Chapter 55: Inner Drama

Yin Qinglan felt that the surroundings were really weird, there was no one within a radius of several miles, not to mention that the location was a little off, but even if it was by the river, there would not be no one.

It's strange that there isn't even a fisherman around.

The face of this Bufu is not much different from the General's Mansion in the Imperial City, but the plaque of the Bufu has not yet been hung out, and the door is brand new and good, but something is wrong from somewhere.

Lightly buckled the door, and waited outside for a while, but there was no movement for a long time.

Even if the master is not there, there should always be a few subordinates......

The cicadas chirped in early summer, and there was a sense of dryness in the face, Yin Qinglan couldn't hold it at the door, and tried to nudge the door, but it was not latched inside, and it opened with a push.

But the sight frightened her, and there were traces of fire all over the place, and some red spots that were dark but could still be seen as bloodstains.

Yin Qinglan sat on the ground all of a sudden, obviously in the summer, but a cold smell oozed from this courtyard.

She felt as if she was being choked by something, and she couldn't make the slightest sound, and she could quietly listen to the sound of her own heartbeat.

By the time Yin Qinglan came back to her senses, she had already run out of the yard and was by the river, throwing water on her face to try to calm herself down, could it be that she was looking for the wrong place?

Now I finally understand the reason for this desolate place, but why would someone go through such a thing, the enemy? Creditors? Accidentally?

After making all kinds of conjectures, she didn't dare to think that this would be Bufu, nor did she dare to think that there would be more complicated reasons involved. She didn't know either.

She is not unaware of the court's selfishness, and she also knows that although her father treats her very well, he is by no means a good person outside, but ......

It's that she shouldn't be so guts and ignorant, and if she encounters such a fuss about everything in the future, she will laugh at herself.

At least Ji Fan had read all the thousands of sails, and she didn't want to let him underestimate it.

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After feeding Xiao Buyu rice soup and putting him to sleep again, Bu Wan finally breathed a sigh of relief, it is really not easy to take care of a child.

If it weren't for her brother, she would have left it alone.

It's also thanks to Ji Fan's help, otherwise I really don't know what to do.

Sure enough, she didn't have a chance to leave Ji Fan.

I just hope that she can restrain her temperament during this period and not let him go, to be honest, she feels that she has a bad temperament, but she can't change it, and she can't control her strength when it comes up.

He said before that she was spoiled, but she never spoiled herself, her mother died early, her father and brother did not return home all the year round, Song Yanfang began to wish to say a few words to her, and then although they were in the same house, they had no intersection.

But Bu Wan never remembered that there was a deposit like Mama Zhang, Mama Zhang was willing to spoil her and rely on her, and the rest of the people didn't dare to disobey what she said.

In the long run, it makes sense.

It's not that she doesn't want to change, but she doesn't want to be wronged if she can't change it, she has always been free and supreme, she doesn't like to be restrained, and no one can restrain her, which is good for her, but there are more inevitable drawbacks.

A few days ago, she just mentioned Feng Ziyun's matter to Ji Fan, and she felt that she was wronged, but Ji Fan said that she had brought it on herself.

He asked her to ask herself if she was completely respectful of others, and whether she had put them on an equal footing and treated her well instead of a favor.

She asked in her heart, and she was ashamed.

Because of her father's official taste, she has always felt that they are good to her own children for granted, and as long as she is willing to care, she is a great favor.

was accused like this, she was angry at first, she felt that Ji Fan didn't understand her, so she made a judgment, and it could even be said that she was angry.

But when she thought about it again, there was nothing wrong with what he said, and her anger was more like a weak heart, because she had been touched on the facts she didn't want to admit.

Her weakness of heart makes her self-esteem feel ashamed at this moment.

She didn't want to leave such an extremely arrogant impression on Ji Fan, but she couldn't pull her head to explain anything to him, it turned out that except for the identity of the General's Mansion, which was equivalent to crossing the layer of gold, she really had nothing, without this identity, she didn't even deserve to have any close friends.

It's true that when it comes to this, only Ji Fanken will help, and apart from him, she has no one else to rely on.

It's not that others are ruthless, and she's not much better herself.

Although Ji Fan always said on weekdays that he didn't sincerely want to help her, he was only willing to do so by looking at General Bu's face, but she knew in her heart that he was not right-hearted, obviously well-intentioned, but he had to push people away in words, which was also a kind of fear, fear of people's hearts, and he didn't trust anyone.

In this regard, he was not much better than her.

Bu Wan suddenly has a goal, she hopes to help him try to get rid of those mustards, otherwise he is too tired to live, guarding against everyone, and in the end he will only end up alone, of course, with her, he will not let him alone.

She agrees with the statement that people's hearts are unpredictable, but she can't blindly reject everyone's kindness, not everyone is unfriendly, don't look at her poor temperament, but she treats Ji Fan sincerely, as far as she is concerned, she is willing to believe that there must be many people similar to her.

It's not that they're similar, but they're willing to treat others with sincerity.

As for those who were hurt by her willfulness in the past, they are now irreparable, so they will make up for it in the future.

Ji Fan has helped her too much, and she hopes to help him this time.

It's good that she relies on him, but she can't always rely on him like this, there will always be a **** who will get tired of this endless giving, not to mention, Bu Wan knows in her heart that so far, she is not worth Ji Fan's pay.

Filled some firewood into the stove, and the smoke coming out of it still made her cough non-stop, she had to be a person worthy of his efforts, and she couldn't let Ji Fan feel that he had wasted all his thoughts on a dou who couldn't help him.

He can feel that she is stupid, that she is not enlightened, but he can never feel that she is unenterprising and unconscious.

She can probably guess what kind of impression she gives the other party now, the pampered eldest lady, who doesn't know firewood, rice, oil and salt, and is arrogant.

Yes, that's all right, but she's already determined to change it.