279, kill one (two)
"Why are you still alive?" the girl stood alone on the side of the road, as if talking to herself, especially in the dead of night when there was no one on campus.
Xi Yao, who was sitting on the side of the road, raised her head when she heard the sound and saw the girl, was this girl who looked the same as her talking to her?
"Don't be surprised, yes, I can see you, and maybe now, I'm the only one who can see you. ”
"Why can you see me, and only you can see me?" asked Xi Yao suspiciously, but when she said it, she knew that it was redundant, no one could hear her voice, and she smiled bitterly, "Forget it, you can't hear it anyway." ”
"I can't hear you, but I said it, I can see you," the girl stroked her short skirt, sat next to Xi Yao, and said, "But I know you very well, and no one knows you better than I do, so even if I look at your lips, I can see what you are talking about." ”
"You know me?"
"Of course, we are one, to be precise, I am independent because of you, I am the shadow of your memory, everything I am experiencing now is the traces of what you have experienced, I am just following the steps, just like my mission," the girl stood up again, straightened her dress, bent down, and continued, " I didn't know you would show up, I thought you would never show up, but it's good that I've discovered a new secret, your appearance has messed up my original tracks, which means that maybe I don't have to follow your tracks. ”
"What do you mean?" Xi Yao didn't understand at all, and the girl seemed to know a lot of things. The shadow of memory? This girl is the shadow of her memory? But she doesn't remember what she went through. Yes, it was a memory that had long been erased by the dust. Because of the god of death's rebellion, Xi Yao is still alive after experiencing this, but when she comes to her own era again, her identity becomes different, so a shadow in her memory is derived to make up for this gap.
History cannot appear a person out of thin air, nor can it disappear a person out of thin air.
"You'll disappear slowly," the girl reminded kindly, she stretched out a finger, flicked it up and down at Xi Yao, and added, "People can't see you, that's why, because you will slowly disappear, and two people appear, it's not right, and it's not allowed." ”
Xi Yao suddenly understood why she always felt that her body was abnormal, she had felt drowsy since a long time ago, in a trance, and sometimes fainting, it turned out that these were all related to her body that was about to disappear.
Because it is a shadow in a memory, the girl knows the whole memory she is going to go through, until her child is killed by the dust. Originally, she just respected the memory traces of her body and kept moving forward, without deviation, and she never doubted it. It's that she knows in advance what will happen in the future, but she still follows it in a regular manner, just like the program that has been set. Obviously, she also enjoys this process, because she is a part of Xi Yao, she loves Fan Chen, and she also loves Xi Yao's life and experience.
But Xi Yao appeared out of place, and the girl accidentally found that this memory program that had been set at the beginning seemed to allow for the existence of deviation, and she fell in love with this deviation even more, because it meant that she could write her own memories, so why not? Who likes to be a shadow? Who doesn't like to be a master?
"When he rescued you from the fire, you looked back at me, did you do it on purpose?" Xi Yao vaguely felt that this so-called shadow girl was a little unfathomable.
"Of course," the girl replied frankly, with a happy smile on her face, and added, "to show you that I am more suitable to be 'Xi Yao' than you, in fact, I am not pretending to be you, I am you...... In the future, it will also be your ...... All. ”
"Are you really me? I ...... Would I do such a thing?"
"Of course, have you forgotten Cui Zhenan?" the girl thought for a moment and felt that something was wrong there, she waved her hand and continued, "Forget it, I don't know why you don't remember the past, and I don't know how I got it, but I can tell you that I am indeed you." ”
A person cannot be absolutely one-sided, either kind to the end or vicious to the end, people will change their personality because of what they encounter, what they experience, who they get along with, and what kind of environment they stay in. Because Xi Yao was with Cui Zhenan at the beginning, some of the characters she showed would be revealed more because of her needs; Later, because of the encounter with Fan Chen, Xi Yao gradually changed, he never needed Xi Yao to fight for anything independently, he has always been guarding and preserving her, so she has developed her character to be more kind and cheerful;
In the same way, the shadow girl needs to protect herself because of Xi Yao's appearance, so she will behave differently, people can't be the same, they are all constantly growing, but the speed of growth is different.
"I set that fire. The girl said calmly, the girl has now lived in the temporary dormitory arranged by the school, fortunately no one was too seriously injured in the fire, the fire source is room 508, which is the girl's dormitory.
"Why? Aren't you afraid of getting hurt?"
