After doing this, I was already discouraged, it seems that no matter how hard I try, some things still can't be solved, and it can even be said that even if I am really called a god, but gods are not omnipotent. Δ pen Δ Fun Pavilion Ω. At that time, there was a popular saying in our circle, saying that you beg God to bless you every day, and you hope that God can open your eyes and make you rich, you think that God is your servant, God is specifically for you to do things, now think about this sentence, in fact, it really feels like this, in this world, there is no god at all, the so-called gods are also obtained by people with hard work and practice, and now this situation, in my opinion, is like this。 Even if I became a god-like existence, I couldn't do everything perfectly, and in desperation, I could only find the Buddha.

In the dialogue with the Buddha, I talked about this problem, and the Buddha told me that all beings are vain, everything is because of fate, because the mentality of human beings changes, often, in some cases, people can't change anything, but, at the very least, you can change your mentality a little, as long as the mentality is good, in fact, after seeing through something, then, everything will become calm. The Buddha also told me that in fact, everything I can do has been done, I have done my best, and now in this social environment, it is difficult to change people's hearts, because society has long been a materialistic society, society in such an environment, even if the gods appear around, it is impossible to solve the fundamental problem, in other words, everything is doomed, and sometimes, this so-called doomed, in fact, is just some pretense, people are people, fate is fate, fate is to rely on oneself to change, when a person, will rely on their fate all rely on the gods or BuddhaIn fact, this is the most stupid behavior, sometimes, people must know to see through, in fact, a person's ontology is itself a Buddha body, because any person is fair, as long as you work hard, as long as you practice well, in fact, you can reach the other side of your heart, this is life, this is life. I had a whole day of sitting meditation with the Buddha, and I changed from a blind follower who cared about the common people in the world to an indifferent person who cared about the common people in the world. Everything is like this, even if I have the ability to change the life of one person, but I can't change the life of everyone, and in the end, after realizing this, I left the Buddha's side and returned directly to the realm of holy ruins.

You know, when I meet the weak, I can help, but in such an environment, what I can do is to try to make life no longer so helpless and no longer so regretful. Therefore, after thinking of this, I didn't hesitate too much, but quickly left here and came to the realm of holy ruins. After all, it has been a long, long time since I left the realm of holy ruins last time, and I once promised my wife and children to give them a good life and live a sweet and happy life with them, and now, I finally feel relaxed, this is a relief for me myself, and it is also a kind of insight I have for myself, so I don't want to think too much about the appearance of sentient beings, let alone care about those sentient beings who are very distressed. All I can do is make amends to my family for the time being. So, after I got back to the Sacred Ruins, I told them about my experience, and then I started preparing for my wedding again. Because this time, I really didn't have anything else to do, so my wedding must be prepared for an unprecedented grandeur, and I think that only in this way can I give a good explanation to my women. So, we decided to have the wedding the next day. Of course, when I left here and went to Custer, they had been preparing for the wedding, so now, everything was ready, just waiting for me to come back, and now that I'm back, there's nothing to do but wait for tomorrow's auspicious day to hold the wedding.

The next day, there was a jubilant scene everywhere, we wore dresses, under the witness of Taiyi Zhenren and all the people in the realm of holy ruins, we got married, it was, I understood one of my wishes, looked at so many brides, and gave me the rest of my life, I felt that there was a dreamlike feeling, and even, this situation, really let me not know how to describe it, of course, now in such a situation, I really feel that it is actually very easy to do, because, if I don't solve this problem well, when the time comes, Luo Shi They will definitely complain about me。 This wedding is probably the most grand wedding in the entire Holy Ruins Realm, and I don't need to describe this process at all, because, indescribable, in short, today is a very grand festival for me and for the entire Holy Ruins Realm, so I really feel very happy when I count it. After this matter was decided, I took a deep breath, looked at my women, and said with a smile: "From now on, you will be my legal wife, so you will have to listen to me in the future, right?" Chen Sheng, what do you mean by this, do you mean that in the future, when you are at home, you will be the emperor, let us people serve you specially?" "Yes, Chen Sheng, we are your wives, we are married to you for your inheritance, but we are not your slaves, what you said is not right, we can listen to you, but in real terms, you still need to listen to our sisters." The Nine Heavens Xuannu also interjected at this time. Immediately afterwards, Po Sa, Chen Shasha and even Liu Yuxun began to preach to me, in short, I can't say that they alone, originally, I still want to have a little bit of my own rights at home, but now it seems that in fact, I have no way to have my own rights, because, now the rights are in their hands, it can be said that I can only bear such happiness willingly.

