readx;?? I sat abruptly, as if I was an outsider feeling all this, although I could clearly feel the heart-rending pain, but I had no tears, and even more pain than them, at least, they could use tears to vent their pain, but I could only endure it alive, letting the heart-rending pain in my heart scratch a deep mouth on the side. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

Until I tumbled through the wound and saw the flesh inside, and the bright red blood that was constantly flowing, which was the color of the deep blood.

"Don't cry, do you want to drink?" I said calmly, "Come, keep drinking." I picked up my glass and motioned to them, before they could make a move. I drank it directly, and the pungency of the liquor went straight to my heart and lungs, and the pain in my throat and stomach that flowed through it was like a fire. I frowned and coughed lightly.

Zhuang Zhuang raised his face full of tears and wiped his tears with his hand: "Come, drink." ”

Two bottles of liquor just let us all drink like this, and everyone was already a little drunk. My head was also dizzy and I shook my head. Seeing that Zhuang Zhuang was still dying, they still poured wine into their mouths, and inexplicably felt bitter. It seems that they are all indulging, or rather, wanting to get drunk.

Except for Long Tian, Kaizi and I have endured too much. I remember joking with me the other day that I felt like we were in our forties. I didn't speak, I just smiled. In fact, he is right, our hearts grow old very quickly, maybe it really looks like we are in our forties.

I opened another bottle of liquor, and I handed it to them, but I didn't move, sitting quietly, smoking silently, watching them pour wine into their mouths.

"Alright, don't drink it. "I'm about the same, and I'm out loud. After drinking two and a half bottles of liquor, plus being in a bad mood, it was a miracle that he could not get drunk. One by one, their eyes were drunk, and their faces were flushed: "Let's go upstairs and sleep quickly." "I'm still awake because I've drunk less.

I don't know why, but I feel that today's wine is inexplicably bitter and difficult to swallow. Even with every sip, I felt a burning pain in my throat.

Zhuangzhuang and Long Tian helped them to the upstairs guest room one after another, and pulled the quilt to cover them. Even though Zhuang Zhuang was still muttering in his drunken dream, "Brother Hui, Qiangzi...... I miss you. ”

I could only smile silently, glanced at them, turned and walked out.

Stand in front of the living room window and look out. The shining stars kept blinking their eyes in the sky, flashing with intoxicating light. A dark cloud floated leisurely in the air, and I could clearly see the traces of it soaring in mid-air, obscuring the stars, and then moving again, as if it was a never-tireless migratory bird, soaring into the unknown distance.

From that shining star, I seemed to see Xu Yang's smiling face, looking at me with a smile. Beside him are Brother Hui and Hadron Son. They put their arms around each other's shoulders and smiled at the same time. It was a boyhood laugh, and the innocent look seemed to shine in time.

Yangyang, maybe you really saw Brother Hui and them. If there is an afterlife, we are still brothers. I muttered in my heart, lit a cigarette, and the silent fireworks flickered between my fingers, and the pale blue smoke floated up like a ghost fire, dancing lightly in front of my eyes, as if it was the last dance of others with their souls, and then slowly drifted away.

The door opened upstairs and I looked sideways, and Yeon-yeon yawned drunken and walked to my mother's room. This is to give my mother a massage, during this time, whether it is me or Yanyan, no matter how tired, we will wake up once every two hours.

After waiting for a while, Yeon-yeon walked out of my mother's room, saw me stunned for a moment, walked downstairs, and hugged me, "Brother, when did you come back?"

Extinguishing the cigarette in the ashtray next to me, I said lightly, "Just came back." I patted her back lightly with my hand, and the faint scent of her body wafted into my nose at the same time with the fragrance of shampoo.

"Brother, have you drunk?" Yanyan twitched her tall nose.

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"Well, drank a little. I smiled and pinched her nose with my hand, "Go to sleep, good." ”

"Brother, what about you?"

"I'm not sleepy yet, you can go first. ”

"No, let's go sleep together. Yeon-yeon couldn't help but pull me like a room.

I shook my head helplessly, so I had to let her go. Lying on the bed, Yanyan naturally pillowed her head on my arm, and she looked at me with a smile: "Brother, how great it would be if we could go on forever like this." Yeon-yeon said expectantly.

I smiled and didn't speak. Because now I already know what I mean forever.

It's always too far, it's always a place you'll never reach.

"Brother, what if you marry a daughter-in-law in the future? You won't hurt me, will you?" asked Yeon-yeon.

Pinching her face, I smiled and said, "How so? After a pause, I said half-truthfully, "Besides, I won't marry a daughter-in-law if I have you in my life, I'm afraid that when you have a husband, you will forget your brother." ”

Yan Yanjiao snorted, "Who is going to get married, having you by my side with me will be enough in this life." ”

Hearing her say this, I felt a burst of joy in my heart and put one hand around her. She took a deep breath, and the fragrance on her body carried the smell of intoxicating heat. I couldn't sleep this night, and I didn't fall asleep until it was about to dawn. I had a dream, I dreamed of Brother Hui and Qiangzi, and dreamed of that long-lost dormitory.

"Hey, don't sleep, it's time for class. "As always, I was the first to get up and call them.

Brother Hui slowly opened his eyes and sighed. Hua Qiang put the quilt on his head, stretched out a hand and shook it weakly: "Give me leave, say I'm sick." "Every time this happens, Brother Hui will kick his bed" Hurry up, don't pull the calf." Zhuang Zhuang and Xu Yang walked in after an all-night stay at the Internet café, talking and laughing.

After getting dressed, I was about to walk out of the dormitory, when suddenly they looked at me at the door at the same time, smiling slowly, and their figures gradually faded, and then gradually disappeared before my eyes. I kept screaming at them from behind, but there was no one, not even the slightest trace of them. It was as if I had become the helpless teenager I had been many years ago, squatting in my dorm room hugging my head and crying.