155. As long as you're happy
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Xi Yao will sit in her position, stand at the door of the classroom, sit on the podium, and poke her head out of the window. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info
The sun had set and the sky was getting dark. Xi Yao pressed the switch, and the fluorescent lamp illuminated the classroom.
Xi Yao was left alone in the entire teaching building, waiting for the arrival of another person.
She sat in the position, turning the pen in her hand, she hadn't turned the pen for a long time, her movements were rusty, and the pen flew out of Xi Yao's hand again and again, fell to the ground, and she picked it up again and again.
Xi Yao looked at the clock on the blackboard, it had been so long, but Fan Chen had never come.
Xi Yao took out the letter paper, it was only nine words, he said that the classroom was waiting for him, why didn't he come for a long time? Could it be that the classroom he said was not class seven, but class one?
Xi Yao turned off the lights and doors in the classroom and walked towards another teaching building, but she didn't know that there was a pair of deep hole eyes hiding in the darkness of the corridor, staring at her from a distance.
Xi Yao saw that the light in the corridor was the light projected from a classroom, she quickened her pace and said with a smile, "Sure enough, I misunderstood, blame me for this elm head......"
Xi Yao's hand rested on the doorknob, forgetting her movements for a moment, and the smile on her face instantly stiffened.
"You're such a casual woman. This was Fan Chen's voice, and there was no secret of contempt in his tone.
"I ...... I'm not ......" The girl looked a little overwhelmed.
"Aren't you? It's dark, and you're still here?"
"Because, because you're not gone yet. ”
"What does it matter to you whether I can go or not?"
"I ...... I like you!" the girl cried with her cheeks and mustered up the courage to shout.
"It's funny, I don't know you yet, but, I don't mind knowing you. ”
"Huh?" Xi Yao was as shocked as the girls in the classroom, what did he mean by that?
"I ...... My name is ......" The girl was so excited that she couldn't speak even more, and she ate her name for a while.
"It doesn't matter what it's called, because the body doesn't have a name," Fan Chen reached out and pulled the ribbon off the girl's collar and reminded, "You can also choose to leave." ”
The girl came to her senses, she bit her red lip, shook her head, and said that it was her first time.
"Even so, I wouldn't be responsible. ”
What a cruel word, he said it frankly, but the girl still felt that maybe they had a relationship, he would care about her somewhat, and said, "Hmm...... Never mind...... I do...... I won't bother you, I won't bother you......"
"But I'm still going to find someone, and when I'm done, can you leave by yourself?"
"Huh?" The girl felt inexplicably aggrieved, she looked up at the silver-haired boy, such a perfect person, why is he such a cold heart.
It's false to say that she doesn't mind, but she can't extricate herself, she is deeply attracted to the person in front of her, she is eager to further develop with him, and after a fierce struggle in her heart, she whispered, "I, I can leave by myself......"
Such well-behaved and docile is really heartbreaking.
He didn't force the other party, maybe he was already very friendly, reminded the other party many times, gave her many opportunities to leave, he didn't cheat on her, he was very direct, very frank, not hypocritical, and didn't coax her, but why did people think he was very bad?
Xi Yao withdrew her hand, her inner struggle and shock were no less than the girls in the classroom, should she feel lucky?
At least the person who will be responsible in Bianchen's mouth is her Xi Yao, the person he is looking for is her Xi Yao, and the name he is willing to remember is also her name.
So, shouldn't she feel honored?
Perhaps in the world of Fan Chen, a man is not satisfied with a woman, just like his father, the Soul King, can have multiple wives.
And Xi Yao's father, although he only loves Xi Yao's mother, he will still touch other women's bodies because of his physical needs.
Maybe he also loves Xi Yao just as much, but he will not refuse physical touch. Their disapproval is a very cruel thing for Xi Yao.
It is true that loving someone requires loving with the heart, but the body is also a part of a person, a very important part, how can it be said that separation is separation?
Xi Yao heard the sound of the textbook smashing, she didn't want to believe it, and when she moved to the window, she regretted that her eyes could see things.
Fan Chen sat on the desk, one foot on a pile of messy textbooks, the ** girl sat on his other leg, he supported the desk on his side with one hand, and supported the girl's head with the other. He doesn't like the smell of girls, but he doesn't reject them either.
Xi Yao's fingers slammed into the window, and a huge rock smashed into her heart, suffocating and hurting violently.
She shouldn't have rushed in and asked him what he was doing, but she had seen it, and asking knowingly and knowingly would only make her more embarrassed.
She shouldn't have asked him why he had betrayed her, but he wouldn't feel that he had betrayed her, and he would take it for granted that he had fulfilled his promise by loving her in his heart.
Should she have scolded him loudly, saying that she didn't like him to do such a thing, and even if he agreed like her father, should she act as if nothing had happened?
