion, if it weren't for her, he would definitely not set foot here again. For him, Minde Mansion is no longer his home, he doesn't need a home, the whole world is in his pocket.
"Young Master......" Qin Ling'er saw Xi Yao in Fan Chen's arms, she tilted her head, she was unconscious, her skirt was full of shocking bloodstains, Qin Ling'er saw this, and her heart was somewhat numerous.
The fetus that grew so big died, not to mention Xi Yao, who was the mother, even Qin Ling'er felt cruel and pity, she didn't know that the child's father strangled him with his own hands.
Qin Ling'er took out the stillborn baby in Xi Yao's womb for Xi Yao, closed her eyes tightly, and clenched her two small hands into fists, as if she was asleep. The fetus was too small and even a little wrinkled to make out who he looked like.
After Xi Yao woke up, regardless of anything else, her first reaction was to reach out and touch her belly, and it was flat! As a vampire, the wound on her stomach had also healed, but her child was gone, and she carried this belly for more than nine months, unable to adapt to the sudden disappearance of the child.
Xi Yao's emotions were very excited, she sat up and tried to climb out of bed to find her child, but was stopped by Qin Ling'er.
Xi Yao cried and asked, "What about the child, what about the child?"
"Xi Yao, the child is gone, mourn. Qin Ling'er said apologetically, she couldn't save the child, and when Fan Chen brought Xi Yao here, the child was already dead.
Xi Yao suddenly quieted down, she didn't cry about her heart-rending pain, she no longer moved, no longer talked, didn't cry or make trouble, she just sat in a daze, her hand kept on her stomach, and she never wanted to put it down.
Fan Chen stood at the door of the room, looking at Xi Yao on the bed, she had been sitting like this for three days and three nights, with her hands on her stomach, not speaking or moving, and not sleeping.
Countless vampires suddenly appeared in the Minde Mansion, the dust at the door, the silver hair and robes were blowing with a gust of wind, and there was an extra Ya Chi in the room, picking up Xi Yao on the bed and leaving, and Fan Chen did not stop it.
"Abla, why doesn't the child move? I can't feel it. Xi Yao saw Ya Chi, raised her head, and asked suspiciously.
Ya Chi looked at Xi Yao's flat abdomen, touched her head distressedly, and said gently, "He's tired and resting." ”
"Oh, I see. Xi Yao lowered her head and touched her belly, as if she was comforting the child in her belly, and then showed a happy smile.
Ya Chi could see that Xi Yao was very tired, yes, she hadn't closed her eyes for two days and two nights, and she had been wondering why the child didn't move. She listened to Yachi's words, and then she put her mind at ease, and when he helped her lie down, she didn't resist, she was very well-behaved and docile.
After this incident, Fan Chen did not leave Minde Mansion for many days, and he did not raise his sword to kill people for many days.
He was sitting by the lake in Minde Mansion, and Xi Yao a few years ago was soaking in the lake, lying on the shore where he was, pretending to be stupid at him because of his weak heart.
The pattern on the tiger's mouth in his left hand wandered, and he looked at her dream, which was not in her dream, and she just asked Ya Chi over and over why she couldn't feel the child moving.
Ya Chi would find different reasons and excuses every time, carefully reassuring her, but never saying the real reason, he was afraid that she would not be able to bear it and go crazy, in fact, she was already crazy.
"Ya Chi said, the child's name is Ya Yan, however, I gave the child a milk name, called Jin'er," Xi Yao in the dream lowered her head, she gently stroked her belly, just like usual, she just didn't notice, the belly was flat, she murmured, "The child will move, I can feel that he seems to have turned over, he is very smart, like his father, as if he can already understand the voice, but he is more willful, not very well-behaved, and loves to move......"
"My father said that when Jin'er grew up, he would have to move with him to live in the Chaos Realm, and he said that he missed my childhood and had always regretted it, so he wanted to watch Jin'er grow up, but I knew that Jin'er didn't want to leave her mother. ”
"What genes does Jin'er inherit, is it a werewolf or a vampire?Does Jin'er like humans? Your father doesn't like humans very much, saying that human genes are not good, they are not attentive, and they are easy to change their minds......
Xi Yao in the dream said plain words. Fan Chen didn't want to be a spectator anymore, so he moved his fingertips and pulled in the distance from the dreamer, so that the other party could see him, to put it bluntly, it was to forcibly let the other party dream of him.
Xi Yao in the dream glanced at Fan Chen, without any emotion on her face, turned her head again, and Gu got up to leave. Fan Chen, who was ignored, felt unprecedented surprise, didn't she say that she would hate him? Didn't she say that she would never forgive him for the rest of her life? Why didn't she seem to care about him at all, she didn't even know him? How terrible, she had subconsciously ruled out his existence!
"Don't go!" ordered Dust.
"Huh?" Xi Yao raised her head, looked at Fan Chen suspiciously, and asked, "Are you calling me?"
"Why, don't you know the father of the child?"
"The child's father?" Xi Yao glanced at Fan Chen, lowered her head, looked at her stomach, and suddenly was stunned, and asked herself, "Hmm, who is the child's father?"
Fan Chen stepped forward and pulled Xi Yao up and said, "Don't always look at me with such unfamiliar eyes, I'm fed up!"
No matter what he did to her, she was the woman he loved deeply, she could hate him and even kill him, but he couldn't accept the situation as it was!
"It hurts, it hurts, you scratch me......" Xi Yao snapped Fan Chen's fingers, her gaze changed, not strange, not confused, but afraid, she felt that the person in front of her made her feel scared.
Fan Chen could feel that even if she didn't know him, if he said more words and did one more thing, she would feel sincerely afraid, she didn't want to know who he was, she just wanted to run away, she just wanted to stay away from him.
"You can't forget me, and you shouldn't forget me!" Fan Chen is unwilling, even if it is someone else's dream, only he controls others, and no one can refuse him! No one can refuse him!
When a person feels helpless, when he encounters danger, he will subconsciously think of the people he knows and relies on. Xi Yao was frightened by Fan Chen's strength, and she began to panic.
"Huh. Fan Chen suddenly laughed helplessly, Xi Yao didn't speak, but he still sensed the call in her heart, she was calling Ya Chi's name, one after another, she was asking Ya Chi for help.
Fan Chen only thinks that Xi Yao betrayed him, so she should be punished, whether it is the adoptive mother or the child, it is just a means and way for Fan Chen to punish her, a way to make her feel painful.
But he never expected that it was he who pushed her away so hard that she was completely away from him.
The devil is too extreme, or does he not know how to love? Perhaps because he loves so deeply that even he himself has lost his way.