"I believe he will appear, don't you also see it, no matter how dangerous it is, he will be the first to show up and save me. The girl has changed her concept, no longer "Xi Yao" and "Xi Yao in memory", but "you" and "me".
"I, is it so scary?" Xi Yao was a little incredulous, this girl was her, could her mind be so deep?
"Of course, I've just magnified your unfriendly personality and used it for me," said the girl, who smiled sweetly, and she was sunny and sweet, but she had already revealed her evil little tail, "I saw you under the cherry blossom tree, and that was the first time, and I thought you would leave on your own initiative." But you didn't, and the second time you appeared at the door of my classroom, I can tell you, is it fake that I fainted? ”
Xi Yao was taken aback, she didn't expect it at all.
"The third time, at the door of the infirmary, you still didn't leave, and even went with him to the boys' dormitory," the girl's face showed displeasure for the first time, and because of this, she set the fire and continued to ask, "If I didn't do anything at that time, what would you be doing in the boys' dormitory? Why did he take you, don't think I don't know! Don't tell me, he took you just so that you could get a bite on his hand!"
The girl had obviously already discovered the fangs mark on Fan Chen's other hand, he was determining the identity of this Xi Yao, he could be indifferent to anyone, but Xi Yao's matter, he would not be ambiguous at all.
Xi Yao was surprised one after another, and asked, "You know everything?"
"I said, I can see you, I know you better than anyone else, I am you," the girl bent down, leaned close to Xi Yao's face, and said seriously, "You can also use your disappearing body to seduce him, I don't care, anyway, you will not exist in the end, this is a fact." But let me tell you, he prefers me more than you, and I'm always with him. Oddly enough, I thought he said 'kill one' that night and he would kill you, but you didn't die. ”
Xi Yao couldn't answer at all.
"Your current character is too cowardly, disappear, if you don't want to die too miserably, find a place where no one is and disappear. The girl's dark eyes suddenly became deep, staring at the same black eyes, making the other party embarrassed.
"What would he think if I told him what you said?"
"Can you open your mouth? Can you express it?" hehe," the girl grinned, a mischievous and cute girl of this age, "even if he knew, I was curious whether he would leave me or kill you." My evil, he didn't know it, Cui Zhenan's incident, he was by my side, but he didn't blame me, he still loves me, loves a person, and will tolerate everything, especially an affectionate person like him, who would rather suffer and suffer by himself, he will also condone and love me. ”
The girl has completely separated herself from Xi Yao, yes, she doesn't want to be a shadow in her memory, she wants to be the whole "Xi Yao". In fact, God is helping her, and the other is gradually dying.
"Seeing that you are so shocked, then let you be shocked again," the girl said and stepped back, she raised her wrist, opened her mouth and took a bite, blood gushed on her white wrist, kept dripping on the ground, stained red, she looked down at the wound, licked the blood from her lips, and said, "One, two, three......"
When the girl counted to three, Fan Chen really appeared, and the wound on her wrist was reflected in the blue eyes before it healed, he had already smelled the presence of another person, especially when he saw the familiar fangs mark, his first reaction was that the person attacked the girl.
Fan Chen looked at the puddle of blood on the ground, and glanced at the side of the road with an extremely unfriendly look, he knew that the person was in that position. But he still hoped it wasn't the one who did it, and he looked at the girl and asked, "What's wrong?"
"I don't know," the girl shook her head innocently, "and suddenly got bitten." ”
"No, it's not like this...... Xi Yao shook her head, she didn't expect the girl to do such a thing at all, she was clearly framing her. And Fan Chen also believed it, because he was originally suspicious of another Xi Yao.
"I'll go back first, okay?" said to the girl softly.
"Good. The girl replied obediently, and before turning around, she glanced at Xi Yao on the side of the road and showed an evil smile.
After the girl walked away, Fan Chen walked to the side of the road, lowered his head, but his hand pinched Xi Yao's neck accurately, and he determined her location according to the smell on her body and the uneasy breath she exhaled.
"It seems that I made a mistake by letting you go that day. Fan Chen's hand did not hesitate, no matter how she struggled, he did not relax the strength of his fingertips, this time, he wanted her to die.
That day, Fan Chen left the hotel, he did go to Xi Yao, he said that he wanted to kill one, obviously he couldn't kill that girl, so the person who died could only be this invisible Xi Yao, because she was suspicious and strange enough.