Chapter 18 Living Alone

readx;? The emperor looked at the familiar and unfamiliar figure, and thought about how many days and nights, but he didn't expect to meet it at such a time and in such a place. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info

I just missed him too much and couldn't help but walk to the imperial study, I just missed him too much and walked along the imperial study inch by inch, just because I missed him too much and saw a shadow and felt that it was him, and when he got closer, who knew - it was really him!

Hate, or love?

His purple lips opened slightly, and the moment he spoke, he suppressed all his thoughts, and asked indifferently, "Crazy?"

The madman raised his head slightly, and he vaguely expected that the madman would say something to him when he saw his indifferent appearance, begging him to forgive him, but as soon as the madman looked up at him, he fell heavily at his feet, motionless.

The emperor frowned, what is this?

"Mother, mother. ”

The madman muttered tears in the corners of his eyes.

Listening to the muffled but painful cries of the madman, and looking at the tears on his cheeks, the emperor finally relented. Leaned down and held his body in his arms, but as soon as his fingertips touched his crazy face, he was burned, and the emperor's heart tightened, and he couldn't hold the shelf anymore, and called nervously: "Hurt!

It's just that the person in his arms is pale, and his lips are tightly closed, and he shouldn't say a word.

The emperor stretched out his hand and found that the madness was too sad and suffered from the wind and cold before he became ill, but he also put a little thought, looked around, where was there a palace person, he regretted a little that he didn't let the yuan follow, but now is not the time to regret, he hurriedly picked up the madness and flew to the Chenghuan Palace.

"Emperor. Yuan Yuan saw a familiar figure coming in the distance from a distance, and immediately greeted him with a smile, but only then did he notice that there was someone in the emperor's arms, and he was stunned, "Hurt the adult?"

The emperor didn't stop, and went straight around him towards the palace gate, "Go and boil the antipyretic medicine." ”

Yuan Yuan was stunned, and when he saw that the emperor would enter the palace immediately, he hurriedly caught up and stopped, "Emperor!"

"What's wrong. The emperor glanced at him, and his heart was full of concern for the madness.

Yuan Yuan looked at the Chenghuan Palace, and hurriedly lowered his voice and said: "Emperor, today you announced Gu Jiaren, this person is waiting inside, you ...... like this"

He looked at the madness, and then he saw that he was sweating profusely on his forehead, looking weak, and he was also shocked in his heart, but his duty was still there, and a reminder was necessary.

The emperor was stunned, and suddenly remembered that he seemed to have announced someone. It doesn't seem good for others to see the appearance of the madness and the sick......

"Then the lonely enters the side hall first, and you tell him that the lonely still has to approve the folding, and tell him to go back first. Remember to get the medicine. With that, the emperor walked towards the side hall.

Where did Yuan Yuan do such a thing, he was depressed for a while, but he still obediently went to the dormitory to convey the emperor's intentions.

Gu Wenmin was stunned for a long time, and got up to see the emperor, but as soon as he got out of the quilt, a cold chill climbed up his body, and he noticed that he was not wearing clothes, and immediately reached out and pulled the quilt to cover it.

The coin yuan just didn't see it, and bowed his head obediently.

"Lord Coin, you go and talk to the emperor again! Gu Wenmin really thought that the emperor was just busy with state affairs to rush him, so he said aggrievedly.

But where did the currency yuan, who knew the truth, dare to respond to this matter, and hurriedly said: "Gu Jiaren, don't embarrass me." What the emperor means, how dare I say anything. The sedan chair outside has been prepared, do you see if someone will wait for you to change your clothes or ......"

Gu Wenmin's heart was cold, and he shrank back in frustration, "This palace will come by itself." ”

Seeing that Gu Wenmin had no intention of talking to him anymore, he hurriedly retired. As soon as he left the dormitory, he quickly took two breaths, this emperor, it was really ......

The emperor of the side hall helped the wounded man take off his clammy and cold coat, covered him with two layers of quilts, ordered someone to light a stove next to the bed, and put a compression on his forehead, and then settled down to sit on the edge of the collapse and watch him. The frown of the madness was still furrowed, but he no longer spoke in his sleep, and his lips occasionally opened and closed twice but closed tightly, looking very sad.

Who hurt him?

What did he do when he went to the study?

The emperor laughed at himself for a while, how could it be possible, his heart was already full of others, and he was just a monarch and a minister to himself.

Looking at the familiar face, the emperor's hand that probed into the cheek of the madness stopped an inch when it was about to touch, he felt that this action seemed inappropriate, he was no longer his own injury......

He simply withdrew his hand and turned his back to look at the dark window.

After a while, Yuan Yuan walked quickly with a bowl of black decoction, "Emperor, the medicine is ready." ”

The emperor's sleeves flicked, and a hand stretched out from his wide sleeved robe, "Give Gu, you all stand down." ”

The coin yuan obediently answered the call and led the people to retreat, and the entire side hall instantly became deserted, and the emperor sighed faintly, as if he could go straight to the end and fall back into his ears.

He gently stirred the decoction, shaking the spoon while staring at the madness, he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, thinking that maybe it would be better for him to lie down like this if he couldn't wake up, and save the two of them from being embarrassed, and he could watch him for a while......

