225. The sky is sunny after the rain
Xi Yao opened her eyes, took a few deep breaths, it was very smooth, she touched her neck, and the wound had healed.
"Why am I ...... here" Xi Yao stood up, looked down at her chest, the broken bones and flesh had also healed, and there was no longer the word "Xi" on the skin that had grown back, she muttered, "Is this a rebirth?"
Xi Yao got out of bed, walked out of the room, and saw Ying sitting by the flower bed in the distance and pruning flower branches, she was really a beautiful and quiet scenery, not polluted by the world.
Sitting on the promenade, quietly looking at the tassels in the distance.
One day, the pattern on his tiger's mouth will be completely covered and swallowed by the strange black spots, he will lose this power, he will not be able to guarantee that there will be nothing terrible in her dreams, he will no longer be able to erase her sorrow, he will not be able to beautify her dreams, and he will not be able to bring her short-term happiness and joy.
Xi Yao felt that she was out of place here, and she was completely different from the people here, and her appearance was always very abrupt, which would ruin the beautiful picture here.
Xi Yao looked at the corridor and said in her heart, it turns out that I was saved by you again, and you said that you don't have to worry about me, and let me owe you a favor, you are really a gentle person, a terrible gentle person.
"You're awake," Wei turned his head, noticing Xi Yao approaching, and greeted with a smile, "You've been asleep for days." ”
"Thank you for ...... again"
"You can go and see Xi, he's been very well-behaved lately, and he should be very happy to see you. He interrupted Xi Yao, turned his head again, and looked at the tassel by the flower bed, he didn't know what to do with this mother who troubled him and the younger brother who worried him in the future.
Xi Yao's hearing the word "Xi" was enough to make her confused and uneasy, and with such words, she didn't know what to do.
"I didn't go to see him. Xi Yao ran back to her room. Why should I go to see that devil? What does it matter to me whether he is obedient or not? Happy? Happy! Happy...... Xi Yao reached out and touched her hot cheeks, hehe, she felt very abnormal.
Xi is really well-behaved, he has been lying on his bed and not going anywhere, because he can't get out of bed at all!
Xi heard the sound of the door opening, opened his eyes, and saw the tassel holding a bouquet of flowers, as if he was carrying a touch of sunshine, is this girl really his mother?
Ying put the fresh bouquet of flowers at the head of Xi's bed, replacing yesterday's flowers, she squatted down, reached out and touched his silver hair, and did not speak, just looked at him tenderly.
Xi didn't like the flowers, he didn't like anything in his room that wasn't a bed, but he still couldn't refuse it.
After a long time, Ying got up and left with the bouquet of flowers from yesterday.
Boredom, he tore off a petal and stuffed it into his mouth.
"Are you blaming me?" asked with a smile as he walked in with the food, "Blame me for the poor food I provided, and you are hungry?"
With a rose petal in her thin lips, she looked up at Huan, then at the food in his hand, and nodded in agreement. He's been a little heavy lately, and the food he makes is mixed with his emotions and becomes unpalatable.
"It's really a white-eyed wolf, he doesn't do anything, and he dislikes it in all kinds," he said, putting down the food, and added, "That man, dead, isn't it?"
"Well, he's dead, it's none of my business. Xi turned his head, at first he didn't sense the death information of Yaya, but then he clearly sensed it, because it was killed by Yaqi.
"This time, I don't blame you. From childhood to adulthood, no matter what Wei said, Xi never paid attention to it, he only cared about his own feelings, and he insisted on going his own way, immersed in the deformed pleasure of killing, and didn't care about anything else.
"Since you dislike it, forget it. He picked up the food and was about to leave, but his hand was grabbed by Xiyi.
Xi still didn't turn his head, looking at the snow-white wall, but his tone was very serious, and asked, "What's the matter?"
Xun looked down at the hand that was caught, the black spot on the tiger's mouth was really ugly, and one day it would corrode his entire hand. He replied with a smile, "It's a very excessive power, if you don't have it, it's not good to return this world to a clean place, isn't it? Secrets, whether dark or not, should have the right to be guarded." ”
Xi let go of his hand, the blue flames on his fingertips flickered, and at the same time, the black spot on the tiger's mouth also ignited a blue fire, but it couldn't burn the damn ugly black spot.
He smiled and asked, "I know all your secrets, don't you mind?"
Xi withdrew his hand and said, "I don't have a secret. ”
"Really?" "Straightened up, walked out of the room, turned to Shu on the bed, and said, "The smell that you can't help but care about is really confusing!"
With a "bang", the blue air flow slammed the door like a flood.
