Shen Luyi withdrew from the Taiji Hall and walked back and forth, only to feel that the evening breeze of mid-spring was really cold, and at this moment she seemed to fall into the heart of the ice cave, it turned out that she had to work so hard to get the extremely easy position in others, this endless road seemed to be a bottomless pit in this dark night, making people shiver, as if once they fell into it, it was equivalent to drowning in the boundless seabed, and people were almost suffocated.

I don't know how long I walked, and I forgot which road I was walking on, but the palace people on the road gradually became scarce, until I couldn't see any of them. The silence around was like a dead silence, it was so dull and cold, and the occasional whistling sound of the wind could only make this dead silence completely complete.

At this moment, a vague figure suddenly flashed at the corner in the distance, actually walking in his direction.

When he saw the man's face clearly, a nameless fire went straight to his heart, and Shen Luyi suddenly quickened his pace, greeted him, and stared at the person who came.

The visitor seemed to be a little happy: "Green Yi, it's so late, why don't you stay in Green Water House?" Where did you just go? ”

"Tai Chi Palace!" Shen Luyi's eyebrows were angry, and he said coldly, "You did everything possible to ask the queen to put your name first, is it calculated that the emperor will give you and me a marriage after seeing your name?" You've always been clever, but this time, I'm afraid you're going to fail! The emperor will not give marriage! ”

When Xia Wanfeng heard this, his face changed drastically, and a painful look instantly climbed onto his handsome face: "There is only one person in his heart, Yan Yuntian, and seeing that he has done everything possible to welcome Yan Yuntian into the palace as a nobleman, you should understand that in this game of chess, you are destined to lose to Yan Yuntian, why do you have to fight to the death?" ”

"You don't have to worry about this!" Shen Luyi turned to avoid his burning and painful eyes, "Since you and I met, you know very well that there is only one emperor in my heart in this life, except for him, no matter how beautiful thousands of men in this world are, no one can enter my eyes and enter my heart again, why do you keep persisting?" I'm cold and affectionate by nature, and I really can't afford your persistence, so you don't have to die with me! ”

"If you are really a merciful person, King Yu would not have been defeated so completely, and the emperor would not have ascended to the throne so easily!" His voice was gloomy and mournful, with a faint resentment, "If you really enter the palace as a concubine, you will see the emperor and Yan Yun love concubines every day, and you don't know how painful it will be in your heart?" How will you live in the future? Green clothes, you are not the queen who can't resist the will of the emperor, you have a choice, why do you have to take this step? Why do you torture yourself like this......"

"Enough! Say no more! Shen Luyi really couldn't listen to it, she interrupted Xia Wanfeng's words and forced herself to calm down, "The emperor has already granted me what he wants, and the will of canonization will be issued soon, as the emperor's most important minister of the humerus, and you have always been regarded as a brother by him, you should understand what the consequences of coveting the concubine will be!" If you still want to protect the Xia family, you will die from now on, don't be entangled, do your duty as a courtier, be a good brother to the emperor, don't let him detect your affection for me, otherwise, it is difficult to say whether your entire Xia family can be glorious for a lifetime! ”

After that, Shen Luyi no longer stayed, passed by Xia Wanfeng, and left indifferently.

The evening breeze was cold and fast, but it couldn't blow the sadness and despair that lingered like a soul at the moment.

Self-harm and hurting others are the same heart-wrenching.

There are thousands of pains in this world, but which one can overcome the pain of love?

"Wan Feng, I'm sorry, I can't repay your affection in this life, forgive me for my cruelty today, I can't selfishly take advantage of your love and block your infinite future!"

The next night, the wind came a little faster, the weather in February, in the end, was still steep, the cold was very heavy, Xi Ze came to the Fengyi Palace Chaofeng Hall with a big look of gloom.

At that time, Wang Ningxuan was quietly embroidering a bright yellow bedrobe under the lamp, which was obviously made for Xi Ze. She married Xi Ze, this year is the tenth year, no matter spring, summer, autumn and winter, and whether she is Princess Gong or the queen, Xi Ze's intimate clothing, she never let the next person do it, every stitch and thread are carefully sewn by her, and she embroiders every stitch and every thread extremely seriously, as if she is touching a treasure.

However, at this time, Xi Ze had no intention of looking at the exquisite bedgown that was about to be completed, and he impatiently waved away all the palace people in the Chaofeng Palace: "All go down, you don't have to wait!" ”

Wang Ningxuan found out that Xi Ze had come in, she raised a warm smile, and said lightly: "The emperor is here, why don't you send someone to pass it on in advance, and the concubines can go to Fengyi Palace to greet you, so poorly dressed, how can you face the king?" ”

Xi Ze had no intention of answering her question, and sat across from her casually, but his tone did not hear a trace of randomness, on the contrary, he was very serious and strict: "I heard that Lu'er came to see you this afternoon!" What did she say? ”

Wang Ningxuan instantly understood the reason why Xi Ze was not depressed, and replied slowly, "She chose the position of concubine, and chose the word 'Jing' for her title." The concubine thought that the Fu family had already sealed the concubine, and above the concubine position, she was considering whether the concubine position she chose was low, she was arrogant, and the position of the imperial concubine might be better......