I thought about it, but the decoction in my hand was still fed into the mouth of the madman. But the madman's lips and teeth were tightly closed, and it was easy to feed a little but it overflowed down the corners of his mouth, and the emperor hurriedly took a square towel from his arms to wipe his mouth.

"Crazy, you drink some medicine. The emperor looked at the fainter and fading mark on the eyebrows of the person in front of him, and faintly felt that the faded mark was accompanied by the loss of his life, and he seemed to deliberately want to leave......

The emperor's body trembled, and he whispered, "Crazy." You don't have to think about it, you can do a lot by living. Loneliness will not embarrass you, you wake up, you can do whatever you want, as long as you wake up ......"

The weaker and weaker breath, the emperor's heart tightened, and he choked with trembling, "Crazy! You can't just leave Lone!"

No......

The frantic eyelashes moved lightly, and the blue and red tears flickered twice and returned to their normal color.

The emperor tensed his nerves nervously, and secretly sighed at the weakness of his command, how could he listen to it-but seeing that Lan was injured, he breathed a sigh of relief with excitement, and his eyes turned red.

Does he want to be lonely......

"Well, drink the medicine. The emperor said with infinite tenderness but sourness, trying to feed the madman medicine again, thinking that he was going to spit it out, he quickly clenched the square scarf, but who knew that the decoction poured into the mouth of the madman and never came out.

The emperor couldn't help but be overjoyed, brushing his frantic forehead, "Yes, that's it." He fed a few more mouthfuls, and when he saw that a drop of it had gone into the mouth of the madman, he fed it spoonful by spoon to the bottom, and he didn't know it until he saw that the white spoon handed to the lips of the madman was empty, and he was shocked that it was gone.

The corners of his mouth hooked a trace of self-deprecation, put down the medicine bowl, looked at the frowning brows of the madness, and couldn't help but touch, "Lone still likes to see you happy." ”

I don't know if I heard the emperor's words, the brows really relaxed, and even he moved slightly to lean towards the emperor, as if he wanted to find warmth, but the emperor's hands and body were so cold that he hurriedly retreated.

That person didn't seem to be approaching the emperor, and there was nothing unusual about the emperor retreating to the side, as if he was asleep, quiet and peaceful.

The emperor saw through the firelight that his pale face had already added a few red halos, and he breathed a sigh of relief, but his heart was still empty. He didn't dare to give his cold to the madness, so he sat on the square pier on the edge of the bed and looked at him.

I don't know how long it took, but my frantic eyelashes shook twice, and I peeled off the two blue eyes.

He first saw the unfamiliar hook gold silk Ruyi turtle back bed tent, stunned for a moment, moved his lips slightly, but did not make a sound.

Although the candles flickered, there was still a large area of darkness overflowing, and he vaguely knew that it was late at night. He turned his head to see where he was, but he didn't want to move, and he saw the figure lying on the side of the bed, and he didn't have to look at his face to know who it was, and his heart was pounding.

Emperor......

He wanted to reach out and touch the emperor, but the quilt on his body was heavy and pressed by the emperor, so he just moved his arm and woke up the person next to the bed.

"Hurt?" The emperor thought that the madness was uncomfortable and hurriedly sat up to take a look, but he didn't want to meet the watery blue eyes, and he said for a while, "You, you're awake." ”

For some reason, the emperor's face was unconsciously covered with a little indifference.

The madness took a breath, took in the indifference in the emperor's eyes, and didn't let himself cry, "Hmm." It's hard to ...... the emperor."

The emperor's heart thumped, "Lone is just taking care of you for Qianxia." ”

The madman's eyes moved slightly, and a trace of bitterness flowed from the corners of his mouth, "Yes, yes......"

Seeing that he didn't refute, even his last hope seemed to be crushed in endless darkness, and his tone became colder, "Yes." Now that you're awake, you can go at any time. Lonely still has to be folded, you should rest first. ”

As he spoke, the emperor left a big back for the madness.

The madman's heart hurt so much that he grabbed his sleeves and feet and whispered, "Does the emperor have to treat me like this!"

The emperor's steps stopped suddenly, and he didn't look back, but his heart was endlessly bitter, he just now clearly wanted to wait for the madman to wake up and talk to him well, even if he wanted to leave, he would never force him or hurt him with words, but he really woke up, but he couldn't look at his eyes.

"What do you want Lone to do to you? ”

Apathy, or indifference.

The madman's heart trembled, and he choked up: "I came back just to give the emperor an explanation, I have never betrayed the emperor, and I don't want to live alone in a place where there is no emperor, I miss you, I miss you so much...... I heard others say that I was with Chishita, I was afraid that you would listen to it, I was afraid that you would misunderstand me, I was afraid that you would forget me, I really wanted to tell you in person...... I didn't. ”

The madness fell into the emperor's ears word by word, like a hook hooking the emperor's heart, he said that he wanted to be alone!

Crying bitterly, the madness is crying bitterly, the cry is low and depressing, but it is extremely painful.

"Yes......" The emperor didn't turn around, but his voice was a little sour, but there was no follow-up after all. He still didn't know how to deal with the madness.

"Yes, I didn't, I never thought about leaving you for a moment. Crying wildly, he leaned forward and hugged him with his arms around God's waist, "I know that I was wrong that day, you blame me, I understand, you don't listen to me and I understand, but you can't burn my feelings for you in your heart, the only thing I love most in my life is you......!