In the evening, after the wedding, I was very happy, because, from the current situation, I clearly know that I am now considered to have a family, but from this point of view, in fact, it really makes me feel happy, and even, I have a sudden feeling as if I am dreaming, this feeling, really makes me happy, and even full of hope for life. Of course, I have so many women now, and next, how to serve them has become the biggest problem I need to face now, and just from the current problem, I first need to meet the needs of each of them, so I have to be a night seven times, but also a night and twenty times, which really tires me to death. Of course, although I am very tired, I am very happy and sexually blessed with such strength now. Soon, my women began to fall asleep, my children, also asleep, I slowly got out of bed, came to the door, looked up at the night sky, looked down at the brightly lit wedding scene, to be honest, really very happy, it can even be said, I felt such excitement, but, after understanding this, I really felt my loneliness. Yes, although I now have a lot of women, children, and even, I am happy, but deep in my heart, there is actually loneliness, and now this loneliness, in fact, for me, is the biggest loneliness, it seems, no one can touch the loneliness in my heart now.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help but sigh and stare at the moon in the sky. I think that at the beginning, I was just a poor boy in the countryside who could come out of the mountains, and now, with my efforts, I have the identity I have now, and I have the woman and family I like, but to be honest, I still have a loneliness in my heart that others don't know. Across the whole world, I basically have no opponents, and I don't seem to have the indomitable impact of the force that I just walked into the society before, so I even, at this moment, I feel that I am old, very old, very old, and even that I have never been mature, such maturity, so that my heart, I really don't know what to do. So, thinking of this, my heart began to be lonely and began to be at a loss. However, I know that this kind of loneliness, in fact, is only understood by myself, even Luo Shi, the woman who has been with me for the longest time, has nothing to say to me, and even the woman who knows me best may not know my inner thoughts now. With a sigh, I didn't think too much about it, but prepared to leave. And at this time, Taiyi Zhenren didn't know when he appeared behind me.

When I saw that it was Taiyi Zhenren, I smiled very respectfully and said, "Real senior, it's so late, why don't you go back to rest, and now you will appear here." Taiyi Zhenren looked at me deeply, and then, smiled at me, and said, "Chen Sheng, I'm here to help you." I was slightly stunned, and then said with a smile: "Real senior, I don't need your help now, what's wrong, I feel that you seem to have something on your mind, senior, let's talk about it, talk about it, maybe I can help you solve the confusion in your heart." "Seriously, because Taiyi Zhenren has no other expression on his face after appearing here now, and even, there is a look of worry in his eyes, so I have a feeling that he seems to have some unsolved problem and needs my help, but as soon as I say this, Taiyi Zhenren sighed, stared at me with burning eyes, and said:" Chen Sheng, okay, don't hide the loneliness in your heart, in fact, I am the same person as you, and I can even say that my experience back then was the same as yours, and now that you are married, you can be regarded as starting a family, I know better what the loneliness in your heart is like, besides, if you don't have any loneliness in your heart, how can you spend candle nights in the cave room, come out here, and stare at the moon? Tell me, what you really think in your heart. ”

After I heard what he said, to be honest, I was really a little surprised, it seems that the loneliness hidden in my heart really can't be hidden from Taiyi Zhenren, so I had to nod, smiled bitterly, and said: " Real seniors, it seems, it's really impossible to hide from you, you're right, in fact, I'm really lonely in my heart now, to be honest, the reason why I'm lonely is thinking, why, the existence of people appeared in such a situation without warning, you know, if you see through, in fact, you will be confused, because there are doubts, so it can't be called seeing through, since that's the case, what is life for? This question has always bothered me, and now I hope that I don't see through it, and I hope that I can still be like before, everything is exploring, ignorant, seeking answers, and chasing dreams. But now, I'm confused and lonely. ”

When Taiyi Zhenren heard my words, he smiled and said, "Chen Gua, the answer is actually the current scene." Think about it, what is the meaning of living, think that the people you care about are alive, so you are reluctant to leave them, not willing to let them die, and the reason why you are lonely now is because you have not seen through this, as long as you look down, in fact, you have no doubts. ”

As soon as I heard this, in my mind, I suddenly recalled what I had experienced before, and suddenly understood, in fact, everyone is lonely, this is human nature, but as long as there is a family, in fact, the heart should not be lonely.

"Thank you, Taiyi Zhenren. I stared at the night sky and said to Taiyi Zhenren. In the night sky, the moon is so round, so bright, I hope that it will always be round like this, and it will always shine like this.

【Finale】