Xi Yao finally chose to leave silently, this kind of thing should not be the first time, she just found out and bumped into it.
Xi Yao left the teaching building and wandered around the campus, holding the letter tightly and keeping her head down all the way.
To love someone is not to force the other person to modify him according to his own requirements, to love him is to accept everything from him, just as he tolerates her, to tolerate him.
From his point of view, he didn't seem to betray her, and from her point of view, he did betray her.
Xi Yao felt very conflicted, her heart twitched for a while, and the pain was uncomfortable, but she didn't hold back after all and cried.
"Hey, new classmate!" Jun Kaijie, who was holding a lollipop, bumped into Xi Yao with a miserable face, he threw his hand, threw the basketball into the arms of the boy behind him, walked towards Xi Yao, and asked, "Is it Uncle Ben that the sweat on my body accidentally drenched on your face?"
Xi Yao wiped her tears and asked seriously, "Will you have a relationship with someone you don't know?"
"Uh...... It depends. ”
"See what's going on?"
"All sorts of things. ”
"What factors?"
“...... I don't know," Jun Kaijie was a little uncomfortable being asked by Xi Yao, "You're very strange! A girl asks this kind of question, we just met, and you ask me such a private question, which makes me very embarrassed!"
"That's right, it's already strange to ask such a question when you first know each other, so if you don't know each other, you have a relationship...... Isn't it weirder?"
Xi Yao crumpled the letter paper, she couldn't figure it out, maybe she wasn't asking Jun Kaijie, but asking herself, she tried to find a reason for Fan Chen, but she couldn't find it.
"Boss, it's game time!"
"New classmate, mourning!" Jun Kaijie said, chewing on the lollipop and running to the dormitory.
Xi Yao sat on the side of the road, looking at the words on the letterhead, but her mind was full of the scene of a classroom.
The moth circled around the streetlight, desperately trying to pounce on the brightest spot, but was blocked by a layer of glass.
There was an extra shadow on the ground, Xi Yao looked up and saw a silver-haired young man, when the four eyes met, Xi Yao was unprecedentedly embarrassed, but Fan Chen was as calm as ever.
Xi Yao stood up, flattened her short skirt, squeezed out a smile, and asked, "Why can we study in this school?"
"Isn't that what you want?"
"How do you know? Oh, I remember, I had a dream last night that I was back in high school," Xi Yao lowered her head, stood on tiptoe, and rubbed back and forth on the ground, "I really feel very happy to have such a wonderful boyfriend, I don't need to ask for it, I don't need to ask for it personally, no matter how excessive my wishes are, my dreams can come true." Oh, boyfriend, can I call you that?"
Xi Yao raised her head and looked at Fan Chen's blue eyes, she was expecting some kind of unfortunate omen, she expected that the misfortune would be more complete, so thorough that she would have enough reason to collapse.
Fan Chen felt that Xi Yao was a little strange, and there was a displeasure hidden in her words, but she tried to suppress it.
"If you don't speak, I'll take you by default. ”
Xi Yao looked at Fan Chen in the campus uniform, he was really good-looking, no matter what kind of clothes he was wearing, he was very good-looking, even at the beginning, he was wearing a strange black panther skin and only showed a face, it still couldn't hide his innate temperament and perfect appearance.
"Do you like it here?" Xi Yao wanted to ask, do you like the simple girls on this campus, are you still satisfied with their bodies? Of course, she couldn't ask these words.
"No need to like. Fan Chen said frankly that he only needed her Xi Yao to like it, and he would do it, even if he felt bored.
"You can arrange for us to enter this school openly, why don't you be in the same class as me?
"I just think it's better to be separated. ”
"Oh, then why are you pretending not to know me? Is it embarrassing to know me?" Xi Yao remembered that when she went to Fanchen's classroom in the morning, he didn't even look at her.
"I just don't want to make you feel uncomfortable. ”
"Everywhere you go, you're used to it, and I'm the most inconspicuous person everywhere I go, so I should get used to a corner so I can feel at home, right?"
Xi Yao explained to Fan Chen, this is the way he understands it freely, what a caring boyfriend, he always thinks about her without authorization.
To put it bluntly, Xi Yao doesn't mind hiding under the aura of Fan Chen, she doesn't mind shrinking in a dark corner, but she doesn't mind what else he does!
Fan Chen felt that these were trivial things and inconsequential, but if Xi Yao minded, he was willing to do these boring things as important things.
It's like he obviously thinks it's boring to go back to school in the human world, it's boring to sit in a fixed position in the classroom, and it's boring to listen to a person chattering and explaining on the podium, but he did it because Xi Yao likes it.
Fan Chen said calmly, "As long as you're happy, you can do anything." ”