"She will give her whatever position she likes, in her eyes, what is the difference between the imperial concubine and the dressing?" Xi Ze interrupted Wang Ningxuan irritably, "By the way, which palace did she choose?" ”

"This, she didn't say." Wang Ningxuan asked tentatively, "Why don't you choose Changchun Palace, which is the closest to Chengguang Palace." ”

"No need!" Xi Ze's tone became more and more impatient, mixed with a slight embarrassment and helplessness, like the heat of a summer afternoon, which made people restless, "Since she chose the word 'Jing' as the number, it is clear that she doesn't want anyone to disturb her quiet, the Bixiao Hall of the Green Shadow Palace is good, it is far away from the hustle and bustle of the harem, so give her to live alone, and don't arrange other concubines to live in the future!" Also, she loves bamboo as much as her life, and instructed Huawu to plant green bamboo in the backyard of Bixiao Palace, and then assign a few servants who are familiar with flowers and plants to do miscellaneous work, so as to serve green bamboo! In addition, you will give this canonization will be issued tomorrow, so that you can do this canonization ceremony! ”

"Yes!" Wang Ningxuan replied respectfully, she understood that Xi Ze was difficult to accept the sudden husband and wife relationship with Shen Luyi for a while, although she wanted to persuade Xi Ze not to think too much, but in the end she didn't dare to persuade her, so she had to say, "The emperor can rest assured, the concubine will definitely do a good job!" ”

However, for Xi Ze, after giving these orders, he felt as if he had a big deal, and let out a long sigh: "Ning Xuan, you don't know how hurtful what she said last night...... No, that's not a call at all! I didn't want to wronged her, but she insisted on doing so, so I had no choice but to follow her. That's it, it's all up to her, as long as she's happy, it's not early, I'm tired, go to bed......"

Wang Ningxuan was silent at the right time, waiting for Xi Ze to go to bed in a wide robe.

However, she suddenly remembered another thing in her heart, and she couldn't sleep, so she turned over lightly and looked at the top of the hibiscus tent in a daze.

Xi Ze slept beside her, sensitively feeling that the atmosphere was wrong, closed his eyes lazily and asked, "Why don't you sleep yet?" What else? ”

Wang Ningxuan's expression was sad and gloomy, and his voice was cold and indifferent: "Although the concubine lives in the middle palace, there is no heir to rely on, and she can't feel at ease in the end, especially today, the concubine always feels uneasy!" ”

It turned out that although Wang Ningxuan married Xi Ze for ten years, she did not give birth to a son and a half daughter, she had a miscarriage twice, and it has been three years since her second miscarriage.

Xi Ze said impatiently when he heard this: "The imperial doctor said that your body has been conditioned and you can conceive at any time." The reason why there is no good news is related to your mood, as long as you let go of the knot, always maintain a happy mood, avoid impatience, pregnancy is a matter of time, this kind of thing depends on the will of God, it is useless to be anxious, don't think about it again! Sleep! ”

At this moment, Xi Ze opened his eyes faintly, and a half-opened bright yellow fold inadvertently jumped into his sight, the name on the fold was very familiar to him, wasn't it the candidate that Wang Ningxuan presented to him yesterday to choose a husband for Shen Luyi? So, for a while, a nameless fire quickly rubbed into his heart, Xi Ze sat up from the bed with a "Teng", turned around and stared at Wang Ningxuan, and said with a stern face: "You said that you are the queen who is uneasy?!" Why the anxiety? I'm afraid it has nothing to do with whether or not to get pregnant! Ning Xuan, are you afraid that Yun Tian will snatch your queen's throne, or are you afraid that Lu'er will snatch your queen's throne? ”

Wang Ningxuan couldn't help but be shocked when he saw this, and he was speechless for a while.

However, in Xi Ze's eyes, this "silence" turned into a tacit acquiescence, so Xi Ze instantly became angry, irritable like a beast, and reprimanded: "That's how you miss your husband? In your eyes, your husband is a ruthless person who is dazed and changes his mind? Just because I sealed Lu'er, you're like this?! And tell me that you are worried?! I said, it's really helpless to canonize Lu'er I, I don't want to canonize her in my heart, why is there no one in the harem who can understand my feelings? You say that you are wronged, and you hint to me that you are displeased, but have you ever thought for me that this most aggrieved person is actually me! Ning Xuan, in your heart, do you think that if Lu'er wants your position as queen, I will do everything possible to obey her and pull you down from the throne of the queen? I trust you so much, but you think of me like this! You've disappointed me! Hum...... That being the case, if you like to be anxious, then be anxious! ”

After that, he lifted the futon, quickly put on the dragon boots, put on the big engine, and walked out of the Chaofeng Hall in a few steps.

Looking at the back of Xi Ze's departure, Wang Ningxuan lost his soul and never looked away for a long time.

The night watchman ran in hurriedly, knelt down in front of the bed, and asked eagerly, "Niangniang, what's wrong?" Why did the emperor leave suddenly? Fang Cai has already fallen asleep, why did he leave? This has never happened before! ”

Yes, in ten years, he had never come to sleep with her and then left in the middle of the night, tonight was the first time. Wang Ningxuan looked at the empty Chaofeng Palace, and muttered to himself: "Actually, it has nothing to do with Yun Tian and Lu'er, the concubine is thinking about the two children who have never met, and the concubine misses them very much!" ”

This night, Wang Ningxuan was destined to be unable to sleep. She dismissed Shuying, got up and put on her cloak, picked up the dragon Teng Asahi bedding that was only a little left, and embroidered it again.

At this moment, the needle and thread lost all the brightness of the past, and even uncontrollable, so that the hand holding the needle began to tremble uncontrollably, and inadvertently, it was pierced on her left index finger, and scarlet blood gushed out instantly, dyeing the bed dress so that the original pattern could not be seen clearly, and the bed dress was ruined like this.

Wang Ningxuan stopped what he was doing, stared at his bedclothes, and was stunned. The night breeze came cold and urgent, freezing people shivering, but it was unusually sober and calm, she thought, in this sleepless night, blowing more cold wind, a good awakening, in fact, it is not bad.