"Huh. The silver hair was blown away by the remnants of the air current, and he left. He walked into the living room, put down the food, and sat aside, looking at the dark spots in the tiger's mouth. Even Xi felt unwilling, not to mention that he was a part of his body after being with him for so many years, and he hadn't found the mood to adapt to it after it disappeared.
"What's wrong?" Xi Yao wanted to find some water to drink, but when he saw the lonely Xun, would he also be troubled? Xi Yao walked into the living room, noticed the abrupt black spots on Xun's hands, which were a pair of beautiful and clean hands, and asked, "This ......?"
"I'm sorry. Xun raised his head and looked at Xi Yao standing in front of him guiltily.
"I'm sorry, why do you want to apologize to me?"
"For I borrowed your body and kissed you. ”
"......" Xi Yao was speechless, she had basically forgotten about it, but she still felt very helpless when she was mentioned like this, wait a minute, borrowed her body?
"If it is ruined, there will be no undue possibility, no more unforgivable guilt, no more deformed inexplicable heartbeat, no matter if it is gone, everything will end and return to the normal track. He muttered, looking at the pattern that was about to be swallowed by the dark spots.
That night, Xi's prank frightened Xi Yao and disturbed Ying, who left with Ying and blamed Xi Yao. Xi and Ying are the only two people that Wei cares about, he guards the only two people close to him, and he is also responsible for guarding their hearts and emotions.
Xi moved his heart to kill Xi Yao, because Xi thought that Xi Yao would hurt Ying. It was also that night that Ying was not disturbed, her mood was the same as usual, sad, no smile, even in her dreams. After looking at Ying's dream, she couldn't bear to be swallowed up by sad emotions one day.
He tampered with her dreams without authorization, and according to the scenes she expected and dared not think of in her heart, through the hands of Xun, it became a reality in the dream. For the first time, when Xun saw the bright and sweet smile on Ying's face, he was inexplicably moved, and he suddenly had a thought: How good it would be if this woman was not his mother.
Pulling Xi Yao who happened to pass by, he kissed her, but the pattern at his tiger's mouth was very active, and the person he saw was not Xi Yao, but the tassel in the dream. He borrowed Xi Yao's body and kissed the person in his dream, and he felt very guilty about Xi Yao.
When Ying woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night, she dreamed that Yan would say goodbye without saying goodbye, and she would run into her son's room in a panic, and she was in a daze, but she just didn't want the people she cared about to leave her. It's sad that she often can't figure out whether Yan or Xi Hehuan, maybe she just doesn't want "him" to leave, and is afraid that "he" will say goodbye.
She won't refuse to allow her to have everything, but she refuses to climb into his bed, because some emotions have changed subtly, and he can only choose to keep a certain distance, and he must stifle and put an end to the damn "I don't know what to do".
The unforgivable heart is stirred, and the guilt of violating morality is borne alone, and the secret is buried deep in the heart, so that it sinks, that it dies, that it rots. Is this a crime that deserves death, or is he unwilling to face the reality and can't tell the difference between his husband and son's forcing him?
Xun has been in pain, and has thought about leaving Ying, this woman who bewitches him is about to drive him crazy, he wants to run away, it doesn't matter if he goes to the ends of the earth, as long as he stays away from her, but how can he rest assured that she is confused?
Xi Yao couldn't understand Huan's words, but she felt that he had something unspeakable, and the sadness and distress that such a gentle and warm person endured would be more special and heavy than ordinary people? Xi Yao had received the favor and gentleness that Huan had given, and at this moment, she also wanted to give him a little tenderness and comfort, even if it would never be as good as what he gave.
Xi Yao tore off a piece of silk from the corner of her clothes, sat beside Huan, and gently wrapped it around Huan's hand, blocking the abrupt black spot, but the seemingly dexterous hand could not tie a beautiful knot, but an ugly dead knot.
She looked up at the blue eyes that hid sadness, and smiled awkwardly at him.
He looked at his hand and felt inexplicably warm. If his brother really just used her as a doll or a whim pet, maybe his damn heart could be diverted.
Yes, in the future, I can't even see the beauty hidden in her heart, and her bottle is not full yet.
Xi Yao smiled when she saw her, and he came back gently, with a feeling that the rain had passed and the sky was clear.
After that power is gone, the hidden secrets can no longer be seen, and like ordinary people, they can only see the things and emotions that people are willing to show.
Whether it is true or not, he needs to feel it with his heart, can he get used to understanding others in this way? But at least, for Ying, Xun can no longer fall.
Sometimes knowing too much and thinking too deeply is not necessarily a good thing, because you need to bear more, but not everyone can carry it together.