Chapter 513: What's Left
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I stared at her blankly, not moving. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. biquge。 info
At this moment, it suddenly felt like I had nothing, though not mud.
But there was still nothing.
After Li Jun's incident this time, I'm afraid Li Zhenming and they won't forgive me.
Wang Mengmeng is gone, Xu Yang is betrayed, and Hua Qiang is dead...... Now even Yeon-yeon is leaving.
What's left?
It turned out that there was nothing left.
I felt an inexplicable emptiness in my heart, as if everything was gone.
Even the closest people around me have left, so what's the point of climbing up, and what is it for?
"Yeon-yeon. I screamed hoarsely, looking at the delicate body that sat helplessly on the bed with my legs up, I wanted to walk over and hold her in my arms, but I couldn't move, let alone have the courage to walk over;
Yanyan kept crying: "But you killed my father." ”
"I can't help it, really, I can't help it. "I don't want that either, I really don't." ”
Yanyan raised her eyes, there were clear droplets of crystal water on her long eyelashes, her lips touched, and she finally said: "You go, I really don't want to see you anymore." ”
I really don't want to see you anymore.
This sentence seems to have turned into the sharpest knife in my heart, stirring and shattering my heart.
It was as if a cold was slowly emerging from the wounds of my broken heart, and my whole heart froze. There is no feeling left. Then it turned into a desperate ghost that roared in my head.
What's left?
Leaving the room?
What else do I have?
The corners of my mouth slowly cleared, and I actually showed a cold smile, and even I felt strange why I smiled so much.
Looking at Yeon-yeon, I said in a whisper, "Okay, I'll go." He turned around and walked out with difficulty.
With a snap, I closed the door, and I knew that after closing this door, we would be people of two worlds.
Maybe...... There's no going back to the way things were.
When Lingling saw me coming out, she hurriedly stood up and asked, "How is Yanyan?"
I looked at her expressionlessly, didn't speak, walked out with difficulty, and walked out.
I don't know how I got home, looking at the empty room for a long time.
I took out a bottle of liquor from the side and drank it.
The spicy liquor turned into the most bitter liquid and accompanied me as I swallowed. It turned into a crystal dripping from the corner of the eye.
"Ahem...... I kept coughing, as if coughing up more bitterness.
I hurriedly stood up, ran to the bathroom, hugged the toilet, and threw up with a wow.
Gone, all gone.
Although it seems to have everything, I really don't have anything.
Even Yeon-yeon is going to be lost.
No one knows how important Yeon-yeon is to me.
Still, she left.
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I laughed silently, looking at the tired and bitter face in the water, I clearly saw the reflection in the water revealing a pair of desolate eyes like a lonely grave.
After washing his face, he walked back to the living room, took the liquor and continued to pour it into his mouth.
I don't know how much I drank, but I fell asleep on the cold floor of the living room.
A cold sensation spread from the cold ground and seemed to freeze my whole heart.
In a trance, I saw the snow falling, "Brother, I'm so cold, so hungry." ”
"Yanyan is good, there is a brother here, it's not cold, I'll go find you something to eat right away, you're good." ”
Slowly fell asleep.
The next day, the sun pierced through the sky and shone down the window on my face.
I hugged my legs, curled up like a baby, slowly opened my eyes, and looked at the bright eyes, I couldn't help but squint.
He sat up on the floor, picked up a cigarette from the side, lit it, and took a deep breath.
There was a slight pain in the head, and the pain after the hangover hit in waves.
After smoking a cigarette, I got up from the floor, walked into the bathroom, and washed up carefully.
Looking up at the familiar and unfamiliar face in the mirror.
I smiled, and so did the person in the mirror.
Bang, I punched the mirror man in the face, and the mirror shattered in an instant, the broken blade slicing my fingers, and the bright red rendered that little bit of color.
The person in the mirror was torn apart.
I withdrew my hand, and the broken pieces fell to the ground crackling.
Took a deep breath.
Let's go, let's go.
Even if it were me, I would have made it to the end.
Even if it's just lying on my stomach, I'll go down.
I could see a cold but resolute smile on the corner of my mouth from the broken lens next to me. Drew a few pieces of paper to wipe the blood from his hands gratefully.
Strode out of the bathroom. Walking to the side, I pulled out a duffel bag from the bottom of the closet that I had never used. I casually packed a few clothes, put the key on the coffee table, and took one last look around.
Closing the door, without hesitation, I strode out.
Perhaps, I will never have a chance to come back here.
Sitting in the car, he lit a cigarette and took out the phone and called Lingling, "Hey, Lingling." "I was surprised by the flatness of my voice, even if it was a little hoarse.
"Well, Xiaoyu. Lingling yawned.
After a moment's hesitation, I still asked, "Yeon-yeon, she, how is she?"
"She's still sleeping. Lingling sighed.
I smiled wryly, "Well, you tell her that I'm gone, you let her come back." "This house has always been Yanyan's, and it's not good that she has always lived in Lingling's house. And she doesn't want to see me now, and I don't have the courage to take over the magpie's nest.
Suddenly I felt something inexplicably sad.
"Let's go?" Lingling's voice was a little surprised: "Where are you going?"
"I can stay anywhere I want. I said lightly.
Lingling sighed and was silent for a long time without speaking.
With a smile, I just hung up the phone. Driving the car, I was going to go to Kaizi's house to live for three and five years, anyway, he was alone, and it was a waste to live in such a big house. Except, of course, that from time to time the whole woman returns.
Before I could call Kaizi, my phone rang: "Hey, Xiaoyu." Before I could speak, Shen Nan had already called out happily.
"What's the matter?" I asked directly.
"I can't call you if it's okay?" Shen Nan said dissatisfiedly.
At the red light ahead, I stopped the car and said, "No, there's something wrong with me." ”