"Buwan, wake up, get up and drink the medicine."

In a trance, it seemed that someone was calling her, her eyelids were too heavy and she couldn't open them.

Oh, she had a nightmare, she dreamed that the whole Bufu was filled with a flame color, all engulfed in tongues of fire, and there was nothing left.

Her home was reduced to ashes, and the heat and cold collided, causing her to be soaked in cold sweat, but fortunately it was just a nightmare.

Ji Fan reached out and probed Bu Wan's forehead, which was terrifyingly hot.

Bu Yu on the side was still crying endlessly, Xu was hungry, and Xu was very uneasy because his mother was not around.

Ji Fan naturally didn't know how to coax the child, and now Bu Wan was enough for him to have a headache, and he didn't know what to do with Bu Yu for a while.

Try to hold Bu Yu in his arms, trying to recall the picture of who has seen holding the child and coaxing, because he has seen it, so he still has some impressions, so he tried to shake it gently and coax it softly.

As soon as Bu Wan opened his eyes, he saw this scene, "Ji Fan, why are you back again?" ”

His body stiffened, "When I woke up, I drank the medicine first." ”

"You should give the child to Aunt Song to hold, and his mother won't cry when he holds him." Obviously, the effect of Ji Fan coaxing Bu Yu is not too significant, however...... Aunt Song?

She was finally willing to call Song Yanfang Aunt Song, but the person was gone.

"You drink the medicine first, and then talk about anything else."

Buwan's little face was pale, no longer as bright as before, her lips were dry, and her mind didn't seem to be very sober.

So Ji Fan didn't want to say anything at this time, so he stimulated her, and waited until he was well.

Bu Wan raised his neck and poured all the bitter medicine into his mouth after a few mouthfuls, strange, he didn't feel bitter, he always felt as if he had swallowed all the bitterness of his life, and the medicine with Coptis chinensis was not bitter.

Maybe the dream was too evil for her to believe it.

"I had a nightmare." She raised her head and looked at Ji Fan.

"Yes." Ji Fan turned his back, his eyes were soaked by something, and he felt that he was so incompetent.

That day, I saw the flames of Bufu from afar, he was floating on the river on the fishing boat at that time, and tried his best to row in the direction of Bufu, but at the end he could only save Bu Wan, who had no consciousness but was still swimming desperately forward, that action seemed to have become a task that had to continue, she protected Bu Yu very well, she was so desperate not to let herself sink for Bu Yu.

So he fished them up, and he couldn't go back and save the others, which made him feel extremely incompetent.

Just as he had seen his father's head hanging on the city gate, this time he saw the Bufu engulfed in flames, and he couldn't do anything about it, and this feeling made him shiver all over his body.

At this time, Buyu was finally tired of crying and fell asleep.

"Do you know what nightmares I've had?" Bu Wan turned her head to look at him, and she clearly looked at him in tears.

"I don't know."

"I thought I was scaring you out of my nightmares, but I haven't cried yet." Bu Wan smiled, and the smile was so pale that it was distressing.

"Sleep, have a good dream this time." Ji Fan covered his hand over Bu Wan's eyes, preventing her from looking at her expression again.

Bu Wan subconsciously reached out to touch her waist, it was empty, her crimson emerald stone was gone, and the jade unicorn that Bu Cen gave her was still hanging around her neck.

"Did you look at my brother? I don't want the jade unicorn he gave me, my emerald stone may still be with him, and I have to exchange it with him. ”

Without waiting for her to continue to say anything, she was already pressed on the bed by Ji Fan, "Sleep, I'll take you to find him when you wake up." "Hopefully, his bones are still alive, and I hope that the merciless fire will leave them with something, even the slightest thought.

Xu is Ji Fan's breath made Bu Wan feel at ease, and she quickly fell asleep.

I probed her forehead again, and it seemed to be better because of the sweat she was sweating profusely.

Ji Fan buried his face between his fingers, how long had he not shed tears? I hope this is the last time, and I hope that there will be no more misfortune affecting the people around him, maybe he himself is ominous, and will only bring misfortune to the people around him.

Bu Wan had another dream, she dreamed that Bu Cen was smiling at her with her scarlet emerald stone, her father was also laughing, and Aunt Song was also laughing, she didn't know what they were laughing at, but she felt inexplicably desolate.

She didn't want to see them smile anymore, and they didn't speak, but she just wanted to cry very much, she didn't want to have such dreams anymore, it was more worrying to her than nightmares.

When I woke up again, there were already large water stains on the pillow, and Bu Wan's face was also wet.

"Ji Fan, it's not a good dream this time." But there is nothing more reassuring to her than waking up and finding that Ji Fan is still by her side.

Reaching out for her, she tucked the strands of hair that hung down her temples behind her, "Then I won't sleep." ”

"I want to eat the sesame shortbread made by Zhang's mother."

"Mother Zhang is tired and sleeps, I'll make something else for you to eat."

Bu Wan stretched out his hand and grabbed Ji Fan, who had already stood up, "Don't go, you have to stay with me, Mother Zhang will wake her up when she sleeps, she will definitely not let me be hungry." ”

"Don't be petty, you are willing to let Zhang's mother exhaust your body for you?"

Zhang's mother? Ji Fan didn't know who Mama Zhang was, but he could probably guess it, but he was afraid that she would already be buried in the fire.

Bu Wan hung her head aggrievedly, and tears couldn't stop pouring out.

Ji Fan panicked for a while, "I'll learn to make sesame shortbread for you to eat." ”

"It's all gone, you have to leave too, you don't look down on me like Feng Ziyun, right?"

Completely talking to herself, the current Bu Wan seems to have fallen into the story she weaved, Ji Fan felt that she couldn't let such an unclear chaos go on anymore, she needed to recognize the reality, and then stand up and live well.

Even if it is not for herself, she has to live well for Buyu, for her father, her brother, and for all those who want her to be good.

"If you want others to look down on you, you have to look down on yourself first."

Bu Wan looked at Ji Fan with a very sluggish expression, as if he didn't understand what he was saying.

"Recognize the reality and work hard to live for them."

Sitting where he was, Bu Wan's expression became a little dazed again, "You said that when I woke up, I would go with me to find my brother." ”

"Yes, let's go."

……

The brand new gate is still magnificent from the outside, but when you push the door and enter it, you can see that everything is gray and abrupt, and it is a mess.

The corpse that Bu Cen sealed at the same time was no longer in place, as if it had been taken away by someone, and only the dried blood flowers that had seeped into the soil remained, which was shocking.

Bu Wan's tears seemed to be dry, and this time he wasn't even a little red.

She knelt in the courtyard with a plop, and the sound of her knees touching the ground was extremely loud, but she didn't seem to feel pain.

She just knelt like this, kept kneeling, and didn't say a word, just like when Jing Kun knelt at the city gate, no different.

Presumably the mood is the same, it's cool.